I rushed outside with tears in my eyes exactly like I did that night.........

_Flashback _

That night I couldn't sleep I kept on thinking about Aryan and his betrayal I walked outside the house I didn't even stop to realize that it was the middle of the night I was furious I was angry, sad and felt extremely stupid I knocked on the door, Samir opened the door.

"Rashmi wha...."

Before he could complete his sentence I kissed him.

_Flashback ends_

I opened the door of my apartment I sat on the floor near the door and cried out loud. After a while with blurry eyes I saw a locket hanging on the wall. Images of that night came flashing into my mind.

_Flashback _

It had been a long time since I have been living away from Aaryan I had woken up at Samir's place that day over the days we had become really close to each other he stood beside me during this tough time, and helped me cure, I knew I was falling in love with him but I couldn't get Aryan out of my mind I went outside and stood at the balcony, Samir came outside handed me a cup of coffee, I smiled at him he kissed my cheeks and went back inside, I randomly looked around and I was utterly shocked to spot Aryan standing on the street looking at me, I looked at him shocked and my eyes got filled up with tears, he gave me a sad smile and started walking away. I was shocked. In an impulse I ran downstairs Samir was in the kitchen so he didn't see me leave.

"Aaryan wait" I said and ran towards him. He stopped at his tracks and looked at me.

"Aaryan I......Samir"

"You don't have to explain yourself to me Rashmi, I screwed up you have every right to move on with your life"

"Aaryan I went to Samir because I was angry but I am with him now because I love him, it's not your fault"

"I know, you guys look really happy together" He said coming forward he took off our wedding ring and placed it in my palm.

"Promise me you will be happy" Aaryan said.

I shook my head. He had tears in his eyes. He just turned and walked away. I slowly walked back into the house.

"What do you want to eat for breakfast?" Samir asked.

"Nothing.....I am going home" I said.

"You can leave after breakfast"

"No yar uncle called, I have to go"

***

"Beta the divorce papers came why don't you read it carefully and sigh it" My uncle said handing me the papers.

"Okay"

I said and walked back to my room. I placed the papers on the drawer and laid down on my bed, After seeing Aryan today I felt extremely guilty, technically we were still married so I was basically cheating on him with Samir right, Seriously in the attempt to punish him I have committed the same crime which he had. I started to hate myself now. No matter how much I am attached to Samir what I and Aryan had was so special, no matter how hard I try I could never get over him, he was my husband our relationship was special I had promised to stay with him forever. I went to my drawer took the divorce papers seeing it my eyes filled up with tears and I started crying. After a while I took my phone and called Samir.

"Samir I can't do this anymore, I am filled with guilt yaar, I am fucking married, I never realized what it feels like to be married until this moment, I have promised to spend the rest of my life with Aaryan he cheated on me right now I cheated on him too so I think we are equally pathetic now, I wanna give my marriage a second chance Samir, I am so sorry, I can't do this anymore" I said breaking down.

"Okay, okay relax" He said.

"Sorry" I said.

"Ok listen let's meet tonight, one last date we will have a nice dinner and happily part ways what say?"

"I don't know Samir"

"Trust me....one last time"

"Okay"

"And please cheer up before that"

"Ok" I said.

***

In the evening I dressed up I wanted to look perfect I wanted tonight our last date to be perfect. I called a Taxi and went to the location Samir had messaged me later that day it was dark but I saw Samir standing on the opposite side of the road, I got out of the taxi I had bought a gift for Samir surprisingly so did he, as we stood there it started raining heavily but I was enjoying it thoroughly there was sadness in Samir's face but I tried to laugh it was one of my best qualities I could smile and laugh even in the most horrible situation. I walked toward Samir he walked towards me we were lost in each other suddenly we heard a loud horn of a car before I could realize what had happened both of us was hit by the car, the car which hit us tried to turn away lost control and hit a tree nearby, I could hear its alarm, I crawled towards Samir both of us were badly wounded we started crying in each other's arms was this it, was I going to die.......Samir placed a pendant with a big locket in my hand we cried again soon I passed out with the pain.

I woke up again this time it was due to the sound of the siren the police and ambulance had arrived I was laying on a stretcher Samir was nowhere to be found with my half blurry vision I saw the driver of the car being pulled out it was Aryan......that was the last thing I saw before I passed out again.

The next time I woke up I was in the hospital; there was a doctor and a nurse near me. I tried to ask them about what happened but no words came out of me.

"You are fine everything is okay"

My parents and uncle came inside.

"Aaryan......Samir...." I managed to say.

"Aaryan is in the operation theater his condition is really bad" Uncle said.

"Samir?" I asked struggling to breath.

"Sorry beta" Uncle said it didn't take me even a second to realize what he meant I started screeming and crying like crazy.

"See I told you not to fix her marriage in such a hurry, now look what you have done?" My uncle shouted at my parents.

"How were we supposed to know?" My mom asked.

"Didn't you hear what the police said they don't think this was an accident and more of a planned crime, thank god our Rashmi is safe but because of your stupid decisions an innocent boy lost his life, how will we ever face his parents now?" Uncle said.

_Flashback ends_

I couldn't believe my ears back then how could Aaryan do such a thing, but uncle was right too Aaryan wasn't drunk that night what are the odds that he was driving on the same road where we were supposed to meet that too on the same day he saw me with Samir. I couldn't control my anger. I was going to take him back but he killed the only person, who was there for me when I needed a shoulder to lean on, with my blurry eyes I saw the locket again, here I was going to trust him again like an idiot yet again but not anymore I wanted my revenge this time, his parents shooed me off right after they found out about his memory loss like I was some piece of waste it wasn't like I wanted to meet him anyways our relationship died with Samir, here he was having the time of his life after destroying my life.

"I promise you Aaryan, you snatched the only person who truly loved me I will snatch the only person who truly loves you"