****disclaimer ... to those of you reading kindly note this is a mature story , if you cannot handle maturity I highly suggest to stop reading and go another way . This story is far from happy and to good to be sad. Chapters of sexual intimacy and violence will be mentioned . If you don't like it , then simply don't read it . **** thank you to those who appreciate and enjoy my story.

RIDDHIMA

There is no better place , than the warm soft comfort in bed. A plush blanket and squishy pillow , what more do we girls need other than peace from disturbance of this beautiful feeling. "hmmmm" I mumbled out from the soft plush comforts I was sleeping on , yes perhaps I was having a horrible nightmare. There is no better feeling than this , if you know me , then you must acknowledge a few facts number 1 : I am a expert in the bedroom , I can sleep for hours . Number 2 : I am a food inspector because I cannot stop eating and giving comments about the food. Number 3 : I love heels because they don't judge my height and lastly number 4 : I am a beast in the sheets I can have sex for hours . Who am I kidding , you must've figured that last one out already by now .

That was the worst nightmare I ever had in a long time , it felt so real. I don't wish such nightmare on anyone , believe me you don't want to be stuck in the amazon with a man you don't know and who seems to have something stuck up in hiss of a attitude. He made me climb trees and jump of waterfalls like I was some wild monkey. The pain of tumbling down that was another thing , but since it was all a dream let's forget about , who wants to start a good day by talking about yesterday nightmares.

"keep smiling like that , and you can stay here forever ", his voice boomed through the peace of my beautiful slumber , shattering the bliss into a million pieces. I snapped my eyes open and vansh was sitting on the sofa that was at the side of the bed , seated like a predator watching me sleep. I jolted up and brought the sheets closer. It was not a dream , the nightmare had been very real and what was more real was this annoying alien who was rather very tall sitting and staring at me. Well this is a disappointing way to wake up, but , wait !!!!! How am I even awake , I know for sure that I hit my head and my ankle . Oh my god my ankle , I move the sheets to see my ankle wrapped in bandages, no the sight alone is so tormenting. I pout sadly looking at my feet ."nooooo how will I wear heels now arrrhhhh" I sigh out exasperatedly. This is insane and a stupid thing that had to happen. I should have not been so hasty in every way then I would have not been in this pathetic state ."of all things all you're worried about is wearing heels kanthabhai" .

He speaks to me in a annoyed tone , well if heels were his life he would understand how it felt to have the love of your existence taken away from you , and I am talking about heels . Not that sloppy I love you baby jaanu shit. "yes , heels are my life . Don't act so shocked have you seen my height . Oh well maybe you're to tall to see the bottom properly ". I hope my response was fitting enough given the situation. Seated on the sofa , the king on this throne dressed in fresh new clothes , more like a white dress shirt , I stare at him and see that he is fully attired in a chocolate brown suit , black dress shirt and chocolate brown pants .

Gold cufflinks , brooch ,a gold Rolex watch , gold tie and shiny Gucci loafers and a glass of well whiskey in his hand. This man is dressed for a board meeting , how wonderful I stare at myself only to see a plain white dress shirt , I can't feel the cotton on my nipples which indicate I am not wearing a bra inside. I look at him questioningly. There are many questions in my head . I remember getting my period before , I wiggle on the bed feeling the intrusion on my panty rub against my womanhood , who on bloody earth put a pad on for me?. Not that I was ungrateful , but that is private property . Irrespective of how many men I may sleep with , if I have not given my consent no one should invade the space. How did we get here ? Where are we ? why is he dressed like that ?.

"who changed my clothes ?", I questioned him , smirking in response , making his dimples appear he responded. "I changed it off-course , I even gave you a bath and found you little panties , a pad and padded you up ...because somehow you did not mention you got your period ?" I rolled my eyes at his response , a girl stuck with a unknown man in a forest jeez no wonder she forget to mention her period. Maybe it was because he also happened to be a insanely annoying jack ass.

"gave me a bath ? Why ? Undressing me is personal ". I said out angrily , I was feeling like my privacy was invaded. I don't think I am over reacting but I don't like the idea of a man bathing me , I have always bathed myself my whole bloody life. It did not matter how many men I fucked in the end I dressed myself and left , however 90% of the time it was them leaving my room.

"so is this whole situation , I don't have female staff unfortunately , they happened to be on leave . Would you have preferred another man doing it . Well I don't know what would happen if I left you alone . I guess we will never know". I stared at him for a long moment before answering him "how do I know , that you are not like them? "I questioned , he woke from the sofa and I followed he movement of his direction, he sat on the bed next to my bandaged ankle "you don't know if I am like them !" I stare at his face , looking so calm . His deep brown eyes bore into mine , for a moment there is nothing but silence , a peaceful silence , yet somehow it is as if we understood each other.

"not knowing that , make me feel like I can't trust you" I tell him as a matter of fact. How can you trust someone you barely even know , and most of all I was asleep . The dark creeps onto me bringing memories from the pas t, I feel my heartbeat quicken and my hands shiver . Quickly I clasp them on to the bedcover and clutch . No one sees and no one will know I am starting to panic . I gulp and swallow the dark. "you can't trust me and that is the truth , I am not a good man I am a wicked one". the chills creep up my spine , his tone is cold and so is his stare , so then what happen while I was asleep.

" just spit it out! Did we have sex while I was out of the count?" the dread was evident in my tone , that would be so unfortunate. I hate when a man does that , I would like to give my consent , someone just violating you in such a manner , oh how my heart breaks a little more. Which is shocking I don't even understand why I am feeling so sad. "little beasty do I look like I need you asleep to have sex with you . Well that is awfully insulting . But rest assured when I FUCK YOU LITTLE BEASTY... YOU WILL REMEMBER IT FOR DAYS TO COME !!!" he was growling that last sentence , well seems he didn't digest my question , well that is why people have indigestion and they simply have to deal with it as a part of life , nothing different here.

How did we get here to this point , is a question for wonder . Where is this place , is this his villa . What I found odd was him , who in the devils name had a villa in the amazon . It was not the normal thing , did he have some secret operation here. Must be a serial killer. I looked at him very sadly. "if you're planning to cook me for dinner , then don't waste your time , I can assure you I am absolutely ugly to taste?" he smirsk at my response , " you doubt my taste , but belive me you will make fufilling dinner" his gaze moved between my legs my cheeks heated in embarassment as I understood the meaning of his statement.

He came closer to me , my nostrils engulfed the spice of his fragrance , it was intoxicating. My stomach rumbled on que and he let out a deep throaty chuckle. He stood up from the bed and then placed one his fingers on my leg , which was not bandaged . He started walking towards me from my feet running a finger from my toes going upwards , I swallowed more than once , tingles and friction of passion broke out on my leg . It tickeled so much , I wanted to moan out loudly , instead I sunk my teeth into my lips biting Hard. "you see little beasty , I don't need you asleep to fuck you real hard , make you sore and leave you raw, your body wants me even when your eyes are wide open " .

This deceptive little body of mine , has been giving out the secrets of desire without warning. I lick my dry lips as he brings his face closer to mine. I can see his thick dark eyelashes , deep dark brown eyes , the perfect cupids bow pink lips. Hell have no fury like a fine smelling man , I blink more than usual. The hair on my body stand up in approval and appreciation. He rubs his forefinger on my lips and we breath in breaths from each , so close and consuming , I can feel the hunger radiating off from him . "unfortunately it is not my taste to take a woman against her wishes , and besides you will be begging me to fuck you ". I stared at him , the statement broke my haze , I blinked shocked , what just happened ? . How did I become so consumed in his gaze that I forgot everything other than him. I was shocked and left speechless he moved away from me and sat back on the sofa and drinking what was left of his drink.

My mind replays the events that occurred the day before , I was well aware of my stupid actions . What I did not expect was this , he took care of me , I did not understand why. He could have let other men do the job , he barely even knows me . This is all very perplexing to me , even the closest people , men I know took such a opportunity as this to do terrible things to me. Everyone wants to do terrible things to me , so much so that terror has become my second skin. Someone been kind to me is alarming , it's a disaster unfolding.i am sure he has a ulterior motive behind all this ."why are you been so kind to me . It does not make sense , you can't even stand me ?" , this sudden care of concerm has my alarm bells going off in all directions

He shrugged as if it did not matter , but in return it mattered a whole damn lot to me , because then men be like 'oh but I did this for you and I did that for you ' , it is more tiring that way , he'd rather be upfront about his intentions.

"when I am kind to you it does not make sense , when I inquire about you it frustrates you , when I talk to you it annoys , when I choose to help you question me . Seems to me like you don't make sense to yourself " what the hell . I was asking so nicely , this is bloody insanely ridiculous I cannot stand this any more . He really needs to fix his attitude problem . A girl rolls down the ditch and wakes up dressed like , it is obvious I would ask such question this bloody imbecile. He wakes up and walks towards the door leaving me angry and growling "food is on it's way kanthabhai , so I shall leave before you think I am dinner. I have much to do take rest I will be back soon " the door shuts with a slight thud on his way out. Take rest ...does he know what rest is , I have a million dollar business to handle and all he thinks is I must take rest. Do I look like his tiny little puppet . That bloody idiot stupid donkey mashed potato. I will not tolerate this , I don't want to be here . The devil knows where here is. This is captivity and it is going out of hand now. I feel violated and alone with a man I don't know but he seems to get my body on fire and that is not a good thing because it has never happened .

I cannot trust anyone intentions other than my own , this world is a devious place with vultures such as him , just looking to prey on woman they think weak . Yes I agree with no one that when I was younger , I had faced my nightmares . Since then I have come a long way , those nightmares are burried deep within no one saw and no one will know . It is almost like it didn't even happen , oh but it did happen to me and it broke me inside out and tore my body apart. No one saw and no one cared so no one knows , men will want to be kind to you in the end they will fool you with goodness and give you bitterness. The same sweet that fooled me into my nightmare . I will not ever trust a man again . The one I trusted , the one who saw and knew didn't even exist. There is no happiness in hell and where ever I seem to go hell follows behind my every step sometimes I wonder if I am hell angel , cause disaster Is always waiting for me round the corner or in the next step I take . If its hell that you got might has well start getting comfortable and make it your home.