sometimes i get in this weird state where i really want to type but i can't think of anything i want to write

i think it's kind of a mania thing, where my hands just really want something to do, but my brain can't focus

it's not actually writer's block,,, it's just. something. i don't know.

and yes. i am in that weird state right now. hence why i am writing this instead of working on Undetermined or something.

oh wait i probably haven't mentioned this here cause of my weird hiatus, have i?

well.

i'm working on a weird new MCSM AU called Undetermined- it's a big mess right now but long story it's about timeloops and Jesses making bad decisions.

"wait, what? isn't that literally what Parallels is about?? Rush, didn't you already write this???"

...yes. no. maybe.
it's a very VERY different story, but yeah alright the main themes have some similarities. i just. i really like nonsense about time being a mess, okay.

It's really hard to explain. It's basically just. different Jesses in different dimensions having to repeat their adventures over and over and over, until they 'get it right' according to a mysterious overpowered otherdimensional being.

that is not all it's about, but that's the best description I can give that balances between simple and accurate.

so far i've been posting oneshots in my Short Stories book but i'm gonna make a separate book,, soonish. once i make a cover, probably. and i have exactly 0 ideas for covers, so,, remains to be seen how soon that will actually be.

but ye it's a lot of fun so far, even if, like i said, it's a giant mess
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oh! and another thing that happened during my disappearance! I FINISHED WRITING PARALLELS IN MID-NOVEMBER!!

*dramatically pops a champagne cork*

I stopped talking about Parallels here because i felt like no one was interested, but yEAH i'm done with the writing process! i kinda can't believe i wrote so much in under a year, but i did :D

it. the finished thing. it's over 600 pages. it is so damn long. please shoot me.

so yeah. that's some updates and some rambling because i'm feelin manic and want to yammer.

-your favorite lunatic 📝