Hi guys. I'm in a shit mood right now. So much is happening at once and I have had a lot of panicked attacks recently. Its harder to breath around people. I'm socially awkward to even my best of friends. I'm starting to forget things that I do a minute before. I regret all of my dicisions. Im not as smart as I used to be. I get mad easily. I am trying to accomplish so much in the quickest time possible. I'm single and straight now. I'm changing. But I don't know. I don't know anything. I don't remember anything. I don't remember anyone. I don't know. I just....don't know anymore. I'm sorry for ranting. I take up all of everyone's time complaining about shit. Sorry. I'll just die.