I was once depressed and upset but you fixed that.
In return I have broken you again.
I pity myself.
I also pity youself
For you should have said no.
I can't be trusted.
For I have busted
A hole straight through all's heart.
I shouldn't be with nor against you.
I shouldn't be at all.
I shouldnt exist.
Yet I do. Why?
Because of the shit I do.
I'm the bad guy.
So I should die.

I'm sorry for wasting your time in life. No. I don't want more attention. Just leave me alone. Don't try to make me feel better. I know I'm coming off sounding cruel but PLEASE! I'm begging you! Let me die. At least leave me how I should be. In pain. So I won't talk to anyone. I'll just read and listening to music and cut. I deserve that. I guess I'm still single? I really don't know. I hope so though. She deserves more than me. So I'm sorry. Bye.