Sorry I'm posting a lot tonight. I just need to write a lot of shit rn. Except it or not. I care.

That's what I am

Did anyone care I died

No

No one ever does

I'm not worth the care anyway.

Of course everyone else thinks that

Anna

Brandon

Grace

The list goes on and on

Those are my used to be friends.

But of course like all my friendships

They end

Because no one cares to stick around

To see me drown

Mourn

Cry

Or try.

I don't even try anymore

There's no point

No one is going to see anyways.

I thought people cared

But it's just my heart lying to me

As it always does

That's how I lose my "friends"

If I can even call them that anymore.