Hi.

If you're here, you probably already know me.

I'm KoolKat. I'm an "artist" who makes horrible to okay drawings and can't shade. I'm also a musician who currently plays 4 instruments and will be learning another soon.

I usually try to be friendly with people. I try to cheer up anyone who feels sad or mad. I try not to get into fights.

That, however, doesn't always work.

I sometimes get upset myself.

I sometimes decide to do things that I shouldn't do (DON'T WORRY, THIS DOES NOT INCLUDE DRUGS OR ALCOLHOL).

I sometimes lash out at people.

I try to keep calm, but it's hard. I try to stay positive, but it's hard. I try to cheer up, but it's hard.

Life is hard.

I've thought many times, "Would it be okay if I died?"

But there's something that keeps me going. And that something is thinking of my friends, family, and followers.

When I think about how my friends would react, that gives me just enough determination to keep going. I love you all so much. I trust you.

And that's why I'm writing this book.

Because you're a few of the only ones I trust.