It's finally summer and i can rest in peace from the asholes in school. YEEEEESSSSS

fuck. but next year the assholes that were already assholes are going to become even more assholes, because of highschool and shit. And i'll have to bother with new people. UGHHH

it feels so nice. But still a little lonely, like not having anything to do all day. But towards august im going to a summer camp where you can compete for a ticket to go to New York. 

i don't know what others would do if they won, but i know that if i won that ticket i would just sing hamilton all the time and try looking for all of the graves of the people in hamilton that i love, like alexander, angelicAAAAA, elizAAAAA and PEGGY. i would also stalk Lin Manuel Miranda, and see if a PAX convention was going on close by to meet my favorite YouTubers. It's a small chance that i will win but it's still a fun thought.

also i am going to this summer camp alone. since its for 13+ my sister can't come and since i'm waaay too much of a scaredy cat, i'm too afraid to ask my friends. i'll just have to sit in a corner and put my headphones in and escape in music. or i could talk to someone. nah, bad idea.

so this summer i'm going to sit inside all day watching voltron:legendary defenders while, listening to new musicals. until i have to go out and be social in my own way that means i'm going to make eye contact and that's all i'll do.