Ever had so much on your brain that it feels like it's nothing in your brain?
Cuz that's what's happening right now.
I know that there is something in there, but it's so much so I don't know what's what.
Ever had that.

I know that something is in there because the biggest thought filling my brain is how I'm literally only hanging out with one of my friend groups at school. And I feel bad for not being with anyone else. I go to school with this girl, am in all my classes with this girl and then walk home with this girl.
And I feel so bad.
I hate change but I want adventure, and for me that means being with many people at once, not the same girl/group every single day.

I remember the first day of school where I had said that I would walk with this group to school and then hang out with them after school. The end of the school day came around and I said that I would stay at the school to catch up with some other friends and she started whining a little. Then I gave the excuse that I couldn't go to town with them. She looked behind me to another girl, she hates and that girl is one of my close friends. And she changed the plans completely so that I was able to come with them.

Don't get me wrong I had a really fun day. But it's like, I need change.

So girl that is with me every second of the day, if you read this, can I have a little space.
Please not in class cuz there you really are like the only friend I have, but let me sit and talk with my other friends, even the ones you are not so much friends with.
/nashij

P.s. I had writers block.