Warning: Nsfw

Finna Nut 2: Revenge of H
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"Hey," Masamune cooed calmly to Ritsu, who was fidgeting on their walk to school. "Is your body okay?"

Ritsu blushed, remembering their activity in the library the day prior. "Y-yeah, I'm fine." He blushed a shade of pink - similar to the cherry blossoms floating in the air. "It's just-- let's never do that again." Ritsu blushes a bit deeper.

If you're wondering what they did -- what Masamune and Ritsu did -- well, jeez. That was embarrassing to answer, although Masamune didn't show it on his face.

They fucked in the library. Multiple positions. Surprisingly, they weren't found out. Despite Ritsu moaning load as hell, or how the entire library was filled with the noises of Masamune pounding Ritsu. 15 minuets of that.

Thank fuck the band was playing that day -- if anyone saw what they were doing, Ritsu'd die of embarrassment (or maybe just an anxiety attack) and Masamune would be expelled.

Fuck. Doing risky things just gave Masamune a thrill. A bigger hard on than a blushing or embarrassed Ritsu.

"You ever wanna do that again?" Masamune asked.

Ritsu froze. A blushed deeply. "No- we- we could've gotten into serious trouble by doing that!" He awkwardly walked towards the senior. "I-I love you, Saga-sempai, b-but I-"

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When people aren't around, it's surprising how snuggly Ritsu can get. But, like most things, it takes forever for Ritsu to actually get emotionally ready. The freshman is still blushing hard -- color similar to this morning.

Dammit. This wasn't the only thing that's hard.

Ritsu clung to Masamune's arm, heat radiating from him. "I- I'm really glad no one is here to see us-" He gave a small, almost unnoticeable smile. Thank god Masamune was good at noticing small things like that. "Although I-" He blushed.

Although I...?

"I- I know I was embarrassed early but," He blushed. "I would actually like to do... that stuff again."

Oh my. Oh my.

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Hiding in the corner of the library was easy. Getting Ritsu to calm down was somewhat hard (haha, hard). Constantly being on watch, making sure not a single soul was in the library.

"Are you sure no ones here?" Ritsu squeaked again.

Masamune looked around for the umpteenth time.

No one.

"By now, I'm sure."

Ritsu glanced at the senior. "What sh- what should we do?" He blushed. "I doubt full on... that would be a good idea.

And by that, Masamune knew Ritsu meant sex.

So Masamune pressed his palm against Ritsu's groin. That was sexual, right?

And thusly, Ritsu squeaked (or maybe he moaned? Masamune was about to start splitting hairs about this). "S-saga-senpai-"

"Maybe we can do this?" Masamune asked.

Ritsu voicelessly answered, nodding his head.

Masamune thusly unbuttoned Ritsu's school jeans -- and unzipping them, and slipping his hand in Ritsu's white briefs.

"You're really cute in these," He complimented, groping Ritsu's small member.

Ritsu blushed red. "I- Tha- ahh," Ritsu said, being cut off mid moan.

Shit, that was really cute.

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The library. Five minuets later.

It's really quiet in the library, aside from the occasional praise from Masamune and the muffled moan from Ritsu.

And no one came in the entire time.

(Oh, Ritsu orgasmed too. It was very cute watching him turn so rigid, then turn to jelly.)

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The times Masamune has had sex with Ritsu, he's noted that the boy is very tight. He'd compare it to a girls', but then again, Masamune never really had sex with a girl.

(And by now, Masamune is so unsure what sexuality he is. Is he gay? Is he just a really confused straight boy? He doesn't fucking know at this point.)

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The library. Another lazy afternoon of reading books with Ritsu, and of course, and mostly empty library.

The librarian was there, minding her own business.

Thank god. Masamune was ready to make things sexual between him and Ritsu.

He leaned near Ritsu. "What do you do... when, you know," He whispered.

"When I what?" Ritsu chirped.

"Y'know. Get off."

Ritsu gave a confused look. "Get off?" He hummed. "Same time as you, usually."

"Not what I meant."

Silence.

Msamune sighed. "I mean when you jack off." The senior hushed the final part, he seriously did not want to be caught by the librarian.

Ritsu blushed a dark pink. And oh god, at this point Masamune believes he has an embarrassment kink. "I shou-- I shouldn't really talk about that, but I-" He squeezed his eyes shut. "I only do it thinking of you." Jesus, that's fucking cute. "And I- I sometimes... uh, how do I say thi-this,"

"You play yourself ?" Masamune kept his voice as low as he could. Fuck all, that's hot.

Ritsu rigidly nodded.

The librarian - probably the same age as Masamune -- glanced over at them.

Fuck.

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Library, and yet another lax day.

Empty. And Ritsu was in Masamune's lap, after a bout of confidence (or momentary insanity, Ritsu uses that term alot -- especially in the context Masamune. Which he found neat.

"Are you okay?" Masamune asked. Ritsu sad rigidly, very hot and very nervous -- slightly shaking.

"I-I-I'm fine." Ritsu responded softly.

"You don't look fine."

Ritsu shivered, clearly blushing. "It's embarrassing." He mumbled.

Masamune felt blood rush to his groin. Holy shit.

"Saga-senpai-" Ritsu squeaked. "You're poking me."

"Oh." Masamune, for the first time, blushed. "Sorry about that."

Ritsu shifted his waist -- which made Masamune blush a little bit more. And maybe made his hard-on worse. Yes, Ritsu was average boy. So-- squishy chest, flat rear, but god! That didn't mean Masamune still found it hot. "It's- It's okay."

Masamune leaned into Ritsu. "Do you mind if I..."

Ritsu went red -- clear by the tips of his ears. "Yes." He mumbled out.

Masamune unbuttoned his pants, unzipped them. Fuck, he was hard.

He calmly grabbed his dick, and softly began rubbing it.

And Ritsu was in total silence. Probably cutely embarrassed all this.

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A Minute in the life of Yukina Kou

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"Uwah, Yukina-chan!" A highschooler cries to Kou, holding a volume of shojo manga with a pink and bubbly cover — was it Girls' Master? — in her hands. "I'd totally buy this, but my parents would wring my neck for buying this!"

Kou smiles awkwardly at the girl. She was definitely one of the many girls who'd only visit Marimo for him. "Aw, that's too bad." He told her empathetically.

The girl nodded in agreement. "I know! They're such jerks—"

Jerks? He wouldn't say that. But of course, he's never met them.

Though he could say that about his parents. Asking prying question about his career, his job, or his lack of a—

"By the way Yukina-chan, do you have a girlfriend?" The high schooler asked innocently.

Kou laughed in discomfort. He really didn't like this question. "Aha, no, not at the moment."

"O-oh, really?" The girl said with a blush. "Darn, it's cutting close to my curfew — see you soon Yukina-chan!" The girl waved cutely, running off.

Kou definitely wouldn't mind girlfriend — because he's dated girls before.

(He formerly dated his best friend Ryo, but she preferred to be friends instead.)

But it wasn't like he was lonely or anything and—

Oh, one of the regulars is here.

It was high school boy (the one with the dorky parted hair and in hoodies).

Speaking of dating and regulars — Kou was totally not interested.

Sure they were cute or adorable, but a majority were kids — freshmen in high school.

Kou was 21, wasn't going to start dating kids out of loneliness.

Sigh.

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FINNA NUT 3: NUT OF THE PATRIOTS

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It's been 10 years.

It's been 10 years of Masamune not seeing Ritsu -- of not seeing cute little Oda Ritsu, and honestly, it surprised him at first.

That sardonic noobie -- with jaded green eyes and a cruel tone. Nothing like the timid, shy wallflower of high school. Of course, this Onodera reminded him of someone -- almost a weird deja vu.

It doesn't click at first, until Kisa starts asking Onodera about manga -- and jeez, it proves that Kisa is just nosy as he first came in. That guy clearly had some issues.

"Uwah, Ricchan!" Kisa whines. "Are you seriously reading all of that!?"

Onodera plops down something around 80 to 90 volumes of manga -- Girls' Master, Coco Kiss, Fruit Basket -- onto his desk. "Yeah." Onodera calmly responds. "I've basically read half my library back in high school -- so 90 books is nothing!" He jokes with the baby-faced editor.

Half his highschool library -- half his highschool library?

And it clicks.

Cute Oda Ritsu -- who round house kicked him for zero reason -- was now Onodera Ritsu (parents must've divorced, similar to him), suddenly back in his world. Ultimately, Ritsu is a different person from the past, that much is obvious.

But he's back.

And Masamune doesn't know how to respond.

---

Onodera is a surprisingly dedicated worker. Despite never reading manga (well, kinda? He read the manga last night according to Kisa), he's adapted to the medium.

And Masamune couldn't be happier.

After an all-nighter with Masamune's author -- Satou, and once they're done, Onodera slumps to the lobby coach, exhausted. Masamune finds it cute.

"Ugh," Onodera groaned. "I'm glad we made on time..."

Masamune laughs, looking at Onodera -- "You really helped a lot." Masamune compliments.

Onodera perks his head up, clearly quite sleepy. "Huh?"

"Satou doesn't usually get that hysterical," Masamune explains. "But things were really rushed this time, so she was probably confused." He smiled at his former kouhai - the former Oda Ritsu, his shy stalker. "She seemed to recover after you cheered her up."

"No, I..." Ritsu blushed -- the same pink blush of ten years ago, and Masamune is falling in love all over again -- and looked at the ground. "I really apologize for that. I wish I could've said more encouraging things, but I just blurted out what was on my mind when the time called for it..."

Blurted it out? Similar to his confession ten years ago, Masamune thinks. When he thought about it, nothing really changed.

"Blurted it out, huh..." Masamune hands Onodera coffee, one from the vending machine, "Good work."

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Saga Masamune.

Dammit, even saying that name hurt. The surname of father that wasn't his, the surname of the family that left him to drown.

The only good memory from that time was meeting Od-- well, Onodera Ritsu.

Onodera's parents divorced too.

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Being alone with Onodera -- especially in the elevator. It's just so nice to see him.

And it's early enough for Masamune to tease.

"Shouldn't you say 'good morning' to your superior?" Masamune begins. "Or maybe 'good morning, I love you'?"

"Idiot. As if I'd say that." Onodera -- well, at this point, Masamune may as well just refer to his kouhai as Ritsu -- replies curtly, blushing.

After the incident in the lobby (making Ritsu remember their relationship in highschool), his cute little kouhai was now a venomous tsundere.

And for some surreal reason, Masamune finds this hot.

(Which he finds weird, Ritsu is curvy and much older now -- probably much more attractive maybe even sexy? than his 15 year old self. But it's Ritsu's tsun-tsun nature that he finds attractive.)

"Sure." Masamune responds nonchalantly. Ritsu, just like the Ritsu of the past, keeps his emotions on his sleeve.

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"You--" Ritsu gasps. And it's cute, considering Masamune is jacking him off. Which, Ritsu responds with absolutely lewd but cute faces. "You pervert--" He chastises, cutting off into a high moan.

Masamune remembers something Yoshiyuki-san said about Ritsu -- he's definitely someone who hates having his feathers rustled.

Masamune quickly rubs and fondles Ritsu's dick -- and Ritsu is just too cute about it. Gasping, moaning, mewling (mewling? Was that even a way to describe a sound?) in pleasure

Ritsu's face is flushed pink, his breathing labored and rasped. "Masamune, you--" The brunet gags on whatever -- air, maybe? -- and his body goes rigid, cumming in Masamune's hand.

Ritsu seems to take a moment to breath and collect himself. "You're such a pervert..."

And Masamune found that really hot.

---

Having sex with older Ritsu is thrilling, who was just as tight as he was 10 years ago.

And he's just too damn cute. Cute faces, cute noise... well, wouldn't they be erotic noises?

"I--" Ritsu gasped, nails jabbing into Masamune. The brunet shudders, gasping as he (Masamune) thrusting into. "I can't believe this, you idio--" And Ritsu trails off into a moan.

Masamune nearly cums right there and then. He doesn't know exactly why. (Maybe he's into being called an idiot?)

God, what a weird thing to be aroused by.

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"What?" Ritsu asks, almost confused -- or maybe he's stunned.

Masamune sighs. And he blushes, which is strange considering how blunt he is most of the time. "I like it when you insult me." He repeats, looking Ritsu dead in the eye. "I think I might be into that. Or maybe it's just you I like hearing it from."

Ritsu blushes, most certainly stunned this time. "I..." He stumbles. "...You certainly are a pervert, Takano-san."

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SIMPLE AND CLEAN

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He just can't love you, Yuu thinks -- life going into a depressive spiral. What made you think he ever could?

Yuu was love in love with Chiaki since... well, since they've met. Chiaki, to Yuu, was everything that was good in the world.

And Yuu wasn't good enough for him. And-- and Chiaki's editor -- Hatori Yoshiyuki -- was just perfect.

And he couldn't be even more jealous. And he couldn't be more depressed. Or a million other horrible things pilling up inside him, that he hates and just wants to ignore.

It just made him want to curl up and cry himself to sleep.

~~~

"Yanase-kun, are you even listening?" Ryou asks, and it snaps Yuu out of deep thought.

And he laughs uncomfortably. "Sorry, Shizukuishi." Yuu tries smile, forcing one. And he knows it's forced. He knows this well, he hasn't smiled in forever. "Lost in thought." Thinking of ways that Chiaki could've been mine. Or how I could've avoided my fight with Hatori. Or--

"You've been lost in thought a lot recently," Ryou comments. "Yanase-kun, did something happen recently?"

"No." Yuu lies. It happened, hell yes. But Yuu feels much more content denying it. "Unless 'something' is Ijuuin-sensei missing his deadline again."

~~~

I just wanted to love you. Why did it end up like this? How could you , of all people, do this to me?

Yuu hates feeling like this. He hates this ugly, hideous, lonely and drowning feeling.

He just loved Chiaki with all his heart. He never wanted this feeling.

He knew the feeling of rejection. He knew what it was like to be unhappy. But this feeling?

It's ugly.

~~~

"Yanase-kun," Ijuuin says in a calm voice.

Yuu snaps to reality. "Yes, Ijuuin-sensei?" And Yuu sighs. "I swear, if Shizukuishi said anything, I--"

Ijuuin gives a solemn look. "Yanase-kun, are you okay?"

Yuu laughs. "I'm fine, Ijuuin-sensei." But, of course, he's not fine. "No need to worry about me." And, of course, some deep internal part of Yuu wants someone to care.

The author gives Yuu a knowing look -- like he's gone through the same. Or he just understands. Or it's something that is unrelated, and Yuu is doing what he always does.

Assuming the best.

"Yanase-kun," Ijuuin sighs. "I may be your boss, but remember that I'm there for you."

I don't think you could really understand, Ijuuin-sensei.

~~~

Could Yuu ever be happy again?

He doesn't know. He just wants all this unhappiness to leave him.

He wants to forget Chiaki.

He wants to forget Hatori.

He just wants to forget.

~~~

"We're going out drinking." Ijuuin states to Yuu.

"What?" Yuu asks. Like seriously, drinking?

Ijuuin. "Us. Going out for drinks. At my place."

"With Shizukuishi, right?" Yuu asks.

"Without Shizukuishi."

Yuu blushes, in a mix of awkwardness and confusion. "...Without Shizukuishi?"

~~~

Yuu is the type of person to get drunk after three beers.

And at the moment, Yuu is drunk in Ijuuin's apartment. And he couldn't feel worse.

Because he's crying and sobbing in his author's arms -- all about Chiaki. All about his feelings. What happened. And Yuu hates every second of it. Because he doesn't want to talk about it, he just simply wants to fucking forget.

"I just want to forget it." Yuu mumbles through tears.

"About Chiaki?"

"Of course-- who else?" Yuu grumbles. And then he continues sob.

Ijuuin sighs. "Oh. I understand that." He sips his own beer. "I was in the same situation as you."

Oh. I guess I was right about that.

"Misaki." God, their names even rhyme. "He was a fan of mine -- like a super fan."

Kinda like Shizukuishi.

"And I fell in love with him. But he was already in love." And Ijuuin sighs. "That's not it -- he was already dating someone."

~~~

Yuu wakes up in his apartment. And he feels like shit.

Like a hangover. Dammit, that's right, he went drinking with Ijuuin.

And feeling this shitty reminds him of the night after Chiaki.

And now, Ijuuin knows every dirty detail about it.

~~~

"I'm glad you told me." Ijuuin tells Yuu.

Yuu can do nothing but sigh. He doesn't feel good.

Ijuuin pats Yuu's head. "Don't worry to tell me about these things."

It bothers Yuu. It bothers him a lot. But at least it's not a fist slamming into his face by a 6'3" dude.

~~~

Life loves giving Yuu curve balls.

Chiaki is invading his thoughts less. He's not thinking about his smile.

It's Ijuuin. His boss.

He couldn't fall in love with a guy for just understanding him. And he most definitely does not want to his relationship with Ijuuin to end the same like Chiaki.

Why this?

~~~

"You said I can tell you anything, right?"

"Of course, Yanase-kun,"

"I think I love you."

~~~

Yuu is with a somewhat relationship with his author.

He's confused about it, but at the same time, he enjoys the confusion.

~~~

"Ijuu--" Yuu cuts off into a moan. He was having sex with Ijuuin. His life started as a mess. It was a real mess now. "Ijuuin-senseiiiiiiii--"is

It feels so good to have Ijuuin to thurst into him. It's getting him drunk, and the first time, in a while, Yuu feels happy. And not some sort of fake happiness he's been faking for weeks on end, it's genuine.

And Yuu enjoys it.

Yuu feels like nothing in Ijuuin's arms -- and for a second, Yuu forgot about everything that's happened in his life.

—-
DANCE ACROSS THE SKY
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Up. Down.

Ritsu has always found it hard to sleep, probably because of the thoughts racing in his head.

In the past, it was fluffy thoughts of being with Saga-senpai -- now it's thoughts of his future with Saga-senpai.

And here they are, sleeping. (Well, Saga sleeping. Because it's hard for Ritsu to sleep.)

Ritsu finds himself so enamored with Saga. With the senior's stoic personality, his lonely homelife, his everything. It's such a weird thing to be enamored. Dear god, Ritsu knows that very well.

He just loves Saga-senpai so genuinely and so deeply, he doubts anyone could understand.

And watching Saga-senpai calmly sleep, lightly snoring -- Ritsu could die right there and be utterly content with his life.

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yosu's stupid and dumb jrsih monster au: a collection of oneshots

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Nekomata x Inugami - Touch

Ritsu wasn't actually fond of people touching his tail. Forking itself at the end, it was quite sensitive to the touch. Of course, at this point, he's gotten quite used to tail grabbing (especially in England).

Of course, with a grabby person like Takano, his tail was grabbed a lot.

"Your tail wasn't like this in high school." Takano stated flatly, holding one of heads on the tail. "Or was it always like this?" He asked, his black ears perking in confusion.

Ritsu scoffed, blushing lightly. "Of course my tail wasn't forked back then." He explained, pulling the brown tail away. "My tailed became like this in college."

Takano nodded. "I see, so it forked once you became a tsundere."

"God, you're insufferable." Ritsu said curtly. God, he's an ass.

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Chiaki, in the process of writing manga

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"This scene makes no sense, Yoshino-san." Yuu chastises. "You really suck at writing comedy, you know that?"

Chiaki shakes his head, clearly dazed. "You're bad at writing comedy." The author says in the most insulting way.

And so Yuu groans. "I guess that's right." Yuu agrees, somewhat annoyed. "But it doesn't make a lick of sense."

And Chiaki shrugs. Yuu finds that dorky but cute. "I've had this idea in the past -- and I've shown it to Hatori-san. He liked it."

You could kill a child and Hatori would like it. Because you did it. And Yuu groans. Good god.

Chapter 2: Chiaki in the process of smoking weed

"You shouldn't smoke that, y'know." Yuu chastises Chiaki -- smoking something that most certainly wasn't tobacco.

"Shut up." Chiaki barks back, his eyes glazed red. "It's not like your stressed out a dumb manga."

Yuu shrugs. He's never written a manga, so he doesn't exactly know the struggle. However, dealing with a character like Chiaki certainly is aggravating. "What are you even smoking, Yoshino?"

Chiaki snickered a lil too childlike. "Heh, like you'd know?" Chiaki said in a questioning tone.

Yuu looks at Chiaki strangely. What in the hell is he saying?

"What? Why are you asking a question?"

Chiaki's weird.

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