My mom calls me everyday, she always tells me that I should stay positive. She calls me every morning, noon, and evening. She tells me that she loves me, my girlfriend is overseas as a medic.

I remember my mom talking to me telling me to have a baby for her to see. My girlfriend and I laugh and tell her "will do". We smiled as we thought of a name, Engel warrior Rainwater. We also picked a girls name Angel warrior Rainwater for the twins my girlfriend had before it happened.

I remember it like it was yesterday, my mom got cancer a week after my kids were born. The years rolled by and my kids were about to have their 4th birthday. We were so happy, then my phone ringed. I picked it up and it was my mom, She told me that she loves me and talked to Engel and Angel also my now wife.

My mom's cancer went away and she was going to visit me by bus. My wife, our kids, and I were so happy and filled with joy.

My mom hung up saying "I will miss you" I began to get confused of why she told me that. Right after she hung up, I got a knock on the front door.

I put my phone into my pocket and walked to the door my wife and curious kids walked with me. The police were standing their, confused I asked why they were their.

They told me that my mother had just got blow up in the bus about 2-3 hours ago.

"What! Not possible I was just talking to her!" I yelled with tears threatening to fall from my eyes. The police calmed me down and gave me what's left from what she was wearing. four necklaces, green,blue, blue faded into white, and green faded into white.

"Blue for J, blue faded into white for E, green for A, and green faded into white for Angel." The police man said reading something.

I got the blue, my wife got green, Engel got blue faded into white, and Angel got green faded into white.

To this day I still get phone calls from my mom, telling my son and daughter that they will grow up strong and brave.