What if I told you I'm afraid to fall inlove

What if I told you I'm afraid to be in love? Would you treat me the same? Would we be like this?

I think not. I know the way you look at me- I know that look so well- I gaze at you the same way.

But behind my restricted smiles and this aching heart of mine; I know so, that I long for you but sadly I'm scared. Scared by the fact that maybe it isn't the right choice, that we might lose this treasured friendship over one silly fight.

Nodding, laughing, talking and constant banters shared not only in videos but also in real life. I would miss that if one of us gave up.

So what if I told you that? Would you wait for me? Would you still love me the same?

Because one thing I'm sure of, is that even if I'm afraid to fall in love, I already did and it is you.

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NOTE: Phan inspired me to write this and that I'm thinking that it's kinda Phil's POV.