Shes gone
Draco P.O.V.
"Malfoy."
"Potter."
"Hermione convinced me to talk to you."
"So what do you want to talk about."
"She said you could help me with some stuff I'm going through." I sigh. Because I know exactly what he's talking about. Hermione told me he was figuring himself out. Learning that he is into guys. I look around my room and the familiar scene, Hermione thought it would be easier for me here. But I don't want to tell him about me, but I have to. If I can help someone else for once in my miserable, self loathing existence, then why not?
"As long as you promise that whatever happens here and now, you don't tell anyone about except Hermione."
"Okay..." He arches his eyebrow at me.
I am shaking and I am nervous. But Hermione told me to. I stride, with fake confidence, over to Harry, and smirk at him. I push him onto my bed frame and his breath catches. I shoot daggers into his eyes and his open very wide, the startling green sparking behind his glasses. I take them off and put my forehead on his, close enough so he can see me.
"Wha-what are you. What are you doing?" He stammered.
"Shhhh" I wink at him and place our lips together. He's still as I kiss him. Staring wide eyed at my face as I close mine. I can feel his stare, and even though he's not kissing me back, he's not resisting, his lips are rough but nice, and I feel empowered kissing him. I pull back and smirk. "So what did you think." I say slyly. He just continues to stare and he shakes, then he grabs his glasses and runs out. I groan and fall onto my bed to sleep.
"Draco! Draaaaco!!" I hear Hermione's voice piercing through my veil of sleep.
"Whaat" I reply.
"How did it go? With Harry? Did you do it?"
"Of course I did. Anything for you. He didn't kiss back but he didn't stop me either. And as soon as I removed myself he ran out the door." I groaned again and shoved my face under my black pillow. I felt a large weight change in my bed and then Hermione started pushing me over. I looked up into her face and smirked.
"He's got amazing lips though."
"I bet" she said as she shoved the pillow back at me. As we always do we laughed. Harry walked back in.
"Oh hey Hermione."
"Hey Harry" Hermione giggled. "I'm just gonna go outside. I'll see you guys at dinner 😁"
Hermione left and Harry was playing with his sleeve.
"So um. Why did you. Um. Did she tell you to do that?"
"Well yeah. But it's was my choice too you know." I said with a smirk. But on the inside I am freaking out. My heart is pounding. I can't feel anything but fear for what's next.
"You both know I'm not gay right? Just because I don't like Ginny doesn't mean I'm gay."
"Wait, you don't like Ginny?" This was news.
"Hermione, she didn't tell you?"
"No..."
"Oh fuck. Come on I'm sorry don't tell anyone about this okay?"
"As long as you don't."
"Deal?" I got up and shook his hand. His skin felt amazing on mine. I wanted to kiss him again so badly.
"Deal."
"Just, I'm not gay alright?"
"Too bad Potter." I winked. "If you ?change your mind, you know where to find me."
Harry's P.O.V.
What was Hermione thinking? Malfoy is gay? Hermione and Malfoy think I'm gay? Malfoy likes me? Why did him kissing me feel better then Ginny? Am I gay? No. That one is no. NO! If I was gay I would know. Would I? What. I have never been more confused in my life.
"Ginny! GINNY!" I called to her as I got the portrait hole and she was entering. She smiled
"Harry! How did your potions studying go?"
"Boring as always." I climb through the hole with her. "Let's go to my room."
"Okay" she said with a seductive tone.
Kissing. Again. But in my bed. Are we going to do it? Already? It's only been 2 weeks. Okay Harry. Keep it together. I slip her shirt off and she is wearing a skin toned bra with black lace all over. Still no erection. She takes my shirt off and pushes me onto the bed. She's always on top. She unbuttons my pants and kisses me above the waist band of my boxers. I'm not very big but maybe she won't mind. She is completely naked and I still feel nothing. She takes off my pants. And nothing. We are both naked and she's stopped. I can't get an erection. Why can't I? I had one with Malfoy and that's why I ran out. Why can't I now? I don't even really want to do this. She traces her tongue down to my crotch to try and wake the little guy up. Nothing.
"Ginny stop."
"What's wrong Harry?" She covers herself up with the sheets, "is it me? Are you not attracted to me?"
"I think I might be... Not into girls."
"What!? And you didn't tell me EARLIER before I got NAKED!" Yeah she's angry.
"I'm sorry. I've been considering it today but I didn't really know until I couldn't... Get hard... With you but I could with someone... Else"
"YOU CHEATED ON ME!? You ass!"
"I'm sorry and I didn't. He kissed me I didn't return the favour"
"Well I take it we aren't together anymore."
"Yeah... But please don't tell people I might be gay. I know you're angry but please. It's my life I want to tell people when I'm 100% sure."
"Don't worry. You won't ever have to worry about me again." She storms out after putting her clothes back on.
"Harry, what did you just do with my sister?" Ron said when he entered the room.
"More like what I couldn't do."
"Wait. You were going to... Oh god that's my SISTER!"
"Well don't worry. I didn't. I couldn't."
"What do you mean, my sisters attractive, you know for a sister."
"Yeah but not my type."
"So hang on. Did you just try to FUCK my sister, failed, and dumped her? If you weren't my best and only mate I would be ringing your neck right now."
"More like she tried to fuck ME and I didn't and I told her its because I'm gay."
"Your what? And you didn't tell me this earlier?"
"I didn't know until today, and I'm still not 100% don't tell anyone... Turns out Hermione and Draco figured it out before hand..."
"Did you just say Draco? Not Malfoy? And hang on how does he know before me?"
"Keep this secret will you? He kissed me."
"WHAT! I will kill that little ferret."
"I didn't stop him."
"What?"
"I didn't stop him."
"But we hate Malfoy."
"Why?"
"Because he makes us miserable?"
"Well maybe he's changed. Hermione seems to like him."
"Doesn't mean the things he did never happened."
"Doesn't mean we should treat him badly for it. He lives in Slytherin house. He has a lot of peer pressure. We can't blame him."
"Do you, do you like him?"
"Maybe."
Ron sighed.
"Well if it makes you happy I will support you. Doesn't mean I like him." I gave Ron a giant hug and cried.
"Thank you. Thank you."
"Are you going to tell him."
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"I have no idea"
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