(A quick a/n: Please send any quirk ideas you have for y/n. There's endless possibilities, so I want some ideas then take a poll or something. I'd rather have the readers choose the quirk then I do myself. I see it as more fair, and that way you guys can be involved more as well.)

It took me awhile, but I finally got over that strange dream.
I stir my milk and cereal and thought about it.
Why did I kiss Deku in that dream?
It was really odd. Now that I think about it, the only person acting normal in it was Toga.
I shiver at the thought.
"Y/N!!" I hear deku shout at me.
I jump at his yelling. "Wha- yeah?" I ask quietly. What I really wanted to say was, "What the hell do you want!?" But for my sake, I didn't.
"Took you long enough." He says with his signature eye roll.
"I was in thought, jeez." I scoff.
He ignored that.
"Your second trial is today. It's why I woke you up so early." He says looking at a clock.
I sigh. "What is it?"
Deku grins widely. Not a cute smile either. It was very twisted and sickening.
"I'm glad you asked.." He starts with a small unsettling giggle.
I swallow nervously.
I don't want to know what he's planning, but I'm going to have to do whatever it is anyways.
Of course I'm scared, who wouldn't be?
I think Deku knew I was scared because he kept that twisted look on his face and he kept looking at me with ammusment.
I wait for him to say something.
When he finslly speaks, I wanted to scream and break down crying.
"You have to kidnap someone, without getting caught of course."
Deku breaks into a fit of laughter.
He can't be serious, can he?
This...has to be some sort of joke!
"Wait, what?"
"Simple. Do what I did. People must have been looking for you obviously, since you just disappeared one day. Take someone who's still looking." 
I could never do that to someone. Why would I do that to someone?
I let out a shaky breath.
"What happens if I don't?"
"Oh trust me, you will." He still smiles sadisticly.
I don't want to know what that means.
With a nervous nod I reply. "When does it have to be done?"
"After we meet up with Shigaraki again."
I don't like shigaraki. To be honest, he really scares me. It could be because I don't know his quirk yet, making him dangerous. I could ask but I don't want to risk getting in trouble.
Then as if Deku read my mind, he said,
"By the way, you'll have to demonstrate your quirk at some point."
Right. My quirk.
That's something they've tried questioning but I never answered.
It's been erased right after I was kidnapped. I'll get it back once I can prove myself trust worthy.
"Hurry up already, you're taking too long." Deku whines.
I flip him off when he turns the other direction.

It doesn't take long for me to finish eating.
I stand up to take care of my dishes, until Deku grabs my wrist and drags me to what I'm assuming is where ever Shigaraki is.
"Take care of that later, we have shit to do."
Pretty soon we find ourselves in front of Shigaraki's door.
Deku knocks a few times.
"Come in." Shigaraki says, sounding quite irritated.
Deku opens the door and we both walk in. "She's ready for her second trial. We'll leave as soon as we get your word." Deku says.
I nervously stare at the ground.
Kidnap someone?
Could I really do that?
Knowing that's what happened to me, and now I have to do it to someone else.
I think I'm going to be sick..
"Y/n!" Deku snaps me out of my daze.
"Seriously! Why do you always do that?" Deku asks, sounding genuinely confused.
"It's...a bad habit I guess." I say quietly, looking at the ground.
"You should probably stop doing that." Deku states the obvious, but it's how I stay sane.
How I collect my thoughts.
That's when I start thinking.
Why was it me?
Why the hell out of everyone else in Japan, was it me!?
I shouldn't have been the one kidnapped!
Its not like I can take my anger out on them though.
Other people let it happen, without doing anything.
My friends could've stopped me but they didn't.
The world has done more damage to me in the long run.
I'm joining these people. No matter the cost, I want revenge.

"You're doing it again, y/n." Deku scoffs. My vision might be bad, but I could've sworn I saw Deku have a worried expression for a second.
"I'm fine, can we just get this over and done with?" I snap at Deku.
I'm not sure why, but I'm pissed.
Deku looks at me with a shocked expression, but a small smirk on his face.
Shigaraki let out a small stadistic giggle.
"Go"