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The first thing that he felt when he woke up was pain.
The doctor had told him that he was lucky he didn't die; but the one thing he definitely wasn't feeling right now was lucky.

Rogue. Rogue...
He... he...

No. My doctor told me that I am still in shock. Just avoid the subject of him. That person.

There is a knock on the door.
As if they need permission to barge in on my life.

'Mr Eucliffe? Are you-'
Suddenly the doctor's voice is cut off with screams. In my head.

No one has called me Mr Eucliffe since when I
lived with... with Ivyn.

The screams seem louder. Wait, that's not in my head. A cool slap in the face indicates that it was me screaming in hysteria; and I an momentarily stunned.

A needle jabs in my arm, and my last thought is;

So much for helping rogue, I can't even help myself.

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You failed

The voice of the fog hisses in my ear.

You couldn't kill him.
You are a failure.
Your mother would be disappointed.

'Shut up!'

I'm fighting it.
I'm trying to piece my broken soul back together, bit by bit.

Failure...

No.
The only thing I failed at was giving into the darkness.

I have to get out of this hellhole. I'm fighting.

Suddenly i hear a piercing scream. Sting...

My heart aches for him, I struggle against the restraints on my hospital bed until suddenly he stops; and I realise;

I have no right to save him. I an restrained for a reason. He's lucky I didn't kill him.

I give one last tug before going limp. I give in to my aching throat and tears fill my eyes and slip down my face.

I hear sobbing next door.

Never in a million years will I deserve you sting...

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I hope it's okay cause im ded right now.

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