because of me

I made your day rough

because of me

I destroyed your life

because of me

our friendship will forever change

it may seem like there is no hope

but I know that there is

there is hope

on the other side

of the rainbow

it feels far

but it's pretty close

I wish I can tell you

how many times

that I'm geniunely sorry

you know that I didn't mean

for the whole thing to happen

if anything

the message should have not

popped up

the message should have

not destroyed us

the message should have

never been a thing

now I feel like nothing

can and ever will be the same

you're my best friend

and I hurt my best friend

why are messages so cruel

the thoughts are swirling

the thoughts that I hate thinking

will I ever be forgiven?

deprived of accidentally destroying you?

why do accidents change us

I'm sorry for the umpteenth time

you don't deserve this

and I don't deserve you

I know it wasn't my fault

or your fault

but faults damage the heart

my heart is shattered

and I'm not sure if the pieces

will fix themselves together