My first Void!Stiles imagine.

Inspired by; Bad things-
Machine Gun Kelly, Camila Cabello

Warning; mentions of sex but there's no smut, people. Okay, maybe a little but not vividly. We're too innocent for that. *wink wink*

Long ass imagine ahead 🔥

[Season 3b]

Y/N's POV

Am I out of my head?
Am I out of my mind?
If you only knew the bad things I like
Don't think I can explain it
What can I say, it's complicated

Ever since I was a kid, I always prefer bad guys over the good ones and do bad things most of my childhood. Until now, I don't know why, even my mom doesn't, but there's just something that the bad guys have or do that I find myself so attracted to them. And as crazy as it sounds, I always fantasize what it's like to be in a relationship with one.

Don't matter what you say
Don't matter what you do
I only wanna do bad things to you
So good, that you can't explain it
What can I say, it's complicated

There's this one time, where Scott and Stiles thought that Derek was the one that bit Scott. Stiles said that they plan to corner the Hale, to get some answers and that I should go with them, but I refused. Because if I see Derek, I will fall for him, and I don't want to happen the inevitable.

But it happend anyways.

Stiles freaked out, he said and I quote; "Out of all people, why choose that really grumpy sourwolf?". Without having much of a choice, I explain what I current situation was, that I fall easily for the bad guys, everytime.

Nothing's that bad
If it feels good
So you come back
Like I knew you would
And we're both wild
And the night's young
And you're my drug
Breathe you in 'till my face numb

After defeating Kate, the Kanima and the Alpha pack, I thought everything's going back to normal. But something happen, something far from what I like to think as normal. Allison, Scott and Stiles are going through some changes because they died and was brought back to life since they sacrifice themselves for their parents. Days passed, Allison and Scott seems to be doing good now but Stiles remains the same, or even worse. According to the Sheriff, who is like a father to me, Stiles wakes up himself by screaming and is having problem reading.

And to put a cherry on the top, someone makes an appearance.

We call him Void, a dark fox spirit who feeds on pain, chaos and strife. He's actually the reason why Stiles wasn't himself lately. Noshiko, Kira's mom, said that the original Nogitsune was her lover from when she was young. The pack exclaimed that Void and Stiles' looks are the same, except Void's skin was much paler than Stiles' and he have dark bags under his eyes that makes him look he didn't slept for ages.

I haven't seen Void, personally, yet so when I heard that Void tried to kill Kira by electrecuting her, the first thought that came into my mind that he bad, really bad. And it terrifies me, but not in a 'he's-going-to-kill-all-of-us-one-by-one' kind of terrified but a 'I'm-gonna-fall-for-him.'

I try so hard not to, but I just couldn't. I know by loving him means betraying my friends, but it felt so right even it's so wrong.

And the unexpected happend, we met.

Drop it down to that bass drum
I got what you dream about
Nails scrathin' my back tatt
Eyes closed while you screamed out
And you keep me in with those hips
While my teeth sink in those lips
While your body's giving me life
And you suffocate in my kiss
And you said

I was walking down an alley, with bags of groceries on both of my hands. I didn't have license yet so I can't use my mom's car when I'm doing groceries. I can feel myself shivering as the night's cold wind pass through me, the thin flannel that I wore didn't help me from the cold.

Suddenly I was pushed against the wall, face against the cold brick and the bags that I once held fell from my hands. I gasped as the unknown person behind me placed their hand firmly on my head, keeping me still. They presses their body behind me, caging me in the wall, preventing me from running away.

"W-who are y-you?" I shakily whisper, afraid that I slightly raised my voice, they will kill me. I'm only human, for God's sake.

I closed my eyes as their breath hits my cheek, indicating they were leaning closer to me. "I'm disappointed that you don't know me, little dove."

I shakily breath, knowing that this is a guy who's body's practically pressed against mine and one that I didn't know. "Should I know you?" I whimper.

"Well, your friends do know me well."

I let out a loud gasp, making me almost choke on my breath when he spin me around, my back against the wall. My eyes widen as my eyes saw the mysterious man's face, it was Stiles'. He was wearing a dark hoodie with his usual khakis and converse. The light post nearby provide me some light to see his face, but not quite clear because of the shadow of his hoodie.

"Stiles?" I whisper, wondering why Stiles will corner me like that.

"Wrong, love." He smirk, taking off the piece of clothing over his head as he lean his head back.I was wrong, completely wrong. This wasn't Stiles, this is Void.

"What do you want from me?" I whimper.

"Well, love, you see I'm a little hungry," The smirk on his lips widen, "actually, I'm starving. And I don't eat the foods normal people do, I crave for something different."

"What do you crave for?"

"I feed on pain, chaos and strife. But something makes me full everytime. Something that I will get from you." He mumbled as he leans in at my neck, breathing in my neck, effectively making me stop breathing.

"What is it?"

"Pleasure."

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I loudly moan as I reach my orgasm, eyes closed while my hands scratches down his bare back, creating red streak lines on his pale skin. My legs were tightly wrapped around his waist beneath the covers of some cheap hotel he dragged me in. He groans as he pull out of me and pump his manhood, making himself cum. He sighs as he did, eyes closed, mouth slightly agape and still hovering over me.

I softly place my hand on his face while his eyes are still closed and put my lips on his, savoring the time we had together. He hesitantly kiss me back as I slightly tilt my head to deepen the kiss. I place my other hand on the back of his neck, pulling him closer even thought there's no gap between us.

He was the first to pull away, not once looking at me as he get off of the bed and collect his clothes that were scattered on the hotel's floor. Feeling expose, I carefully wrapped the sheet around my body then I collect my clothes and walk towards the bathroom to wear them. I put my worn clothes into the sink as I let the sheet fall, exposing myself to the mirror infront of me.

I tilted my head to the side, seeing dozen of hickies littered on my neck. I hissed as I touch the sensitive skin, I look at the chest and as expected, they have too. I shook my head, "What have I gotten myself into?"

I can't explain it
I love the pain
And I love the way your breath
Numbs me like novacaine
Always high
Keep it strange
Okay, yeah, I'm insane
But you the same

I locked the door to my room and lean against it, letting out a breath that I was holding. I just got home from the hotel that I spend the night in. Thankfully, my mom was nightshift yesterday night so she didn't know that I slept with a sly fox and the bag of groceries were neatly placed on the motel's kitchenette for me to bring home.

I literally drag myself to my bed before slumping on it. I'm exhausted, like really. I'm supposed to regret it, for what I did to my friends but I can't see myself to care. I love everything we did, the rought touches, lingering kisses and the sounds we made.

I love the pain he inflicted on me.

What happened at the motel wasn't the last time we slept, in fact, we continue to see each other. At the same time and the same motel, clothes scattered on the floor as groans, moans and profanities filled the room.

As we continue to pleasure each other, Void's gone soft. His touches weren't the same as the first time we did sex, his touches weren't rough anymore, it's soft now. He's touching me like I'm a porcelain doll that will break if you didn't handle with care. I thought he's feeling something for me, the same thing that I feel for him but he's the bad guy, he's the guy that I supposed to hate not love.

He's supposed to be the enemy not my lover.

The way we love, is so unique
And when we touch, I'm shivering
And no one has to get it
Just you and me
Cause we're just living
Between the sheets

Scott called, saying they captured Void and is planning to separate him and the real Stiles. Without my mom's car, I ran to the McCall's house, which is not really that far from where I live. When I got there, I didn't bother to knock, instead, I burst through the wooden door. I saw them standing at the middle of the living room of the household, with a Void, who have a tape placed on his mouth to prevent him from talking.

All of them walk to the kitchen, discussing the plan while I remain in the living room with Void, whose watching me intently. I turn to look at the pack, they seem pretty busy right now so if I take off the tape on the nogitsune's mouth, they wouldn't notice. I quietly clear my throat as my hands shakily take off the tape, leaving his pale plump expose to me.

I quickly avert my gaze from his lips to his eyes, still watching me.
"Why are you doing this?" I whisper.

Void cocked his head to the side, "What, little dove?"

"Killing people, destroying innocent lives and tricking us. Is this a play to you? does killing seems like a game to you?"

"Unfortunately, it is, love."

"So, what's your next move, huh? you're gonna kill us? one by one? making each of us suffer and beg you to kill us? or kill the entire population of Beacon Hills at the same time?" I spat.

"Well, not all of you. Just one." Void smirks.

I gulped, "Is it Stiles? because I swear to God, if you hurt Stile-"

"What will you do if I hurt Stiles? It's not that the two if you are together. He doesn't see you that way, dove. It's always Lydia, always," He paused, "but I do."

My eyes widen as the words left his lips, my breath caught in my throat. I shook my head as I keep my tears at bay, "Y-You can't trick me."

"Why does everytime I tell the truth everyone thought I was lying?" he growl.

"Because that's all you do, lie to people."

"I'm not lying. I love you, Y/N and I know you do too." He cooed, his fingers slightly moving, no wonder the Kanima venom's wearing off by now.

I sigh, "Honestly, I do," I swear I saw a glint of hope on Void's darks eyes as I admit that I love him, "but what will the pack think if they figure it out? they'll think I betrayed them-"

"Stop, dove. You don't have to worry about them, all you have to do is to focus on us, on me. We can run away, far far away from here, love. Be together, build our own family and build our very story that will tell our child soon. When I'm with you, I feel less of a monster that I really am. We could continue our love and let it bloom into a relationship you always wanted or we stop it and let your friends kill me while the guilt filled your being. It's up to you, dove."

"Okay, let's run away." I smiled as Void laced our fingers together, a smile on his lips.

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2155 words? srsly?

Thank you for reading!
-lys.