(Trade Mistakes by Panic! At The Disco. Also this will be sad. Get ready. Oh and after you read it, comment on whether you want a part 2 or not.)

Your p.o.v

I laid on the hospital bed. The room was empty. All I could have ever wanted in my last moment was a little company.

Placing a smile at the perfect event,
Gracing your skin with the side of my hand.
If I ever leave I could learn to miss you
But "Sentimental Boy" is my nom de plume

"(Y/n)? It's Steven and Peridot. Can we come in?" I try my best to say yes. But my throat was so dry and raspy from all the crying and not talking for a week. I looked over at Steven and Peridot. Peridot has a stuffed, green Alien in her arms. How cute. "I got this for you. I hope you like it." Peridot said with a small crack in her voice, like she was trying not to cry. I ruffle her hair and rub my hand against her cheek. "Thank you. I love it." I smile and lean over with what power o have left and kiss her gem. "I'm going to miss you." I say while bursting into tears.

Let me save you, hold this rope

"I don't know how much time I have left. But I want to spend it with you." I say to Peridot.

I may never sleep tonight,
As long as you're still burning bright.
If I could trade mistakes for sheep,
Count me away before you sleep.
I'll stay awake 'til I trade my mistakes
Or they fade away

"Hehe if I had one regret in life, it would not being friends with you sooner." I look up at the ceiling. "I'm glad we got to be friends..." I take a pause. "I'm glad I fell in love with you." More tears start streaming down my face. "I love you, I don't wanna lose you. But I can't do anything. I'm just a useless clod!" I look over at Peridot and hold her hand. "I love you too. But you aren't useless, or a clod. You are amazing. And I don't think there is anything to do to help me. Unless you clone me. But that won't happen." I try to try and lighten up the mood a little. So we all aren't miserable.

I feel marooned in this body
Deserted, my organs can go on without me.
You can't fly these wings.
You can't sleep in this box with me.

"Hey Peri?" "Yes (Y/n)?" "If you ever miss me, just count every good memory you've had with me. I know it might be painful but, it's better then forgetting me completely." I smile at Peridot. She could only nod. She was holding back too many tears.

Let me save you, hold this rope

"Hey remember that one time when I got my head suck in your robot?!" I yell out someone to lighten the mood. "And it took hours to get you out? Yeah I remember that! Even if you were stuck, you still looked cute." A green blush made its way to Peridot's cheeks. "Awe thanks Peri. You look pretty cute too. Or should I say, Peri-cute." That was terrible. But Peridot loves all my terrible puns.  I could tell Peridot was trying not to laugh but, she failed.

I may never sleep tonight,
As long as you're still burning bright.
If I could trade mistakes for sheep,
Count me away before you sleep.
I'll stay awake 'til I trade my mistakes
Or they fade away

"You always seam to know how to make me laugh. I'm gonna miss that about you." Peridot started tearing up again. "No no no Peri please don't cry. It will be alright." I started to pet her hair. "But it won't be alright! You're dying, and I can't help you..."

So, let me save you
Hold this rope and I'll pull you in
'Cause I am an anchor
Save her or feel it sinking in
Let me save you, hold this rope
(this is only the greatest story ever told)
I am an anchor, sinking her
(with lightning in my head to be brought to the world)

"Peri, it's okay. This would have happened eventually. Just know I love you. And I always will."
Beep
"(Y/n)? What's that? What's going on?!" I start to violently cough. "I'm sorry, Peri, I'm dying."
Beep
"No no no no please! You can't do this! I can't lose you!"

I may never sleep tonight,
As long as you're still burning bright.
If I could trade mistakes for sheep,
Count me away before you sleep.
I'll stay awake 'til I trade my mistakes
Or they fade away

"I love you Peri, and I always will." One last tear escapes my eye. "No no no please no!" Peridot grabs oh to my hand, with tears streaming down her face.
"Goodbye."
Beeeeeeeeeeep

3 months later

3rd person p.o.v

It had been 3 months after (Y/n)'s death and they were having a funeral. Finally. All of Beach City was upset, but not as much as Peridot. She had been in the barn thinking of ways to bring (Y/n) back. She hadn't talked to anyone but Steven. Peridot was absolutely devastated by the loss of (Y/n). For the 3 months, Peridot's life had been a thunderstorm with no hopes of clearing, but, on the day of the funeral, it was sunny. Not that cliché rain, but sun. Peridot thought it was you trying to say "Don't worry. I'll be back soon." And maybe she was right. "I haven't seen everyone this sad since my mom died." Peridot looked over at him. "Steven, how did Rose die?" Peridot kind of already knew, she just wanted to make sure. "She gave up her form to make me. I'm not sure how but all I know is that my dads DNA was involved and a lot of shape shifting." Steven touched his gem and started to cry a little. But Peridot, Peridot on the other hand had an idea. And not a good one. "Steven that's it! I know how to bring (Y/n) back!" Steve lit up. "Really?! How?!" Peridot ran off. But not before saying "I'll tell you later!" Peridot didn't know if her plan would work or not. But anything to bring the love of her life back.