(It's time for a super sad Amethyst X Reader now! Yay. Hope you like this one. The next couple chapters I'll be doing will by sad and the songs will most likely be by My Chemical Romance as well. Cancer By My Chemical Romance.)

Turn away
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded

Tears rolled down my cheeks as Amethyst walked into my hospital room.  I tried hiding my face, I didn't want her to see me like this. So weak, so broken... I couldn't do that to her. My skin pale, my lips cracked, almost gone, every hair on my body fading. I was dying. And it was not pretty. "Amethyst? Could you get me some water?" My voice was hoarse, I haven't spoken to anyone in days, maybe even weeks. It got lonely here, no one to talk to, no one to love you in your last moments. "Y-Yeah...sure thing..."

Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors

"T-thanks..." I took the water from Amethyst, giving her a small, and very weak smile. She smiled back, on the brink of tears. "How's everyone...?" I ask, voice still cracking. Amethyst shrugged. "You know, same as usual... Yeah except everyone is a lot more...well sad. You really did have a big impact on all of them." She said, voice cracking as well. I could tell this was hard on her. It was hard on everyone but, Amethyst especially. We always did have a special bond.... "A-Amethyst?" I grabbed her hand. "Yeah, (Y/n)? What's up?" She said, clearly trying not to cry. "Amethyst..." I took a deep breath. "I should get this off of my chest now.... when we first met....I thought there was something very special about you. And not just that you could eat five pizza burritos in five seconds flat. But I felt something else....Some connection. Three months later, I realized what that feeling was. And to this day....I can't stop thinking about you. No matter how hard I try...I can't." Closing my eyes, letting every tear I was holding back spill out.

My sisters and my brothers
Still
I will not kiss you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

"What I'm trying to say is....I love you, Amethyst. And...And I can't bare to see you like this..." Amethyst looked at me, shocked. "I love you too, (Y/n)." Jumping up onto the hospital bed, Amethyst hugged me tightly, crying into my chest. "I don't want to lose you too...I hate myself for not being able to help you...I've loved you for so long...and now you're dying! And I can't help you at all!" Frowning, I patted her long, soft hair that I admired for such a long time. "Amethyst it's alright... I kissed her forehead, trying to calm her down. "I....I will make it out of this alive. I'll beat this....for you." Amethyst looked into my eyes, kissing my nose. "Y-you better...I'm counting on you." She smiled sadly, trying to cheer herself, and me up.

Now turn away
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body
Oh, my agony

Amethyst laid down beside me, holding my hand. "When you beat this, we'll go on our first date! And it will be very fancy! I'll get Pearl and Garnet And Steven to make us something nice. Then we'll do something romantic." I giggled. Yes, I did say I would beat this, but I know I can't. I'm not strong enough. There is no way this could be beaten. It was adorable how Amethyst planned everything out already, as if she had been thinking of this for over a year. She really was perfect. "I wish I had hair like yours..." I started to play with her hair. All of my hair fell out, so I took the ends of Amethyst's hair and put it on my head, looking as if I had hair again. "Hair or no hair, you're still beautiful to me." I giggled. "Awe Amethyst. You're too good to me."

Know that I will never marry
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo

Amethyst put her hands on each side of my face, leaning in slightly. This was it, I was finally going to kiss Amethyst. "You're the best." Amethyst whispered to me. "You're bette-" I was cut off by violent coughing. Amethyst's eyes widened. "Oh god. What do I do?" I put my hand over my mouth, starting to cough up blood now. "Oh god oh god!" She ran out of the hospital room, probably to find a doctor or someone. The coughing got louder, and I coughed up even mode blood. "Ame-thyst..." Is all I could breathe out. Of course, she didn't hear me, but it was worth a shot. Just as Amethyst ran back into the room, I blacked out.

But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know

I continued to slip in and out of consciousness. The first time I woke up, all that could be heard was screaming. Some doctors, some nurses, mostly Amethyst. "Just save them! I don't care what it takes!" She yelled. I opened my eyes and turned my head. "Ame...thyst..." She ran to my side. "(Y/n)! (Y/n)! Stay with us! We'll help you! You can do this! Remember...remember what we are going to do? Once you make it. Don't worry. I'm here for you." Tears rolled down her cheeks. "The...hardest part...of all of this...is leaving you..." I whispered and closed my eyes, passing out once again.

That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)

"No no no! Come on! Don't die on us! Please...please stay with us..." I hear Amethyst yell. She held onto my hand tightly. I could feel myself slipping. I couldn't do this. I can't hold on. I'm too weak. "Amethyst..." I whisper. "I-I...love you...goodbye..." Even more tears streamed down her cheeks. "No no! Come on, (Y/n)! Don't give up! Y-you...you said you'd make it through this." I looked up at the ceiling, everything fading out. "You...said...beat...this..." Is all I heard, before everything went black. Forever.

I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)

Four months later

3rd person p.o.v
Ever since that day, Amethyst has never been the same. She never smiled, she never laughed, she didn't eat and she didn't sleep. She couldn't. (Y/n) was the light of her life, without them, Amethyst was nothing. "H-hey, (Y/n)..." Amethyst said to their tombstone. "I...got your favourite kind of flower...I-I..." She wiped the ever flowing stream of tears. "I miss you...a lot..." She fell onto her knees. "Nothing is the same...I-I...I can't do anything but cry...I can't...I can't do this..." Amethyst hugged the grave. "I wish you were here..."

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you