What if a good friend is all I'll ever be?

What if they can't see past the exterior?

What if I can't be loved for ALL of me – including my exterior?

What if no one truly sees me and loves me for exactly that vision?

What if I never get to experience that one kiss followed by those many beautiful moments?

What if my name was never meant to be said by someone who wanted to share their life with me?

What if those countless nights of praying for 'him' were gonna be a waste of time?

What if the amount of love I have to give was 'only' ever meant for friends and family?

What if the life my heart wishes for the most will never be?

What if it's meant to be like this?

© StephVi

Eintrag: 07.02.2021