So, this is how it feels like.

To face psycho who has no sympathy for other creatures. The psycho who won't waste a single breath to end the life that they thought won't advantages them. The psycho who has no knowledge of fear, of judgement.

My lung is burning as I incapable breathe. 

"Right, look at my face when you are dying." He pushes it in me, deeper and deeper makes my mouth producing a painful choked sounds that's even bothering myself. "I'll be here to send you to hell."

"Why?" My breath was choked. I hold his hand who was on my chest, feeling the coldness of the knife that I used to hurt Lisa's hand. It's on me now, right on my chest.

Oh, the thing I do for you Kookie.

"Why so easy." I smirk and deepen the knife, helping his hand on my chest. "There is still plan B." 

--

"You look pathetic." Jungkook snap his head to whoever on the doorway of his bedroom. He sees a girl, black jet short hair, pale skin and poker face on. He wanted to greet her, it's just, he forgets who she is.

She enters the room and was sitting beside him who was just looking out the window, alone. He keeps on looking at her not commenting her action when she held his hands. He looks more like a curious little kid.

"You forget my name again, don't you?" he feels sorry and nods. "How come you only remember her, but me." she ask again, more to herself and sighing deeply before looking away from his features. Before her greed come, she should stop it.

"What's your name, lady?" he asks politely, and she smiles just by listening on his raspy voice in the morning.

"From now on, promise me, remember my name." she looks at him closely. "Remember who I am." tightening her grips on his palm. "I am Soomi. The only person who will give my everything for you." her eyes full of rage as Jungkook feel her nails on his palm. "I will bring Lisa for you, just please remember me from now on and forever."

Jungkook widens his eyes as Lisa's name mentioned. 

"I just want it. Please, in the next life, please find me again. I'll be a better friend for you."

--

"I thought Soomi coming here." Jennie looking around Jungkook's bedroom to find Soomi who she saw 30 minutes ago enter the same room as her now. But there is no trace of her, but Jungkook who was sat on couch near the window alone. "Am I hallucinating?" she beams again and put a tray of breakfast on side table. 

"Lady, can I have haircut today?" ask Jungkook looking at Jennie, totally forget her name. He just wakes up and so his memories restarted. 

"I am Jennie, Kook. I am your best friend's wife. Call me Jennie." patiently Jennie organizes Jungkook's breakfast in front of him and give him his chopstick. "And what is it today with you, you just cut your hair a week ago, and it looks fine." she looks at his dark lock. 

"I want to look the best, Lisa will come." unconsciously Jennie holds her breath for seconds before she gains her focus back and force thin smile on. 

"Says who?" 

"Says Soomi."

--

"I am going to get Lisa for you, and IF I don't come back, please remember me. I am Soomi. Your dearest friend."