The car just leaves, just like that. It's not even 10 minutes, and here I am risking my life to make a reasonable explanation later when Yoongi oppa ask me. Why did you kidnap Jungkook from us? That's what exactly he asked me. Stealing good amount of money from his bank account, only to end up in less than 10 minutes? She must be kidding me, that bitch that hurt the love of my life, Lisa.

I start the car and stop right in front of him, the man with his knee on the asphalt road, watery eyes shooting his sad eyes on the road where the car leave, where she leave.

"Let's go." I opened the door car, sign him to sit beside me. But he stay still. "She won't come to take you again when she leave like that." I pointed at the road and unpatiently patting the leather seat beside me where now he look at. Stunned.

"What?" I ask him when he glare at me. "Want me to tell you sweet nothing, the good lies like what I did to myself everytime you make me the number two options?" I smile to him, bitterly remembering all the feeling I used to hide from him. From everyone. That piece of shit feeling only for me, for myself.

"Sorry." He said after long silence when I drive the car, we will be going to airport. We don't need to go to the bitch wedding, let her cry for the rest of her life now. I already did what I can do, her lost. I shrugged my shoulder, turning the radio on. Playing good music.

Its too late apologize
It's too late.

And there's I chuckled. "Nice song." I commented but he only stay still on his seat. "Forget her."

"So you already forget me?" he ask make me chocked, startled.

Of course, not. Never.

"How you do that? How you forget me?" he then asked me make me drive uncomfortably. "How did you stop this kind of feeling?  How did you survive?" No Jungkook. I never survived.

"Stop act like a pityful man. I don't like to see you like this because of that woman who never see your value." I hissed him.

"But I can't even if I want to forget her." He said with a sorrow in every word he spells. "Tell me how to forget her."

"It won't be easy; it won't ever happen honestly." I turn to the parking lot where one of my long friends wait for us with two tickets on his hand. "You will never forget her if you truly love her."

"But you said you forget me.." I look right into his eyes when I stopped the car right on the parking lot.

"Even after how many soul I've been murder, even after the long way  I took to this place only for you you will still believe that I stop to love you? Like seriously Jeon Jungkook." I chuckled shaking my head over his innocence. He look stunned for awhile.

"That's what i mean.." he said after long pause. "How could you  go with me to meet the one I love if you still have that feeling."

"Then what I should do? To let you kill yourself by locking yourself inside your room, rotten in there like a corpse?" I gritted my teeth. "You are the most precious human I ever had in my life Jungkook, I wanted you to be happy and I know it wasn't me. It's not me." Don't cry, Min Jisoo. Don't cry Soomi. You never cry.

"I wanted you to see me, even after your eyes look at me when I whined to you, your heart, it will never be mine."

"Mingyu's existence sure make you confused right?" I asked him, make him nodded hesitantly. "Just like me to you, he, is my number two options." He shook his headweakly. "Yeas Jungkook, how ironic, the fate said that you will never have the love you wanted from someone you love because you can't ever love back who's loving you. Funny."

"I just wanted to forget her like what she asked me."

"There is a way, but I don't think you will want to hear it." I said softly. I wish I never should to tell him this stupid mind of mine, i wish he will decline my crazy idea just like what he usually did.

I look at him and I swear I saw the glint of hope flashing from his brown coffee orbs. Just how deep you hurt him, Lisa. Just how long you will keep punishing my love like this. Just when, when will you end this all. Or shall I?

"Just die." Just die, Jungkook. Die and forget her. Die and forget all the pain. Die and be free.

"But not in here."

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"Pranpriya Manoban?" I senses someone nudge on my shoulder, I look around, still confused and startled. I look at the old man in front of me, frowning asking me to answer him, right, I should take my vow.

Just simple I do will end everything. But that simple word can't come out from my mouth simply. The ceremony already been declined for 2 hours because I can't stop to tremble when I arrived. Mino took me to the office of the church to calming me down, fevering me with soft kisses and sweet words but how it won't reach my heart. I missed my soul on the way there. I lost it.

"Liz, do you need some more time?" Mino asked in a soft whisper, his eyes look worried and scared at the same time. More time? More time for what? For crying the shit out of me for dumping Jungkook, the happiness of my life for our good, for his good?

I shook my head, but the tears just fall down. I can hear murmur from the audience as I am lowering my head, ashame.

"Sorry." I said softly, half whinning toward Mino who's now cup my chin and giving me that look.

"Tell me!" he demand trying his best to control his emotion, even thought I know the tremble hand of his hand was the sign that he is in the edge of his limit.

How can I tell him that I don't want to marry him now? How can i ask him to reschedule everything while I wanted to run so bad to meet the one who stole my heart?

10 minutes before i walk down the aisle, mom just hand me her phone. Answering the call, thought it might be one of our friends that can't make it to the ceremony.

"Hello." Try to lift up the mood, I answer with the cheer voice.

"So you are happy." My breath hitched as I heard the voice of her. Min Jisoo, Soomi. "Great then." I look over Rose who's now standing beside me with her worried eyes, she came, for me. I sent Rose the invitation of my wedding, but how did Soomi know it too? Did Rose tell her?

"Yeah." I beam not sure, but I should be for him. For Jungkook.

"You won't ask how's Jungkook now after you left him?"

"Are you there too?" I asked back quickly. He is with her.

"I should be happy now that I will have Jungkook all by myself, but damn it. He asked me how the hell I get over my feeling toward him, so he can basically do the same thing to his feeling toward you." I bit my lips, my other hand fidgeting at the hem of my dress. Nervous.

"Then teach him." After i collect all of my guts I tell her.

"Of course, I did." She said chukling. "I told him how to forget all the pain. And he seems so excited."

"What did you tell him to do?" I ask curiously, she can be dangerous one time. "I trust you Soomi, you won't hurt him. You love him." I shoot and tears coming again, by the mention of the name rose look at me in shocked.

"Sure, I love him, and I will do everything to end all of his pain you caused him."

"Soomi."

"It's Min Jisoo, Manoban." She hissed. "And by the way we are heading to Seoul now. I just ask him to be patient to end everything, at least we should be in Seoul." I froze on my spot. "I believe he will make a good friend with B.I and Jinny up there."

"You-"

"You make me do this. You are the one who kill him. Remember that." And the line cutted just like that.

"Let me go."

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Barbie, i wish it will work.