I know a little part of your past.

You are Kim Jennie, the little girl who came to our school in Swiss with your cousin, Park Sewon.

You stayed for years, before left for Korea.

But we kept in touch, you still sent me pictures and write letters for me, we are good friend.

You told me an unbelievable story where you said no one ever believe in you.

But i do.

Min Jisoo, your sister in law, killed your cousin, Park Sewon.

You came to me, crying, mad, because you can do nothing because you wanted to protect your friends too.

Or if I can say, to protect the one you loved the most, Min Yoongi, your husband.

And if you asked about why you lost your memories, I don't know the clear vision but once I heard from Lisa when we first met.

You know,she tried to kill herself.

After leaving you and everything in here.

She told me that she lost someone important, and the memories from someone else.

And the reason behind that, is starting with the same person, Min Jisoo.

And if you wanted to be angry, you can do to everyone but Lisa.

She did that to protect you, believe it or not, she thought that the lies can calm you.

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"It will be fine. I will make sure it won't leave scars on her skin." I smiled politely toward the doctor when she assured me that everything is allright. "Lucky her." She beam again before leaving the room, leaving me and the gloomy Lisa who's now laying on hospital bed lazily. I come closer toward her, seeing the bandage that covering her neck where the wound still wet. I bit my lips when I recalled the memories when Jennie noona try to hurt her, the best friend of her just trying to hurt my Lisa for the missing memories that will only destroying everything.

I almost jump when I saw the blood dripping from her neck, but luckily Jin and Namjoon hyung hold me in the right time. Or else, I would regret everything I might do to Jennie noona. Because everything went black when I saw my barbie got hurt that way. I look at her face, so calm outside yet I know there was war inside her beautiful mind. She turn off her feeling just like this when she felt disappointed.

"How do you feel, love?" I asked her, sat beside her bed tugging the blanket to cover her body neatly. "Is there any place feel wrong?" and there finally she looked at me with that doe eyes, that big and sad eyes of her. That eyes full of emotion, somehow I knew what she felt, me too, feel scared.

"Mino." She said, only mentioning his name and my heart fell to the ground. One name for some sadness. Her eyes starting to tear up when I come and hug her tight, hide her face on my chest. My precious barbie, my love, my wife, what can I do to save us? "He came." I nodded frantically and caressing her hair. Losing her make me sad, but to see her like this make me feel more than sad. "He came, Jungkook. What can I do."

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"I want a divorce." She spelled that words as if that was the easy and the wise thing that we can do for now. I know I hurt her, I know that she felt disappointed toward me, but have she ever thinking about Min Suji, our daughter. "And I will fill lawsuit toward Min Jisoo for her crime."

Everyone around us went silent when she spoke, so clearly. Suji was there, watching her with her clear eyes, she tried to draw attention from Jennie, but Jennie never lay her eyes on Suji. Jisoo and Rose can only cry in silent from far, can do nothing. And the boys only hanging their head low as if they wanted to bury them self to the ground.

"And thanks for everyone who lied to me, for my happiness, you destroyed my life entirely. Thank you friends." She then watching around the girls and boys while smirking, she is back. The cold and heartless Jennie is back, Kim Jennie is back.

"Can we talk inside, Jennie?" I asked her moving forward toward her for an agreement, but she shook her head, still have that smirk all over her lips.

"You can talk to my lawyer tomorrow, Min Suga."

"Then what about Suji? Can I have her with me?"

"Take her with all of your lies, I don't need them."

--

"Jennie unnie sue Soomi and leave Suji with Yoongi oppa."

I gasp while holding Jungkook's hand on my laps tightly as I call Rose, we were in the hospital after the incident. I woke up with Jungkook beside me from time to time, checking my injured neck as well.

"Where did she go, Rose?" I asked while sensing how Jungkook try to calm me by rubbing my hand.

"I don't know. But she left with your fiance." I am going speechless at this rate. I don't know what to feel right now. The fact that Mino carelessly telling everything to Jennie unnie somehow make me wanted to throw tantrum toward him, 5 years we hide everything, 5 years we patiently wait for Yoongi oppa to tell Jennie the truth, everything just effortlessly because of him. In other way I feel like I had break Yoongi oppa's family because of me. I break it. I break everything. If only I never coming back.

"I'll find and talk to her. For now on, please don't leave Yoongi oppa and Suji all alone." I told Rose before I hung up. Try to search Mino number in my phone contact.

"Where are you?" he asked as soon as he take the call. I wanted to be angry toward him but I know I am not in the right side either.

"No. Where are you now? Where are you taking Jennie unnie?" I asked him try to calm my self.

"We are heading to her mother house." He calmly answering my question.

"Turn away, meet me. I wanted to talk to her."

"I doubt she will wanted to talk."

"I know that you capable to persuade her." I talked sternly earning seconds of silence from him.

"Don't you think we also need some time to talk too?" I bit my lip, realizing that I can't run away forever from him. Yes I know, I need to talk to him sooner or later. I need to make everything clear. Sighing deeply I look straight toward curious Jungkook, I said that words.

"Let's talk then, Mino."

"You don't have to go." Jungkook finally talk to me after I hang up the phone, after I tell Mino where to meet up. With the fear in his eyes I put both of my hand on both side of his chin. "Please, don't. Please barbie." He said sadly make my heart sunk.

"But I can't run away forever. I should face this, I am the one who should to do this. Beside it's Jennie unnie's happiness we are talking about."

"What about ours?" he asked half screaming, hiding his face on my lap. "Me too, wanted you to fight for our happiness."

"But Jungkook.."

"I know." He cut me make me go silence. "I know that we are only temporary. This heart of me, is not real for you. This wedding..."

"Jungkook."

"But I still hope that you will choose me..." his voice itself make me can't fight my tears to not fall. It's raining now, it's raining heavily in our heart. "I wish you could feel happier with me,that I..." I stroke his hair, don't want to make him more broken than this. "I love you barbie."

"Thank you, Jungkook." I tell him. "Thank you to make me happy. I know we were the fault of this romance life. Me too wanted to end this story with an happy ending but,it's not that easy."

"I know."

"No, you don't." I cut him quickly. "You don't know how desperate I was to wish that you will choose over me."

"I am sorry."

"No sorry. It's all are the part of our fate, beside. Jinny, B.I. I've lost them. And I couldn't let Jennie and Yoongi oppa also trying something like B.I, committing suicide just like that. I can't." I was hiccuping with him. Felt the heavy lump in my heart, bit by bit lifted as I throw all of the things I've been hiding all the time. "I am a bad woman. You can't live with me."

"No, you are not."

"I break everything that come near me, I don't wanted to break and destroy you. May be this is the best for us huh. You can find a woman with kind heart and-"

"I only wanted you. I wanted my wife, I wanted you."

"But-"

"You never love me, don't you?"

How can you said that, Kookie? Of course I love you. What do you think I am doing risking the life of persons I loved for you? I love you.