34. Over
We only stayed 2 days after the called wedding. I can recall how he changed so much, how he treats me really good and make me melt even more if it possible. I tried to treat him good, but he always does that first to me. I can always hear so many people in Busan praising him and congratulate me non stopping. I am happy. But if only they know the lies and the sins we did, I bet they would bash me real hard.
"Zone out again, babe?" I snapped out from my deep thought as our train make their way to Seoul. It was a sad thing we should coming back very soon. The phone both of us just kept ringing, Jennie unnie start to get the image of the past again. She asks me to come back quickly. She sounds so desperately make me worried. Every what if kept repeating in my mind as the negative thought of Suga just hit me.
"I am sorry." I said smile softly as the guy beside me pecking my hand lovingly.
"Everything will be alright, right?" he asked again. I wanted to answer him boldly with a yes. But darling, no one knows. For both condition of the relationship of Suga and Jennie, and between me and him. We both are in a critical condition. But I wanted to make him smile, so I nodded. "Then stop zoning out, my wife shouldn't be this sad."
"What if Jennie unnie asked me? Should I lie? Or should I tell her the truth?" I asked him can't hide the worries in my voice. "Both will make everything goes bad."
"Me too, feeling the same as you barbie." He said make her stare at him even stronger. "Suga hyung just did everything, the best of him to make that lovely family. And everything what we spilled out there will destroy her."
"Poor Jennie unnie." I sigh deeply before the speaker in the train inform us that we will arrive in 5 minutes.
As we get out from the train, he never let go my hand as if I could disappear anytime. I can only blushed when some people, mostly woman pointing at us and murmuring about how sweet couple we are. About how they envy me, yeah bitch, this perfect man in here is my husband.
"Where's Jennie unnie?" I ask Suga hyung as he opened the door for us. He looks so pale and drained, poor him.
"She locked herself in our room since last night." He said weakly make me wanted to comfort him. Just months ago, I met her after 4 years, he looks so vivid and warm, but now look at him. Even colder than 4 years ago.
"What about Suji?" Jungkook asked him before me, moving to the couch and sat down reaching for my hand to make me sat beside him too.
"Suji is in Soomi's room." I furrowed my brows as Yoongi oppa nodded in a knowledge of my confusion. "Thanks god they are good now. I can't take it if they keep arguing like before. Of course, Suji crying sometime when she missed her mom, that's why I call you. I am sorry if I disturb you, but I need your help." I sigh when I saw how old he looks like just now.
"With what I can help you oppa?" I ask him straight and he lean his body to the front and speaking to me.
"She didn't eat well in the last 3 days. Last night she had no meal and no water with her. I am so worried." His painful gaze just showing me more how he loves her. "Can you ask her to come out and eat? Jisoo and Rose can't make it."
And there I am sitting in front of her in the kitchen, pleading to her for having her lunch and giving her an explanation of every question, she will give to me as the reward. She looks pale too, guess that love can make you better and worse. I am afraid.
"The image kept replaying in my dream, I saw blood and two blonde hair girls beside me. I can't recall it, but I saw Min Jisoo was there, with her depression look from another car behind us. I could hear you asked Jungkook to fly as the girl beside me chuckled. And Yoongi's oppa voice kept calling my name." I wipe the tears that flowing on her cheeks, I can't see her like this. I wish the memories will never comeback, but what can I do if God wanted the opposite way. "Please tell me the truth, please don't lie. In this world that is a lie the only truth it's you. I can only trust you."
I felt my chest tightened hearing her words, what should I say? What should I do? Everything I will say, will only break her. I gave her hug; I caressed her back and humming sweet nothing for her to be calm down. "I don't think that I have the right to tell you everything unnie. I will only tell you the truth of the image that flashed in your dream, only for what you had from the dream, you got it?" I tell her and she nodded eagerly.
"No lies." She spoke.
"No lies and..." I gave her a look before she could smile wide. "I wish you will never treat Yoongi oppa and Suji like this anymore, you just have to know who you are now. Everything that had happened in the past, was when you were only you." I sternly told her. "You can't act like you don't care because you are a wife and a mom now. You have that responsibility to take care of them no matter what."
"But what if I don't want to be a wife and a mom if I remember everything earlier? What if-"
"No what if unnie. Hear me, I respect you and I adore you. I love you. I will give everything to make you happy. And tell me the truth now, when you look at Yoongi oppa and Suji, don't you feel warm? Tell me that it's not a love." I demand her answer as I look straight in her eyes, both hands holding her shoulder.
"It's love."
"That's it. Love will never lie. Love always right. Remember it or not, when you said yes as Yoongi oppa asking you to be his bride, remember that love already brought you to the righter way. And no one that had the right to blame each other in here, this is our fate unnie. This is our destiny. Even after everything back to your memories, there is nothing you could do to change anything."
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"What you said to Jennie noona?" I asked her as I play with her hair, we already arrived at Jeon's family house. We spent at least 4 hours to talk to grandpa and Yeri who look excited to see how we fond to each other. Dad and Irene auntie only could watch us being interrogated by grandpa and Yeri while smiling ear to ear.
"I tell her the truth. She remembers the scene when the car accident, so I just tell her that stories." She answered lightly as she snuggled to my bare chest, her favorite place, she said.
"Everything?" I asked still can't believe it fully by watching how calmed Jennie after they talked in the kitchen. I can sigh in relieved when Jennie no one smiling to Suga hyung.
"Not at all." She spoke. "I feel bad."
"Tell me what you said barbie!" I bring her face with my two hand to face me, I can see how tired she is, but this curiosity would kill me if I don't have the clue for what had she said.
"I tell her that we were with Jinny, my friend from Thailand, had a car accident with Soomi, accidentally." She beams. I mouthed to her my I am sorry for being the trouble, for being the reason everything had happened. "She remembered when I told you to fly, and the voice of Yoongi oppa calling her name."
"I wish I never bring the problem in your life." I said whole heartedly but she just shrugged and seconds later make us die in laugh.
"You were since the first time you stepped in my house, son of Jeon."
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"Nerd?" I heard Jungkook called someone when I was putting the breakfast, we bought on the way here for the Min's family in the kitchen.
"I am not nerd, fucker." The familiar voice just heard hit something in my brain as I walk fast to the living room watching the two boys exchanging mocking look to each other.
"I was a fucker." Jungkook said having his two hands on his hip.
"Well, I was a nerd."
"Mingyu." I call the male name in surprise make the man smiling at me while waving his hand.
"Nice to see you again, Lisa." He said and I approach him to give him a hug, but of course, there is Jungkook. He swiftly moves his body between us and smile at me in an anger manner. "Easy bro." he beams and reach my hand for handshake.
"What are you doing in here?" Jungkook asked again, before I do. We were expecting his answer when Soomi come from her room and stand side by side with Mingyu.
"He is my psychiatric." She said with a tin smile on her to Jungkook.
"Well, you are doctor?" I asked as Jungkook nodded his head checking Mingyu from head to toe and again make me wanted to pinch him.
"And he is my boyfriend." Soomi's answer then make Jungkook showing his round eyes.
"Shit."
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02.30 a.m
Beep
From: Yoongi oppa
Thank you so much Lisa. I owe you a lot.
Beep
From: Mino
Guess that the time is over.
04.00 a.m
Ring..........
Mino is calling...
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