"I'll fetch you." I sigh when I heard what mom said, I called her after I got locked up inside this house. I was packing my things, try to catch up the next flight to comeback to Swiss after our argument. Not until two big guys drag me, just why should I agree to attend the funeral. Stupid.

"Mom, I just stay here for weeks. I'll make sure to comeback to Swiss as soon as possible. But not now." I tidy up my bangs watching the black hair already come out 2 cm from its root. I should dye it again.

"Yeah and no matter what you will say after that week's I will go there, destroying everything if those Jeon big family didn't let you go. You understand miss?" I chuckled when I heard mom nagging like a jealous boyfriend.

"Okey I got it. I'll call you again later. Need to talk with Mr.Jeon now."

"What a new thing. You.. talk with stranger. My daughter have grown up. Should we celebrate it?" I pout my lips even though she can't see me.

"He is down on his knees now mom, his wife just died. He needs someone to talk with. As I hate him, I can't deny that he is my grandpa."

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"I want ice cream." She keeps nagging in my embrace as we step out from supermarket. She is so cute when she was asleep, but damn I don't even know what to do when she awakes. Just now Jennie, my lovely wife just walking somewhere inside this supermarket to buy groceries for our weekly stock and our princess now awake and keep asking me from one more cup of ice cream.

We just ate it, one big cup of ice cream and now she asks for more. My wife will surely kill me if she found out that I already give this little princess of mine ice cream, no more risk my life for another cup of ice cream.

"Later Suji. And you promised me to not talk anything about ice cream and candy in front of mommy." I nervously looking around the store to make sure that my wife didn't eavesdrop what we talk about. "Mommy will kill daddy."

"But I still want ice cream. One more, please. One more." She plea on me pouting her lips make my heart weak. One more cup won't make the world stop rotate, isn't it? But even thought the world still rotate, so do my wife will keep scolding me about the healthiness of our daughter and things. Sighing I then walk to the ice cream stall, un willingly asking the waitress to make us one more cup of ice cream.

"Yoongi oppa, I told you to not." Startled I look back to my wife who's now frowning to me looking all concern to our daughter as the waitress carefully handed me one cup of ice cream. Banana ice cream.

"That is not for me." Suji seems know how to improve her lying skill as I smile watching her. What should I talk now. "I want to buy Jungkook oppa banana milk but daddy tell me that banana ice cream would do." God, where did this little princess learn about lying. I must be careful of her from now on.

Of course, after this one time, my wife seems buying it and then approach us. She takes our daughter from my embrace and hold her, kissing her, she smiles. She is so beautiful, and her gummy smile always make me fall again and again to her. No matter how scary she is when she was angry. Just don't ever push the wrong button, and I will have a wonderful life just like now.

"But darling, ice cream will melt even before your Jungkook oppa have it." Patiently she told her.

"Then let me eat that by myself." Then I cut the line as I carried the cart full of stuff to the cashier. Processing to paying the groceries as someone calling my wife's from the clothes section, I bet it was Jisoo.

"Jendeuki~" her voice failed to reach the high note which is make me chuckled. "Jennie~ah help me please, Yoongi oppa I will send your wife and your little queen home after they help me with this." She said from a far. I didn't even kiss my two queens as they are giggling entering the clothing section. Ck~ woman. I smile as I take out my card to do payment and lazily watching to the next counter beside mine when my stare meets one pair of ice-cold eyes.

Looking back at me coldly, sending shiver and raise the remorse inside my heart. The sweet smile I always been had for 4 years for the first time now disappear. Mimicking the face of the owner of that cold eyes, emotionless, kind of face that I had 4 years before I settle down with Jennie. I had a beautiful life, but her.

Why should I regret what had happened just now. Why did I feel like the perfect life I had now is not mine? Why did it felt like I had stolen her happiness as the exchange of mine?

"Oppa, can you just eat something with the boys. I think I will be tired once I finish with Jisoo." I feel one bucket of ice cube poured all over my body as Jennie now tugging my sleeves while smiling at me. Is it even real? Is it even possible to happen, all of this beautiful life if I didn't robbing hers? My mouth opened but I can't say anything, watching my weird behavior Jennie now facing the direction where my eyes landed.

It's one minutes which is feel like forever when the frown come on Jennie's forehead. "Do we have meet somewhere?" curiously Jennie asking her. It's not even a proper answer when she only watching on us blankly and looked away. Leaving the cashier after done with her payment. I must have wrong, as she look away, I think I saw her smirk. Creeping on her face like something familiar will happen.

I reach my phone quickly as my sense come back into my body and then press the button, the phone ringing thrice when he picked up. Not wasting my time I abruptly cutting his words and saying what the thought that keep replaying in my head now.

"She is back, Jungkook."

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They are happy, they look really suit to each other. I should've just angry toward them but I can't help but adoring how beautiful they act to each other. They even had that tiny monster with them, she looks so cute just like her parents. Jinny, you must see this. You make Jennie unnie taste the sweet life, the wings you said you wanted to gave me, it's already grew on the back of Jennie unnie. And I never felt happier to see her happy face. Even though she doesn't remembering me anymore. I am not even complain about it.

"You must have a good day." a voice startled me when I am in my deep thought standing at the counter of the kitchen making one cup of hot tea to relax my mind after what had happened at the store. I feel happy, but I can't even lying to myself that I am envy. I should've had the same sweet life if everything fall like what Jinny planned. If only everything fallen that way. If only.

I don't have to looking at the direction of that person to know who was that. Grabbing my cup I process to walk up stair to my bed room as he stand in front of me. Can't you heal your stubborn act, Jeon Jungkook?

"Excuse me." not wanting to make eye contact I ask him to back away as I watch his toes.

"We just talk like that. Give us more time to talk." he ask insisting to stand in front of me no matter I try to walk pass by him. My anger start to full filling my body as I make the cup fall pouring the hot water to my feet and a little bit to his. Startled he then knelled down to watch over my toe as the curse come from his lips. Fuck. And I didn't even waste my opportunity to run away from him.

"Good night." I tell him leaving him still knelling down like that on the floor. Sorry. I need more time, give me more time. That's weird, I simply pouring hot water to my foot, but why, but why instead of my foot, the pain now placed on my chest, squeezing my heart tightly. It should be on my foot, why my heart though. Why?