"She is my friend." He insist while sitting his ass in front of me still at the garden but now, everyone just try to calm Yoongi oppa while me trying to calm Mino. I rolled my eyes looking away from him while crossing my hand in front of my chest.

"But it doesn't mean you can hug any woman in front of people just like that." I commented still glued my eyes to the plate I should have finish wiping.

"Oh, come on, don't be jealous. I just hug her, just like I hug your mom."

"But she doesn't my mom. And beside, this is not Swiss. You can't act like that. We have different culture." I scold him still make him sigh frustrated.

"That broad shoulder guy just hug you, I saw that." He then talking back to me, referring to Jin oppa which is just arrive with him and he hug me.

"He is my friend."

"See!" he pointed his index finger to me, feeling frustrated because of the unfair treatment we gave to him.

"Jennie unnie have husband already, and her husband don't know what kind of relationship you two had."

"I don't even know that she is already married." He shout angrily from his seat, I close my eyes try to calming down my temper. I wasn't jealous, I only feel uneasy toward Yoongi oppa. "And that she doesn't remember me." I choose to be silent, I don't know how to tell him to shut up or just to act natural toward Jennie unnie. I can't choose between giving her the truth or just simply making her life perfect with lies.

"What happen?" I look around to see the guys, still gather around Yoongi oppa. Suji on his lap, touching Yoongi oppa's face and I sigh to see how she simply calming her father by that small gesture. It must be good to have someone who can calming us unconditionally, the weakness of our heart, the apple of our eyes, our flesh and blood. Then my eyes searching around to see Jimin who's now talking something to Yoongi oppa. Jin oppa who's rubbing his back, I smile that they are still be there for each other, in any condition. If I am not inviting Mino, if I wasn't coming back. This must be perfect.

I was about to look away facing Mino when my eyes catch the glimpse of that cold eye, who's darting the stare to our direction just like the sharp knife. Yeah, this is my mistake Jungkook. Sorry.

"I am not sure if I have the rights to tell you this. This is not the thing for us to concern Mino." I tell him after looking away from Jungkook. Facing the curious Mino in front of me. He and Yoongi oppa almost gotten into a fight, fortunately Jungkook can jump in time between them, but I am sure that he too wanted to punch Mino from how he look at Mino. I don't blame him. Mino just being him, free spirit Mino.

"She is my closest friend until 4 years ago, no text, no call, no email."

"To think about it again, when and where did you met Jennie unnie?" I ask him now fully watching his face. He looks so lost, thinking of the things he will said. He looks so hesitant at first but he surrender after 3 times sighing.

"When we were young, she transfered to Swiss along with Sewon." Mentioning about Sewon now I know this won't going to be good. "But then they comeback to wherever they belong, but we still texting each other. Then she came again after Sewon, die. She tell me everything in her mind, because we are friend. That's how I am so happy to see her again. I can't even think why did she left her buddy just like that after pouring all of her life secret into me."

"How many secrets you guys share?" full of curiosity he then looking at me more curious.

"Do you know why did something called secret ?" I click my tongue annoyed make him chuckled.

"Look, I can tell that I know 70% of that secret. I need to know how far the things you guys share so I can consider what you should do after this."

"I don't need anybody's permission to act, babe. Not even from you. Your words isn't magic." He playfully lean his shoulder to the seat behind him. I look at him, can I just kill this brat here.

"Even if it means for your friend's happiness?"

"What kind of happiness that started with lies?"

"If they are still living with only two of them I won't think too much." I tell him gritted my teeth to make him understand the situation. "She has daughter, as much as I want to reveal everything, I still should think carefully from what kind of shit I would cause."

"Why are you living this life complicatedly. You think you can cover corpse forever." I hate of his stubbornness but damn he is alright. "The smell."

"I know, but I have no rights."

"She told me that Sewon didn't die because suicide. Someone killed her." I hold my breath as he tell me the story. "Because of the same guy that break you."

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"What do you want, mam?" I look up at the menu on top of cashier table, standing confuse choosing the menu and smiling toward the flirty employee in front of me. His smile grew wider when he find me smile at him back.

"One cup of pome juice and......" i touch my lips as I red the menu again. "Cappucino and I'd like to have choco vulcano."

"Do you have accompany, mam?" I nodded while searching for my purse in my bag. "Okay, wait a minute mam." I nodded and then sigh to remember how late Mino was. He is the middle of the meeting when he called me than he cant make it on time. So I simply just entering the cafe, because I already in front of the cafe when he inform me. Waiting patiently I feel like someone stand closely to me from behind, I can feel the presence so I move to the side giving the one space but that person simply move along with me. So annoyed I then looking to my back just to see how smug that smile on the face of my fav man.

"With the man who bang you?" I rolled my eyes and watching the woman beside him who's stand awkwardly trying to not make eye contact with me.

"The same man who make me his fiancee." He snorted on my words.

"You sure you are the same person who moan my name months ago?" he ask with the smirk on his face that I want to wipe using my hand.

"Talking about the one who ask that now. Tzuyu-si!" the one I called bit startled looking at me, look so lost just like the girl that he brought to the house. Maybe she is still remember what the last thing I did to her, bloody hand, the kick. "It's nice to see you again, with a decent outfit." Then I look at the man who now start to know what I mean. "And congratulation."

"For what?" she ask, finally I can hear her fake soft voice as I smile, she took the bait obediently.

"For reaching the dream, being the slut he would bang day and night."

"What's with that insult again, doll." I am not doll, you bastard. "Do you want some?" the heat in my chest now moved to my cheeks, how dare him.

"No thanks. I am enough with one man." His smirk faded as I motion my engagement ring in front of them.

"Great you now can handle the world you should been." pointing at my backpack, I am just leaving the office where he should handle. But since the day he left home, he never show off in front of the employee in the office. Neglecting everything.

"Thanks to someone who neglecting his responsibility." dissing him right in front of his slut. "Maybe he is just too busy to choose who's next to bang." he smirk in triumph make me regret what I said, did I just complimenting him? "Or too busy looking for his brain."

He was about to shoot his next ammunition but I sigh in relieve because the waitress calling me.

"Mam." I look at him who's looking at me worried. "Card or cash?" I smile then facing him fully taking out my card, but before I put it on his hand someone already handed him card.

"Don't dare to feed me with your money, babe." My smile then reaching my eyes as I look at his presence beside me, he saves me, again.

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"Do you know that he hires Tzuyu." I nodded calmly while I was combing Suji's hair. It's rare Soomi come out from her cage and talking to me. Jennie unnie still doing her groceries while I help her to take care of the little Suji who's behave in front of Soomi after I tell her too. I hum fixing the strand of the little one's hair before tied it in a messy bun.

"He played with her behind our back." I smile bitterly at how stupid we are. Fighting and even losing so many things for the guy who act like a teenager. Arrogant and egoist. "I am tired."

"So, stop, Soomi. Stop chasing the the end of the rainbow." Caressing Suji's head make her look at me while she gave me the gummy smile of her. "There is no pot of gold in the rainbows we chase."

"That's easy for you because you have someone already." I smile again remembering the face of playful Mino spitting the fire from his mouth. But I like how honest he is, no matter how hurt it was, but lie will never end in a good way. White or black, lie is a lie. "But I have no one."

"I am not doing this easily. I am still learning, you can start to learn too." I give her my genuine smile to the emotionless her. "I am still learning to love the sound of my feet walking away from things not meant to me."

"Do you know that I am scared of you?" I look at her curious, did she?

"You are the one who should be scared of." I chuckled when Sujin looking at me while nodding her head agree with my statement. I hug her and put her on my embrace.

"I am freaking scared of you." I am still putting my smile when I watch her every movement. "Because you are dangerous." I furrowed my brows as I mock my own self, snorting wanted to laugh. "Because you don't need anyone to be whole." Did I?

...

"Sometimes, I want to be you."

Note : this is Min Jisoo.