Stern look, cold eyes, pale skin, emotionless yet beautiful face, tangerine color of her hair, if it's not her familiar lavender scent, I must have mistaken her as a stranger. She changes a lot, but still, her presences build tight knot in my stomach. She come back. I smile as I watch her figure, she nodded greeting dad at the other side and frowning when dad muttering a word which is enough to make my blood pumped faster, and hotter.

"Stay."

--

"So, you are the oldest grandchild of Jeon family." Grandpa already set himself in a normal way, as he learns that the granddaughter who's his wife misses the most already come, finally. He paid some of detective to find her, it needs years thought. But once he found her, his wife is already gone. Too late.

She keeps silence, looking down at the tea on the table that is prepared for her. It's been long time since the last time she went to Korea, it's the last thing she want to do . If it's not because what her uncle said to her, she will not allow the detective of Jeon's elderly drag her from Swiss to this place.

"You might get tired of this statement, but you look like your father the most." She smiled still look down at the tea.

"That's what I hate the most from my feature." She then speak for the first time, boldly while straightly looking up to the elderly.

"You are lucky that I am the fan of stubborness of your inheritation from your father, kid." Out of her antitipation, the elder being so soft toward her. For the sake of heaven, she just want to go from that place as soon as possible.

Come to the funeral as the representation of your father. Please do that as the last kind thing you could do for my older brother.

It's a trap.

--

She is so bold and cold, she even put down honorific to grandpa. But seems grandpa already like her, because if it's not, she might already kick-ed out minutes ago. Grandpa even smiling at her even after all what she said to him.

"I am very sorry for the lost." She spoke. "I am in here to represent my father's attendance." By hearing her calling our dad with 'my father' bring warm feeling in my heart. She didn't change at all. Grandpa nodded his head and then gesture her to approach him, get closer she then sat on the chair beside him.

"My wife longing for your presence since 2 years ago. I don't know why? She keeps telling me every story related to you. And here you are." she look at grandpa's eyes not even flinch as she said the words.

"I don't know what she thinks about me. I don't even know her."

"That's why you must stay in here. I will learn to know you to full fill my wife's last will." She frowned and then shook her head.

"I have my life out there before you drag me here." She said bravely. "I have my own life. I have my own family." As she said family, the fear grew inside me as I hold my chest when it feel tightened.

"We are also your family."

"What kind of family who force their kids to left their little happy family just for heritage?" and she is angry. "I don't know why The Jeon always messing around my life, but sir you should know that I don't want to be included in this family matter. As you never acknowledge my mother, as your son, you called my father left the house that day to cover the mistake you had done to your another son, so please let me go and disappear too." Frustrated she said that to grandpa.

"You are the Jeon family. I acknowledge you." he said calmly as her face turn red.

"That's not what I ask. I ask for my freedom."

"And playing around with the little kids inside your kindergarten?" she looks flattered when grandpa said so. "You waste your time and your brain, you are Jeon Panpriya, the blood of mine flowing in your vein. You not going to waste it for something like that. You will stay here. The end of word."

As the silent lingering the room she bites her lips and then stomp her feet like a kindergarten got scold by her grandpa. She is kind of cute, but she walks to the door where I am eavesdropping her conversation with grandpa. As I walk back, she then pushes the door wide open and then our gaze met.

What should I do? Should I smile? Should I greet her? Should I ask her about her day? I've been thinking hundreds time about what will I do when I see her, pulling her to my embrace, or straight forwardly kissing her on the lips, or just begging her to stay. But once she is in front of me just now, her appearance just stop every cell that work in my brain.

I look at her beautiful eyes, her lashes so thick and even more beautiful than before. My mouth half open about to say hi when she look away and leave me like a fool.

Unlove me.

It feels like yesterday, when in fact it's already 4 years ago. It feels like yesterday as the word cut mercilessly onto my heart. I smile sadly as I heard the engine of the car turned on and leaving the parking lot. You are fool Jungkook. Why don't you chase her?

As the thought crossing my mind I grabbed my hair and sit on the floor. Fool. Loser. You are a fucking silly man, Jeon Jungkook. What if she never comeback? How many years you should wait for her to come again?

--

"I am not gonna eat." She said coldly with her un-interrest stare as two mans holding each of her arm. I need the urge to punch the man even though I knew they were the bodyguard of my grandpa. "I wanna go home."

"Welcome home then, grandchild."

Yes!