"Why are you so calm watching Taehyung all touchy with Lisa?" I frown as I heard Jennie unnie ask such a question. I look at the two who play with Suji, she had Suji on her laps while Tae oppa sat in front of them, tickling both Suji and Lisa which is make them laugh hard.

I smile at the sight, just how my husband love to nurse a kid, he will be the slave for Suji for the entire of her life and Suji will always rejecting him, being so annoying just like both her parents always did before. If it's not because of Lisa's presence he must be whining on me asking me to take Suji for him. How I wish I can have a cute baby from him so he will stop being pathetic in front of Suji who's only adoring Jungkook and Lisa.

"They are just playing with your daughter, damn it Jennie." I cursed on her as I pat her head lightly make her winch and pouting her lips. "We are all friend. Even more than that, we are family." I added.

"Oh." She then replied while nodding her head. "If only I could remember how was Lisa and us get together in our youth, I must be not jealous to see my own husband holding her hand." Hearing her reason I look at her worried, why the hell Yoongi held Lisa's hand. And then I look at Jungkook who's now sat gloomy at the corner of the seat with Min Jisoo beside him. Yoongi and Lisa must talk about her. It must be.

"Jennie-ya, just let it go. Nothing like that will ever happen to our friendship." I tell her with smile and she nodded.

"If you are not worried of Tae, I must be too drama queen toward my husband." She then chuckled still helping me with the kimbap.

We were doing our monthly activities, picnic around Han River, its so refreshing but too bad that Rose and Jimin is still busy with their honeymoon. I wish we can be together as four again. And of course, that Min Jisoo was here too. I never remember to invite her but she simply sticking on Jungkook. I never seen her for awhile I thought that she already recovered from her mental issue. But just last night Tae oppa told me that she had a bad time with her only family.

I feel bad for her, but I will be grateful if she is hunting other boy except Jungkook. I could see how Lisa's eyes when she look at them, it's full of pain. Too many things she had lost, and yet this monster still alive.

"Jisoo-yah, Suji just call me oppa." I startled when my only husband run to me all smile brightly while pointing at Suji who's now waving at us, she is so cute. I don't know there will come the day she will call Tae oppa with that.

"Yeah, yeah young man. Get your ass off here and tell everyone to get ready to eat. Everything is ready." I ruffle his hair playfully and then kiss his nose make Jennie curl her finger.

"You are suck." She said make Tae oppa tease her more with kissing my lips, and run while laugh hard.

"Are you sure he is mature?" she then ask me make me shaking my head. At least we can be happy this way, too many things to sacrifices I know. Jinny's soul, Lisa's happiness, Jennie's memories but to think about it again, this worth it. Jennie can openly loves Yoongi who's fall too deep to her, and I can see the happiness in their life so I decide to marry taehyung oppa, and turn out that's not bad. Jimin just simply happy with Jennie's life too, he then propose to Rose who had been waiting for long, finally. Now, we only had someone to concern, to think about her happiness, the one who had the most part sacrifices pieces for our happy life, Lalisa Manoban.

"She can't drink milk." As Jin oppa give Lisa a small box of milk, Jungkook immediately take it from him even before she received that. I can see how Soomi shifted her position beside Jungkook uncomfortably, Lisa in other side taking the box of milk from Jungkook's hand while smiling to Jin oppa.

"That's okay. There is always the first time for everything." She said to Jin oppa make him smile. Jungkook look so worried as Lisa drinking the milk. She is frowning a little but forcefully gulped that.

"Yeah girl, that's calcium can make you grow taller." Hoby oppa then cheer her make she smile once again.

"Jin uncle, I also want a milk like barbie." The little Suji who's now sat on Lisa's lap looking at Jin oppa with her dull eyes, looking so cute make Jin oppa touching her chubby cheeks.

"Oh, our baby wanted milk too. What flavor do you want?" he ask while choosing the milk box.

"Strawberry." She answered happily.

"Are you sure you are not going to choose banana?" making sure her daughter won't just play with the milk Yoongi oppa asking. But the little one just shaking her head with frowning and then looking at Jungkook.

"I won't drink banana milk anymore, I hate Jungkook uncle." Her words make us startled, and we went silence for a while, Jungkook just blinking his eyes can't fully understand what it means. The first one who break the ice is Hoby oppa.

"Yeah, don't talk like that if tomorrow you'll begging Kookie oppa to play with you." he playfully caressing the little one's hair.

"Aniyo." She speaks innocently. "With that bad auntie right there I won't play with Jungkook uncle anymore."

Well, there was Jennie's grudge inheritance.

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"Aaaaargggghhh..my neck." I sigh stretching my hand as I finish the discussion with Yoongi and Tae oppa in the cafe. We had project together, Jeon's company I mean. Grandpa just send me instead of Jungkook, so I'd rather be happy that I can hang out with them since the half of our meeting section.

"You don't need to push yourself to the edge. You'd fall." Tae oppa chuckled while placing his paper on his bag, and Yoongi oppa just being a good audience like ever, too lazy even to speak.

"Look, I should help as much as I can before I go." I tell him then lazily placing my pen inside the bag, along with the books.

"Where will you go again?" then Yoongi oppa asking me lazily, as if he is tired to think that I will disappear again. "You just come back young lady. Don't be too rush, you will break your legs."

"It's better than breaking my heart." He then shut up. I just can't handle anymore, everyone just gonna tell me to stay, what to stay? What to fight? What to live in here? There is nothing. That's only a false hope. I never ask much, all that I ask just the love from the wrong person. That's all. And he doesn't even does wrong thing, he just, can't love me fully. "Sorry." Then I said feeling the uncomfortable silence between three of us I look down at my tea.

"I am just so confused and..... wanted to think about my happiness. Maybe, maybe I will forget him when I met someone else, you know, creating a little family like two of you." I really try to sounds cheerful and else but I think I am lost in this game as they both looking at my eyes.

"I don't know." Then I hide my face with both of my hand. "I can't tell what the meaning of him in my life. He is the same people I saw in both my best dream and my worst nightmare."

"Lisa-ya."

"Oppa, please hide me."

"If you can't take it stay there, you can always stay in our house." I look at Yoongi oppa as he stare to me, concern. "Suji and Jennie will be more than happy to have you with us."

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"Baby." I look at my husband as I place his bag on it's place. He just comeback from work, tired and sad. I wonder what is going on with the company. Are they lost their stock?

"Huh?" I then walk to him who's now standing in front of the table while loosening his tie. I help him and then hug him tight.

"What should we do with that two love bird?" he then asked humming while sniffing my hair. I am proud enough that I decide to wash my hair this morning, he said he loves the fragrance.

"Who?"

"Lisa and Jungkook."

"Well, they both are stubborn. The one was too naive and too kind, while the other one too greedy." He then takes me by my shoulder to face him, fully not agree with what I say about his brother.

"He loves her. I know that." He insist.

"I know, who doesn't know that. But what's good to be loved half heart?" I said to him straightforwardly. "Honestly Lisa deserve better than Jungkook in this state." He chuckled while grabbing his own hair.

"Who can be better than Jungkook?"

"Of course, there must be someone. And please, stop shipping them." I tell him annoyed. "I am so sick to saw Lisa got treated like this."

I walk away to the kitchen, clutching my hand full of anger. She loves him, so much. She did everything and lost everything. And yet he keep running like that so she will catch him, running and running. But, love is not that stupid. I still remember how I am tearing up when I saw Taehyung kissing the girl when we were at university, after Lisa knows our distance relation ship I simply went to her every time I got sad because of Taehyung oppa.

"It hurts." I said while turning the page of book in the library. It was her favorite place, she can read and be calm, and sometime have a good time with her hot friend, Mingyu. And I hate the place, but I need her to hear my heart scream.

"Of course it does." She smiled sadly. "The hurt is how we know it was love. The absence we feel is proof that what we had is something that can be lost."

"..and when does it stop?" I ask her again. Smile looking up from her book, she then look at my eyes, With eyes dark like a cloud before rain, she replied.

"If it was love, it won't."