Hey guys. Unfortunately this is not an update I just want to rant and you're free to skip if you want.

So I've been so.... unmotivated lately and I can't seem to write anything although it's all arranged in my head. I feel like I've bitten off more than I can chew with this book. I didn't really plan it well in the beginning because I wasn't expecting it to come this far. I was even planning to delete it after a while but I didn't. Now that I've actually mapped it out, I feel like I've wasted so much chapters on useless things instead on focusing on the important things. I didn't even give them a first date. I don't think I even gave them a date. It's really not as easy as I thought writing about something I know literally nothing about. Everything I know is from movies, books and even songs. I feel like deleting and starting over but if I want to do that, it's going to be after I graduate and that's probably ending of next year. I didn't even expect to get so much reads and I'm really touched that you guys are still reading at this point but I feel like I've hit a brick wall here. I need a way to put my thoughts into writing if not this book is done for. Who knows anyway to get motivation? Maybe I need to go out? I don't know. Anyways, I'll try my absolute best to update before this week ends. Let's hope for the best shall we?

Bye loves.