~timeskip to lunch~
      I walked into the lunch room and got in line to get my food.  I went through the line and got my usual and went to the our normal table.  I got there and set my tray down.  I was about to sit down when I realized I forgot my utensils.  I walked across the room and grabbed some.  While I was walking back someone put their leg out and tripped me.  I landed flat on my face with a group of guys laughing above me.  I got up and sped walked to my groups table.  When I got there I found my normal seat had been taken by Derek.  He was one of the guys that bullied me in middle school.  I didn't want anyone to know what a loser I was back then so I never mentioned it.  He saw me as I walked up to the table.  He had an evil grin on his face. 
     "Oh hey Ryan.  Long time no see," he said as I walked up.  The rest of the guys were all in their usual seats.  My food was pushed away from my seat to the other side of the table.  Was gonna sit there when Mark walked up with Jack and Felix and sat there and put my tray on the floor.  I picked it up and looked at my gang for help.  They just shrugged and went back to talking.  I stood there for a little bit longer thinking about what to do. 
     "Ryan, you know you can sit with someone else?" Felix said looking irritated at me. 
     "Yeah, Just sit with someone else for today," Evan said looking at me with sympathy.  I nodded and walked off.  I looked around the room for an empty table of course there wasn't one.  So I looked for a table with people I knew and could stand.  I finally found one on the other side of the room. Swag, Satt, and Gorilla were sitting there.  I started to walk to it when another leg caught my foot and I landed on my food.  It went everywhere on me and the floor.  The entire lunch room erupted with laughter.  I was embarrassed and felt sad again.  I got up and ran out of the room.  I ran to the bathroom and started to cry.  
     This type of stuff hasn't happened since middle school when I came out.  Everyone made fun of me and I just wanted to start over somewhere new.  So I begged my parents to let me change schools and they did when I got in high school.  I looked at myself in the mirror and cleaned myself off.  The bell rang showing lunch was over.  I walked out of the bathroom to my locker.  I grabbed the books I needed and was about to head to class when I was slammed against the lockers.  I looked up and saw Kevin with his group. 
     "What up gay boy?" He had me pinned firmly against the lockers while saying this.  I didn't respond and he shoved me hard against them.  I winced as he did this.  "I asked you a question." 
     "Nothing is up," I said very quietly. 
      "Nothing is ever up with you, huh?" He let me go and walked off with his group.  I started towards my next class as well.  When I got there I was one of the first there and sat in my normal seat.  Soon the rest of the students walked in and sat down.  The tardy bell rang and the teacher started class.