Troy
Ever since my fucking stepdad moved in he's been trying to get rid of me. Although I have no idea why. He abuses my mother and I, and he won't stop till he gets what he wants. Knowing that even your family will betray you isn't the best thing.
I got prescribed zoloft last year, it's like an antidepressant that helps calm you down and control your rage. I only take them because ever since my dad's death, I haven't been able to control my emotions and sometimes I get too overwhelmed, that I break stuff. My dad got diagnosed with schizophrenia a couple of years ago, and he'd always complain about how he'd hear voices telling him to do "bad stuff". Well my guess, is that these "voices" persuaded him to jump out of the bedroom window.

What a shitty night I've had. Anyways, this got better when @lifesucks texted me. she was my 'Twitter bestie', even due the fact that she refuses to tell me her real name. When she told me that she liked a boy in our school, who also happened to be me, I kept on praying that @lifesucks was Emma. I wanted it to be her so badly, because that would make my entire life easier.
Emma was pretty unknown in the school and she always got picked on, but I fell in love with her when we were lab partners.
I made a joke, she smiled, just a little smile at first, but as it grew it pressed her rosy cheeks up and slowly revealed her teeth, like a perfect Pearl necklace. Finally, the smile reached her eyes, lighting them, causing them to crinkle at the the corners. In that very moment, she was everything I had ever hoped for, she was everything I would ever need.

I headed to talk to Emma, until she kaylee comes out of nowhere and kisses me. I try to push her off but she had such a strong grip on me. I open my eyes in the middle of our kiss and I see that Emma has disappeared.

Kaylee was my girlfriend, I'm not very proud of that. I've been trying to find a way to breakup with her but I just can't and prom is getting closer and closer every second.
I wanted to make it up to Emma. I wanted her to love me. I didn't want her to think of me as a terrible guy. I didn't want to hurt her. She was hurt enough, I didn't want to make it worse.  She was too precious.

I wasn't allowed to talk to Emma, or even think about her, Kaylee was almost like my guard 24/7.
I think about her ever morning, afternoon and night. Her smile brightens my world. She has a slight resemblance to Kristen Stewart, and although we don't talk much, I know we have a lot in common. I know she's the one I've been looking for my whole life. I know she's perfect.

Emma was depressed. She had anxiety attacks in the middle of class sometimes, but I still loved her for who she was. Unlike Kaylee, she doesn't wear makeup, she doesn't beg for attention.

She was perfect just the way she was.

I loved her for that.

I met Emma when we went to a summer camp together as kids. She was with her brother, and I was all alone. She saw me sitting by myself at a table so she offered to sit with me. She made me feel much better about myself, and I thank her for that. But over the years, Emma starting shutting herself out of the human world and she refused talking to anyone.
That's when she cut me off too.
She had built a big wall and never allowed anyone to come through, not even me. I wanted to be there for her but she didn't let me. So I gave up on her.
Which was probably the biggest mistake I made.

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