So....

I love how everyone seems to love my stories, and I love how people always vote and comment, but what I don't like is when people PM me with negative comments like:

"I can't believe how many likes you're getting from this."

"You are a terrible writer, how do you have so many followers?"

"I hate you and your God awful book!"

Or when I take a while to update, I get messages like:

"I will literally make your life miserable if you don't f**king update."

"I'm starting to hate you. I love your book, but why the wait? What's wrong with you?!"

All these negative comments really hurt, and with my depression... It kinda intensifies. I love my readers, whether they love me or not, but sometimes.... Words just get to me.

The reason I update late sometimes is because I want to make sure my readers will actually LIKE or LOVE the chapter, not to get it over with... Or sometimes it's something personal. Like once, I couldn't update for a while because I was in the hospital -- well more than once. My depression makes me do stupid things that I regret (reason why I'm at the hospital a lot) and as I keep reading all the negativity and the hate, it makes me hate myself more than I already do.

I'm sorry if I'm a bad author....

I just wanted to make my readers happy.

But Ive decided that I'm going to take a break from Wattpad for a bit. It may be a week, may be a month, but to those of you who actually like my stories or my writing, I'm sorry for this.

Just remember that I love you all.

-Love, Lexxiy.