I asked Dan to be my boyfriend today, and I am so glad that he said yes. Things are finally on the right track and I couldn't be happier about it.

But he sent me a selfie a few minutes ago. He was doing a peace sign across his face and his curly hair was flopping all over the place - he looked god damn gorgeous. But there's lines on his wrist that weren't there when I last saw him.

He broke his promise. And once again, I wasn't there to save him.