Levi's P.O.V

I felt my blood boil, my heart raced and anger overtook every sense I had.
" Levi? I....please say something!" I didn't respond...I couldn't. This is my fault, if I didn't piss him off then he wouldn't have run away and.... "Levi!" I felt a slap on my cheek. I snapped back and looked at him.
"Where is he?" He hugged me tightly and cried weakly into my chest, he gasped and wheezed almost like he couldn't breath. He started coughing and his eyes glazed over. His body fell limp in my arms. He wasn't breathing.....I called the ambulance and they rushed over and took him. This is my fault...the paramedics let me ride in the back of the car with him as I slumped over and tried not to cry.
"Sir, what happened?"
"We got in an argument....he ran out and didn't come back home for hours...when he did. He said he got raped by one of out college professors...he started coughing and wheezing....then he stopped breathing."
"Does he have a history of breathing problems?"
"Not that I've heard or seen before."
She worried her lip and we arrived. They took him away from me again. Some lady took me to a waiting room and made me fill out a form. I did so, I just wanted to go home....I wanted to hold Eren and hear him say he loves me and that he wants to kiss my cute cheeks again...I miss my baby...
"How did this happen again? I didn't even mean for it to happen..."
~a few hours later~
"Sir? We have an update on Eren." I looked over at the woman. Blond hair and blue eyes, she looked at me with a smile.
"What is it? Is he okay?"
"Yes he's fine. There are a few marks on his arms from the sighs of force used on him but other than that he's okay." I sighed in relief.
"Can I see him?"
"He's a little shaken up but yes you may." I got up and walked into his room.

There he was. Sitting on the bed in a hospital dress, his eyes were glossy and his nose was pink. He was sniffling and rubbing his eyes, when he did that I saw the IV drip in his vein.
"Eren?" He looked up and saw me. His eyes glazed over and he looked back down. "Hey...it's okay." I reached over to hug him and he looked scared for a moment.
"H-Hi Levi." He looked back down at his wrists and rubbed them. "I'm sorry about this..."

"Don't be sorry."

"But I ran away...if i didn't then..."

"No, don't even, I made you upset so its my fault. I don't wanna hear you apologize for that. I should have saved you." He looked at me and cupped my cheeks.

"I love you Levi..."

" I love you too Eren, so much."

I kissed him. I kissed so deeply we became one for a moment. He leaned into me as I took control and made him lean him back. His fingers tangled and gripped my hair as he began to cry. I could feel his body shake with every second. I wrapped my hands around his back and held him tightly. When I finally pulled away he panted lightly, I smiled and kissed his forehead.

"Thanks for the kiss." He blushed.

"You know that I'll always give you kisses."

"Also I have something to tell you..."

"What is it my love?" I smiled at him.

"Your a daddy..."

I lost my breath for the second time that night.

A few weeks have passed since that day.  Because of the incident with the professor we moved back in with Mom, I just didn't feel safe knowing that Eren would be around that disgusting pervert. She wasn't very happy at first but as soon as we told her the news about her Grandma she seemed to forget about it. But Eren wasn't really the same. He was still loving, kind, and my baby...but he was sad a lot. I'd catch him crying and I'd hold him until he felt better but it hurt my heart to know that I caused this.

"Levi?" He called from our room and smiled a sweet, pure smile. "Can you come here please? I wanna ask you something." I walked over and gently nudged his head. "So I was thinking...do you wanna keep the baby? I mean we're still young..and I don't wanna make you have to find a job...you dropped out of college.."

"Eren. How many times have you told me you wanna be a stay at home mom?"  I gave him a look and gently rubbed his head.

He blushed and looked down. "Well...I...It's just that I don't wanna be lazing around all day while you work hard because of me..." He twiddled his fingers around and looked at me. "But...yeah I'd like that...I wanna take care of my baby."

"Okay, that settles it then. I'll take care of paying for the baby and everything like that. Mom doesn't want us to leave here...which I'm okay with..we'd have a place to stay and not have to worry about bills and such. Ah, she did say however that if we do live here we're gonna have to help with buying food, that's it."

"...Fine..." He looked at me and gave a weak smile. "But right now I think I'm..in the mood for something." 

"Oh really, what's that something?" I chuckled and held him close. "Mind telling me?"

"I want you...to do things...please?" He blushed. I know that it's to try and erase the memory of pain with pleasure and I don't mind giving him what he's asking for. I know that he copes with it with sex and also with crying and telling himself that even though it happened I won't happen again. "Levi..."

"I heard Baby...I know." I gently laid him down and slowly removed his bottom clothes, I took off my shirt and undid my pants as we made out on the bed. One of his hands reached down and started to stroke my shaft slowly, bringing a teasing pleasure with it. My hand slid down and inserted two fingers into him, gently thrusting them as he let out soft moans. "Not to loud okay? Mom's home." He nodded and held his arm to his mouth as I slowly entered my shaft into him with a groan.

"M-Mmm~" His eyes glazed over in pleasure and I started to move. We continued to make love together, through the tears of pleasure and his gasps I could finally see. Some of him was coming back little by little.