It was a hard day at the hospital people constantly were talking and working and Sans was trying to keep it together at the medicine and surgery he had with his arm had to be amputated after it got infected and seeing he basically cut off all the nervers/control points he had over it hence he couldn't feel his arm anymore.

It was hard the second day there, but his day seemed to brighten at the small Tap on his shoulder looking back to see susie was nice " Hey susie, got any news about miles?" He asked the poor man's voice was desperate for some information on help about his son. Susie looked at her paper and sighed " no sorry  I don't have new information on him I'm sorry" he hugged her and now that she wasn't working she gladly accepted the embrace they held each other but Sans' wince at herhand touching his now broken off lower arm was painful so he pulled away the bone was cut clear and would make him just lose it permanently. The doctors were busy with giving him a replacement but he felt like crying the feeling he got that he could never hold his baby boy miles with that hand anymore made his heart break. "I just want my boy back Susie" he whimpered and never had Susie seen a man gain such heartfelt tears over only a thought. " I can never hold him like I would before... I can never caress his sweet face and tell him I love him without him feeling the prosthetic.." he muttered and looked away.

Susie looked at him she was crying " Sans you- I am so sorry about this! You love him so much! I wish I could bring your hand back I wish I could get Miles back for you I just am not able to do such a thing". she whimpered and rushed into his chest crying to him and for him. A feeling  Sans hadn't felt in a while, Love, he loved her... he couldn't believe it. ' That's not okay! I should be mourning his disappearance I don't deserve to be happy! I should suffer'  Sans' thoughts swirled in his mind and hurt his fragile soul he was so pained in the moment but Susie broke the hug to see Sans'  face his expression wasn't one she was able to read, indescribable. 

Susie softly grabbed his intact hand and smiled " Miles has apparently bought things online and it came in today"  she says in a mood lifting tone her spirits really made Sans smile after such hardships.

" really? I can't remember paying for anything". he softly muttered before walking with her and trying to hold her hand but.. it's gone there's no hand for anyone to hold. Susie noticed his struggle and smiled holding his upper arm instead leaning her head against his shoulder. Sans' smile widened as he saw her get closer then ever his face gaining a soft blue hue and sweet purr leaning in closer to her.

She brought him to a private room and gave a big box it looked dirty and gross  but it was what Miles would've wanted right? " this is it Sans". she smiled and sat down helping him open it now when he did he was shocked and jumped back that smell he started coughing and felt sick " oh my god Jesus!" he got back and took a paper it said " Here are some kid things for you my lovely 5 year old friend ;)" there was a smiley and everything it was scary Sans took out the plastic wrap and found a toy car this is something Miles would've loved so much too bad it's broken sorry Miles.

I look in once again and I see oh my god " what the hell oh my go-" Sans staggered and ducked away to the bathroom which Susie followed helping him " are you okay?! she asked while patting his back. Sans felt really sick and disgusted by now " It-" he coughed again and again hurting his throat "it had a dead puppy in there" She looked at him in disbelief " you're lying why would they?" Sans looked at her " maybe it was alive when they sent it?! if you don't believe me go and check it yourself" 

Even I had to sensor this sorry guys

Susie did check and seeing that poor animal it had wounds from a beating and burns and also from being in a box was not good for this pup what a tragedy she took it out the box and got it checked by softly feeling around and seeing it " This puppy has had a lack of air the wounds didn't kill it, in fact those wounds are very old just scars". she explained and got the dog removed and to a good end by being brought to the vet gaining the name cocoa because.. Miles loved chocolate it was in fact still alive and just hurt badly it looked dead but Susie had felt it's heart beat.

Sans got to the box one last item was in there and it was just so surprising it was  a letter! it looks like someone snipped out letters from a magazine and stuck them on a piece of paper saying "I would really like a puppy or a toy car, maybe if you have a friend... I could have them? I don't have friends" it wrote and sans teared up " Miles wrote this.. I remember him asking for the magazines and news papers for arts and crafts he looked inside and there was a huge big bear which looked clean and perfect in a plastic bag so it wouldn't be so dirty.

Under it was a paper saying " dear Miles I hope you liked this box I'm so sorry if it came in a bit dirty but normally we don't send kids stuff just scary stuff ya know? I was gonna be scary but I saw your letter and I just wanted to give you a friend and companion the puppy also needed a good person in it's life and I just hoped you could be it's parent"

have a good day Miles!

My regards.