"... What?" Taehyung said slowly as his voice broke. Having a miscarriage? What? "What you just described, the clots, the color... the pain you are in? It all draws back to signs of an early miscarriage." Seokjin spoke to Taehyung slowly and comfortably as he grabbed Taehyung's shoulder in a comforting manner but Taehyung couldn't wrap his head around what Seokjin was saying. Seokjin was saying he was pregnant... was. Taehyung... was pregnant. "I'm so sorry Taehyung," Seokjin whispered out and that's when it hit Taehyung like a ton of bricks as he then shook his head. Taehyung's eyes watered as he did so.

"He wore a condom- Seokjin we..." Taehyung didn't know if he should cry or... what? how was he supposed to react? "I got my period... I-" Taehyung tried to clear up the confusion because no way he was pregnant. No way... no fucking way he just lost his baby. "Condoms don't always work, it could have broken, was out of date... I..." Seokjin sat in front of Taehyung and grabbed his hands as Taehyung let the tears fall but he didn't want to cry. Taehyung didn't want to think or feel. "I assume the bleeding you had was an indication of you about to lose... the fetus."

Hearing those words, Taehyung shook his head over and over. Not wanting to believe what Seokjin was saying. What did he know?! He wasn't no damn doctor- he came from a family of doctors but- no... no- "... I lost my baby?" Taehyung asked in a broken tone before he breathed out a cry, clamping his hand over his mouth as Seokjin teared up and brought Taehyung in for a comforting hug. Not long after Jungkook came running out with some water and painkillers since he thought that would be helpful for Taehyung but as he approached the two boys on the grass, he felt something was off when Jungkook found the two boys hugging and in tears.

Laying eyes on Jungkook, Taehyung pulled away from Seokjin who looked back to see Jungkook. The thoughts of telling Jungkook flooded Taehyung's head. How the hell was Taehyung supposed to explain this situation? Fuck Taehyung didn't even want to explain it- but he had to because Taehyung didn't only lose the baby, but Jungkook did too. "What's wrong?..." Jungkook asked as he crouched down but Seokjin got up after excusing himself. "...Tae?" Jungkook moved closer to Taehyung and brought his hand to cup the boy's cheek.

Closing his eyes, Taehyung felt the tears fall. It was like he was never going to stop crying as Jungkook wiped away his tears away. "I...I-" Taehyung tried to speak but the words didn't want to come out. Looking at Jungkook who looked hurt, Taehyung then shook his head slowly. "I... lost our baby." Taehyung finally said. "I- I'm so sorry Jungkook I- I didn't know I thought I was ju-just sick I-" Taehyung found it hard to breathe as he hiccuped through his cries. The moment Jungkook heard 'lost our baby', his heart stopped. Jungkook's whole world stopped at that moment. Taehyung was pregnant? Since when? Jungkook- he wore a condom.

Then again, condoms didn't 100% guarantee that Taehyung wouldn't get pregnant. "...Our baby?.." Jungkook repeated, his face dropping as he watched Taehyung try to hold himself together. Nodding his head, Taehyung sniffled as he then looked at the ground. His voice broke as he spoke. "Seo-Seokjin said tha-that... I'm having si-signs of an earl-early miscarriage. My period? was spotting and was a sign that I was ab-about to lo-lose the bab-baby." Taehyung hiccuped through his words, looking at his fingers.

Hearing Taehyung say that, broke Jungkook just a little bit more as he felt like his whole body could just go limp right now. Like Jungkook could seriously pass out right then and there. Taehyung was... carrying his child. Which broke his heart even more as he brought Taehyung into a tight and comforting hug. Not knowing what to say, but he knew Taehyung needed this hug, and honestly? so did Jungkook because the moment he brought Taehyung in for a hug was the moment he let the tears fall. Not wanting to make it obvious as Jungkook wanted to be strong for Taehyung but... he couldn't stop the tears from falling as he hugged Taehyung tightly.

After crying together for some while, Taehyung was still hugging Jungkook who had Taehyung's head resting on his shoulder. Hearing occasional sniffs come from Taehyung who was deep in thought and so was Jungkook but the comfort they both brought each other was enough for them to just stay like that. "... In a way," Taehyung pulled away to look at Jungkook who hummed softly, brushing Taehyung's hair behind his ear as Jungkook listened. "I'm glad... that the baby won't be born in this world because it's shit and... I don't think I would have wanted my... our kid to grow up like this. I wouldn't... bring them into a world with dead people at every corner." Taehyung admitted but even though he was saying that— he still imagined what could have been.

Jungkook slowly nodded as he pressed a light kiss onto Taehyung's forehead. "I understand." Jungkook said as he looked at Taehyung with the most adoring look before he smiled. "... Do you think we concieved," And just as Jungkook was about to finish his sentence, Taehyung finished it for him. "At the school?... yeah." Taehyung gulped and sniffled once more before finally pulling away from Jungkook who grabbed Taehyung's hand and held it. "So the condoms did not come in handy after all." Jungkook breathed out and honestly? that made Taehyung smile as he cracked a little giggle which made Jungkook smile before bringing Taehyung back into a hug.

"I'm sorry." Is all Taehyung could mutter out as he hugged Jungkook. Closing his eyes as he took in the warmth from Jungkook. "Don't-" Jungkook stopped Taehyung from apologizing. "You didn't know you were pregnant Taehyung. It-... we couldn't prevent it from happening. You have nothing to be sorry for, okay?" Jungkook reassured Taehyung who didn't know how to wrap his head around everything that was going on. Taehyung wasn't even sure why he was so heartbroken- their baby was nothing but a glob of cells, but it felt like his baby took apart of him without Taehyung even getting the chance to love them. Without even knowing, and then when he did find out, their baby was already gone.

All Taehyung could think about was apologizing. To his unborn baby, to Jungkook. It was just a lot to take in. Then just a few minutes later, Jimin came out and was approaching Taehyung with a saddened expression. Seokjin must have filled them in on what happened and Taehyung was kind of glad because he couldn't go through trying to explain what happened. Seeing Jimin, Taehyung didn't waste any time to engulf Jimin into a tight hug. Jimin holding Taehyung who held back his tears. It felt like Taehyung could cry but... he didn't want to. Did Taehyung even have a right to cry this much? He didn't know. God Taehyung just didn't know what to do.

"I'm sorry Taehyung." Jimin whispered, hugging his 'lil brother' and comforting Taehyung with his words. While the two had their moment, Jungkook stood at the tree with his thoughts. It didn't last long though before Namjoon approached Jungkook who cleared his throat. "Taehyung uh..." Jungkook stopped since his voice broke mid-sentence. Clearing his throat, Jungkook forced a smile. Seeing Jungkook's state, Namjoon bit his lip before bringing Jungkook in for a hug. Patting the males back a couple times. "I heard. I'm sorry for... I'm just sorry." Namjoon pulled away as Jungkook kept his smile while nodding. "It's fine. I'm fine."

Namjoon looked at Jungkook for quite some while before he spoke up. "Are you really? This... is a lot to take in I bet. Taehyung lost the baby before the two of you could even let it sink in that you two concieved a child. I just... I want to make sure you're okay." Namjoon made it clear that if Jungkook needed anyone, he was right there and ready for whatever Jungkook had to say. The words did get to Jungkook though. They were mourning over a pregnancy they didn't even get to be excited over. Would they have been excited? In a world like this? It scared Jungkook to think about. Would he even want a child, his child to live like this?

His child... Jungkook let the thought sink in and slowly his forced smile faded as he looked at Namjoon. "... I'm not okay." Jungkook admitted. "I'm far from okay but... I need to be strong. For Taehyung, for the group... I need... I want to stay strong. I just... I-" Jungkook stopped talking since he didn't know what else to say. What else could he say? "I need to be alone for a bit." Jungkook nodded with his own words before he was walking off. Feeling the tears swell up and once he was away from the group, Jungkook broke down. Letting all his bottled up emotions free as he fell to his knees and punched the ground. All that pent of emotions making way as Jungkook cried. For his unborn, for himself. For Taehyung and for every fucking thing that lead them to this point. For the fucked up world and... for the person he once was.