"Where are you taking me?" I ask Jordan for about the fifth time since we pulled out of my driveway and I can tell it's driving him insane. I don't blame him, its only been five minutes since the last time I asked.

"Josephine" he says sternly and I begin to feel a snort rising up at the use of my full name, "its been less than ten minutes, can you just shut up and let me focus on my driving?"

I then snort when I notice the look he gives me, I do it again and pick up my phone and begin to go through my messages.

I see the message I sent Shaze just this morning telling him how sorry I was that I couldn't hang with him. He viewed it but didn't reply.

I feel down because of it. I was looking forward to it and I bet he was too and I cancelled over a text.

"Are we there now?" I ask Jordan hopefully. He slams on the brakes forcefully and I lurch forward in my seat before I turn and look at him wide eyed and he gives me a maniac grin.

"We are now" he says with his eyes twinkling and gets out of his car motioning for me to follow him. As soon as I get out of the car I see we're at the abandoned church.

A small smile begins to creep up to my face as I remember that this was where we met. The shy red haired girl with  pig tails and the dark haired boy who promised to be her knight in shining armour and help her get back home safely.

To think that it has been twelve years since we've known each other.

The moment the thought comes to my mind, my mood dampens as I remember how he chose Renae over his friend of twelve years and I lose the smile that had danced its way up to my face.

"What are we doing here?" I ask as we reach the entrance of the church

"Curious are we?" Jordan asks with a smirk, obviously because he knows how impatient I can get, "just wait and see, we don't want to spoil the fun, do we?"

"No" I grit out and follow him through the gates and we walk in silence till we reach the backyard and I loose my breath momentarily

Everywhere looks astounding, its obvious Jordan arranged the place up with a picnic setting and beautiful scented candles. I look to the left a little and notice a projector

I look up at him and smile an earnest smile that I haven't had on in a while, "you did all this?"

"Who else would drag their ass to this desolated part of town and do it?" He asks with a smirk while beaming at me

"Thank you" I say and walk towards where the blanket is on the floor and plop down on it. He then follows suit and pulls out the food he packed.

Its already dark and the sky looks pretty with all the stars lighting them up.

"I always loved coming here" I say and drink in the surrounding once again, "until I lost my way"

He chuckles at the memory, "I don't think I've ever seen Flinette that mad in my life"

"Me too" I say and we both laugh together before he stands up and begins to play the movie

"I picked up a sappy chick flick just for you" he says

I beam at him and he smiles back at me and then we begin to each and watch the movie

*

Its been twenty minutes since the movie started and I doubt that Jordan is even paying any attention to what's going on. He's been on his phone since, and I just bet that I know who is getting all his attention.

I peer over his shoulder and see that he is actually texting Renae and I feel anger and jealousy boiling up inside me.

"Are you paying attention to the movie?" I ask Jordan and he looks up from his phone guiltily at me

"Of course I am" he says

"Then want happened before this scene?"

Silence, all I can hear is silence all around us, I stand up and dust my clothes

"That's what I thought" I say with as much venom as I can

"C'mon Jossie" he says to me

"No, I have had it with being second best" I pick up my bag and begin to walk away.

I hear him following me and calling out my name but I just keep walking. He then runs in front of me and blocks my path

"Move out of my way" I say sternly and try to move past him but he blocks me again

"Just listen to me" he says

"Just one day" I start with tears already forming in my eyes, "I only wanted one day with you for myself, was it too much to ask?" My voice cracks.

"Jossie" he starts but I cut him off

"Clearly, you've already set your priorities and I'm not one of them

He let's out a frustrated groans and runs his hands through his hair which is something he does when he's frustrated and has a big decision to make. He then looks at me apologetically.

"Thats what I thought" I say while fighting back tears so that I don't look weak but strong. I push past him and storm out of the church and start walking back home.

Not long after regret begins to fill me up, why was I being a bitch? I should be happy for him. I always wanted him to be happy and now that he is why does it feel wrong.

The tears begin to rain down my face, I silently hope that it doesn't rain. On cue I feel the first rain drop on my face and begin running.

I can't go home looking like this, Flinette would go crazy. I look up and realize that I unconsciously ran all the way to Shaze's house. I sigh and run the raining way to his door and knock on it while shivering.

After 2 more minutes of me knocking, the door opens to reveal Shaze who looks like he just got out of bed. Damn, that's a sexy look.

He stares at me with a confused expression painting his face and then he notices that I'm drenched and I have started shivering but he doesn't make a move to let me in

"Can I come in?" I ask and he eyes me warily

"Thought you didn't want to hang"

Before I can make a coherent statement I begin to feel weak. I guess my body has finally reached its limit, with all that cheerleading, mental stress and now walking under the cold rain.

I feel myself getting dizzy but I pull the last of my strength to keep from swaying cause Josephine Anderson isn't a weak girl

"Its not that I didnt but something came up" I say apologetically, "now please let me in before I freeze my ass off"

He looks at me for a while before he moves back and opens the door to allow me in. I walk into his living room and drop my bag and follow him into his kitchen where I see him brewing coffee for me.

I start feeling weaker and have to sit on a breakfast stool to keep from passing out but this only makes him look at me weirder.

"Do you need a change of clothes?" He asks and I nod and attempt a smile. He walks up to his room and comes back two minutes later with a shirt and a sweat pant.

He then puts the clothes in my hands and I notice his eyebrows shoot up fast

"What?"

"You're fucking hot" he says and places his palm on my forehead.

"Its just a fever" I say trying to put up a brave front but my body betrays me when I attempt to get up and end up falling on the floor because my body is now too weak to keep me up.

"Like hell it is" he says and crouches beside me before carrying me up bridal style and placing me on a couch.

"Shaze..." I begin and he looks at me questioningly, "I need to change out of my clothes"

"No shit Sherlock" he says sarcastically and begins to move away so as to give me space to change. I immediately grab his hand, stopping him from leaving

I gulp, knowing that the next thing I'm going to say is going to hurt my pride, "help me"

He stares at me wide eyed and then runs his hand through his hair before walking off to turn off the lights.

I then hear him walk up to me. He helps me sit up before I feel him tugging at me shirt and I pull my arms up for him to get it off. After he tosses it aside he tenses and I hear him sigh

"You can take it off" I say referring to my bra. I feel his hand at my back tugging at the strap and I shudder when our skin makes contact. He finally manages to unhook it and tosses it aside also before bending down to pull my skirt off.

He walks to the kitchen and comes back with the clothes he gave me before coming back and pulling his shirt over my head but he then huffs out a breath when he notices the outline of my hands covering  my chest. He doesn't say anything and just pulls the shirt on for me and I stretch out my legs for him to pull the sweat pants for me.

He then walks away and puts on the light and my face is beet red and he chuckles when he notices it. He sits besides me and unlocks his phone and searches up memes so we can laugh and lighten the mood.

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I wake up and feel an arm draped around my torso. It's obvious I'm in someone's bed and it takes me about two minutes to realize it's Shaze's room.

I don't bolt up immediately because I feel a wet clothe on my forehead. I sit up slowly and take it off and turn to see a sleeping Shaze beside me. I smile and push off his black hair from his forehead and he shifts a little and mumbles.

Fuck, he's so cute. I try to stand up but my movement makes his drag me back down and he cuddles me closer to him and my eyes are wide open and my heart is beating faster.

"Go back to sleep" he mumbles and I take a deep breath, drowning in his cologne and do so.

AN

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