I walk into my living room and stop momentarily when I see my mom sitting on the couch, I drop my bag on the kitchen island and get myself a glass of water.

"Was that Shaze that dropped you off?" my mom asks and I almost spit out the water.

I swallow the water immediately, "yeah"

My mom goes back to watching the tv and I feel a smile etching it's way to my face since this is the first time my mom has spoken to me. I don't mind that she was asking about Shaze as long as she spoke to me.

I skip to my room and lay down on my bed, feeling delighted. My body is still tingling and the smile on my face from when I walked through my front door hasn't left my face.

I kick my legs on the bed and squeal into my pillow, I can't believe that I just kissed Shaze. I sit up and then lay back down then sit up and lay back and continue in that sequence until I get dizzy and decide that it would be wise to just stop.

I pick Tata from my bed and hug him and the love shape of its face only makes my face warmer and I squeal into it and try to calm myself down.

My phone chimes and I pick it up with the smile still on my face and I see that it's a message from Micheal. I open it and I am greeted with another picture of Shaze and a random girl making out in a place that looks oddly familiar.

I zoom in on the image and try to remember where I had seen the background but the pounding in my head won't let me figure it out. I stand up from my bed and start pacing my room.

It's quite obvious that Micheal doesn't know that I have his number saved and that's probably why he is still sending me these. I don't know whether I should let him know or just let him continue so I can see how far he will go with it.

I gnaw at my nails as my mind is racing in different directions, my phone chimes again and it's another message from Micheal.

M: Is this the man you claim to like.

J: What's it to you?

M: I'm just giving you heads up.

J: Well, I don't need your help so buzz off or else I will block you.

M: If you really wanted to block me you would have done so long a long time ago.

J: fuck off because if you get me mad you won't like what I will do to you.

M: you don't even know me, besides I am just looking out for your best interests, let go of Shaze before things get messy.

I slam my phone on my bed and scream into my pillow, why is Micheal doing all this, what will he gain from hurting me.

I really need to find out what is going on with Shaze, I hate the fact that Micheal knows so much about him and I know nothing.

I look at the time and it's just 7 and I decide that I'll take a quick nap and wake up by 8.

My alarm goes off by 8 and I spring out of bed immediately because even my dreams were hunted by all that has been going on.

I need to know what is really going on with Shaze. I open one of the drawers in my room where I keep my hair products, after searching for a while I find what I am looking for.

I pull out the temporary black hair dye and check the expiration date. I walk into my bathroom and apply it into my hair.

After following the instructions I look into the mirror satisfied with the fact that it is not noticeable that my hair was red before. I straighten my hair so that it's no longer curly and falls straight down my waist.

I select a black net crop top with a white bra, black ripped bum shorts and a black ankle booth. After dressing, I check myself in the mirror and I feel satisfied with the fact that I look unrecognizable, I apply makeup which is something I don't normally do.

I pick a black purse and stuff my wallet and phone into it along with my house keys. I take another look in the mirror and I have to admit that I look really good dark haired.

I tip toe down the stairs and past my mom who is still watching TV and out the front door. I take in a deep breath of the fresh hair and mentally prep myself for what I am about to do.

Today is Friday and a lot of people go clubbing on Friday's and if I am right then Shaze would also be there at that club. I look at the clock and it's 8:45. I nod my head and shake myself a little to give myself the necessary mental boost I need.

I hail a cab and rest my head on the head rest as I think about all that this week has given me, I unconsciously start biting my nails again as I feel nervous as to what I might find out today.

I open my phone and go to my Instagram, there's something that I have been contemplating since Micheal told me about his past. I've wanted to find out what his life was like back then. I tracked his old high school before he transferred here and I managed to get the instagram profile of someone from his class.

I tap my nails on the message bar on his classmate's profile, unsure as to whether I should even be prying that deep into his past. I tap the follow button and decide to just take things slowly. I bet it wont take long for his classmate to notice that someone like me started following him.

The cab stops and I look outside the window and notice that we are at the alley leading to the club. I step out of the cab and check myself in my hand mirror once more to make sure I look unrecognizable and that my freckles are covered completely by the makeup.

I walk to the door of the club and do the signature knock and the door opens to reveal the same bouncer from last time. I eye him as he scrutinizes my outfit and I can tell that he finds it attractive.

He opens the door wider for me to pass and as I do so he slaps my ass and I turn to glare at him, "if you don't find what you're looking for out there then just know that I am right here"

"I'd rather suck a dead man's cock than think of you" I spit out and walk into the club.

My heart beats fast and I can feel my palms sweating despite the air conditioning. I take a seat at the bar and I can feel eyes on me. I must look like fresh meat to them, I find it really disgusting how women are treated like sexual objects.

I order a martini and sip on it so that no one tries to order me anything and start a meaningless conversation that I will clearly not be interested in.

I check my phone and the time is 9:30, I can't really remember what time it was when I followed Shaze in here so I can't tell exactly when he will come in or if he will even come in at all.

A guy walks up to me and I roll my eyes as he flexes his wrist that has a rolex on it in front of me, I take another sip from my martini as he scans me from head to toe.

"You alone?" he asks as he sidles into the seat beside mine.

"What does it look like?"

"Sassy" he comments and runs his hand through my hair, "I like that"

"I bet you do" I comment and push his hand away from my face.

"Why not we take this up the stair?" he asks and I fix my full glare on.

"Fuck off" I say, "I don't fuck little boys"

He laughs and runs his hand down my arm, "I bet you don't, but I could give you a good time"

"I bet you could" I say and remove his hand from my arm, "but I am not interested"

I turn my head away and spot Shaze walking into the club, I freeze as my eyes follow his movement. I hop off my seat and like I am in a trance I walk towards where he is standing at the edge of the room.

The weirdo with the rolex calls for me and I flip him the finger and continue walking towards Shaze.
What am I going to do when I see Shaze? Do I call him out for coming here? But if I do won't he claim he just came clubbing and doing that is normal? No, I'll catch him in the act and what better way to catch him in the act then being the person in the act with him.

"Hey" I say and run my hands along the length of his bicep.

"Hey" he says but doesn't look at me.

"Want to go somewhere quiet?" I ask and start trailing a lazy pattern on his arm and he finally looks at me.

"You look underage" he says and I laugh.

"Looks are deceptive" I purr, "let me show you a good time"

He looks me up and down and a warm feeling engulfs me and I shift a little under the scrutiny of his gaze.

I hold his hand and lead him up a corridor with stairs that I saw other girls lead guys through and I am guessing leads to the bedrooms.

I spot an empty room at the end of the hall, we enter and as soon as I close the door, he spins me and pulls me to his chest.

His hand slips down my back and to my ass, I run my hands up his chest and his lips crush on mine and I feel the warm feeling again along with the butterflies.

He nibbles on my bottom lip as his other hand grabs my boobs violently and a moan escapes my lips and he squeezes harder. I put both hands on his shoulder and he lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist.

He pushes me against the wall and my nails dig into his back as his hands keep exploring my body. He lifts me up again and drops me on the bed.

He stops immediately I land on the bed and confusion is written all over his face, my hair that was covering the scar on my forehead had spread out on the bed and I bet he could see it clearly.

"What's wrong Shaze?" I ask, "now that you know it's me, you don't want to fuck me again?"

"Jossie?" he says in a small whisper and realization finally hits him, "holy shit"

"Holy shit indeed" I say and sit up on my elbows.

He paces the room back and forth and I simply sit on the bed and watch him, "what are you doing here?"

"I'd like to ask you the same thing" I retort, "What is Shaze Farrand doing here?"

"fuck fuck fuck" he says as he runs his hands through his hair, "Jossie please listen to me"

"So that you can keep lying to me?" I ask and my face only has hurt written on it, "like you've been doing all this time?"

"It's not what it looks like"

"Really?" I ask, "Then what does you fucking random chicks look like? A purification rite?"

"You have every right to be angry and hurt" Shaze says and I get up from the bed.

"No, I don't" I say, "because I'm someone who means nothing to you, since you can just kiss me one moment and the next come to get a good fuck"

"Jossie please calm down" Shaze says

"No, I can't be calm because I'm not even angry" I say, "I'd be angry if I even meant the slightest bit to you but since I don't then there's no reason for me to be"

I walk past him and pull open the door, "don't follow me, don't call me, leave me alone and please just give me some breathing space" I slam the door and pat my hair down since it got roughed up a little.

AN

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I have done it again 😌😌, I wouldn't be me if I don't do something like this 😏😏

And now I leave you all restless till my next update. See you on Thursday!!!

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