Hey guys, I just wanted to say that I guess I'm depressed again?

I mean, today I started having thoughts on going and grabbing a blade and offing myself.

To be honest, life is kind of empty for me right now and I wish it would end.

I don't know why I suddenly feel like this, I mean....I haven't done anything like this in months and suddenly I feel so empty inside.

It makes me want to scream but at the same time give up.

Is this a relapse or...I just...don't know, any advice could be great because I honestly feel like shit right now.