Chapter 17: No
"Jimin hyung, why are you here this early?" Taehyung place a cup of coffee into Jimin's hands. Minjoon and Yoongi still sleeping soundly. Minjoon definitely looks better now and Jimin was so glad about that.
"I—I missed Minjoon"
"Okay, I understand that. You guys has never been separated before right?" Taehyung chuckles before taking a sip on his hot chocolate.
Jimin's phone keeps on ringing but Jimin didn't even bother to check whose calling. And when he does, he just rejects the calls. He sits on the chair, face frowning and he keeps on playing with his fingers.
"Hyung... you seem troubled. What happened? Did you have a fight with Jungkook last night?" Taehyung asks, putting down his mug and stares at Jimin's eyes.
Jimin shakes his head, his head was lowered. His cheeks redden, he's been holding back tears. Jimin bites his lips, chewing on it until tae had to hold his hand, to make him stop and focus on him only.
"Tae—I made a mistake"
"What mistake? Is this about Minjoon? Don't worry hyung, he's perfectly fine and it wasn't you fault to begin with"
"No~ I---I will tell you, but promised to not tell anyone. Not even Yoongi!"
Taehyung frowns, he never sees Jimin this anxious before. He nods his head, eyes focusing on Jimin.
"I—I slept with Jungkook last night" Jimin whispered so that only Taehyung can hear that.
"So?" Taehyung didn't get it. Its normal for them to sleep with each other right?
"I—We---"Jimin couldn't find the right word to say it. He keeps on fixing his gaze on the floor. That's when Taehyung realized, he understood what Jimin has said. His eyes widen, he looks at Jimin with opened mouth.
"Oh shit!"
Jimin slaps Taehyung's arm. "Tae you're too loud!" Jimin yell-whispered at him.
"How did you? Did you guys get drunk or something?"
"I-was-sober!" Jimin glares at Taehyung. If it was a drunk sex, he wouldn't be this anxious. He can just laughs and get over it. But he was sober. He knows what he's doing. They both know. And now Jimin didn't know what to do. He can't just meet Jungkook and say 'hey, it's funny how we hooked up last night'. He CAN'T!
"I thought Jungkook is straight?"
"Exactly! He's straight! He even has a fiancée—oh god! What have I done tae!?" Jimin whispered in horror.
"Wait--- he's engaged!? And he had sex with you!?" Taehyung yell-whispered too. His eyes widen.
"God! Tae don't say it that way! You make it worse!" Jimin groans in frustrations.
"We both cheated on someone tae. Oh my god! What have I done!?" Jimin fists his hair in frustration.
"Okay, I understand the part where Jungkook cheats on his fiancée. But you? Are you dating someone?"
"I'm married to Namjoon!"
"Hyung! Namjoon hyung doesn't count! He's--- you know!" Taehyung palms his forehead, defeated.
"How dare you! I still used his family's name! And we are still married!" Jimin glares at Taehyung.
"Whatever hyung."
Jimin couldn't stop thinking. He's been cheating on Namjoon. For four years, he's been loyal to Namjoon and last night—ughh! Jimin couldn't think straight anymore. Jungkook also has been cheating on Naeun. Oh that poor girl. She would be heartbroken if she knows about this.
Jimin exhales heavily. He hates himself. Hates himself for doing that with Jungkook. Hates himself that he allows himself to let Jungkook touches him that way. And he hates that a huge part of him didn't regret any of the things that happened last night.
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Jungkook jogs his way towards Minjoon's ward. Once he steps his foot inside, he spots Minjoon giggling at Jimin. He can hear them talk about something funny.
"Daddy!" Minjoon jumps from his bed, straight onto Jungkook's arm when he spots Jungkook standing beside his bed. Jungkook almost drop Minjoon, but thanks to his quick reflexes, he manage to hold the boy down.
"Slowly buddy, you're going to hurt yourself"
"Daddy~ I'm not itching anymore. Look, the doctor injects me here last night and it's all gone" Minjoon points at the injection marks that is hardly visible by now.
"You're a brave kid. I'm so proud of you!" Jungkook nuzzles his nose with Minjoon, making him giggles softly.
Jimin sits there quietly once Jungkook steps inside. He didn't even look at Jungkook's directions. Instead, he keeps on playing with his fingers or fixing the flowers in the vase. Jungkook notices that.
"Daddy, when can I get home?"
"Well, if you're this healthy, I guess the doctor couldn't keep you here any longer right?" Jungkook kiss his cheek lightly. Minjoon shouts a big 'yes' when he heard that.
"Minjoon ah, appa will meet the doctor for a second. Be a good boy and stay here okay?" Jimin said that and left them without even look at Jungkook.
Jungkook sighs heavily. He knows exactly why Jimin acts like that. They need to talk. They need that talk.
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"Thank you Mr. Kim. Your bills has been paid by your husband"
"What!?" Jimin shouts, disbelief. The poor nurse in front of him flinched, shocked with Jimin's voice.
"Jimin..." Jimin turns his head towards Jungkook. He glares at him.
"Why did you do that!?"
Jungkook didn't even get to answer that. Jimin just put money in his hand harshly.
"I don't need your money! I'm capable of taking care of my family! And why did you have to go and tell everyone we're married!?" Jimin burst in anger.
"I did not! Okay you know what, we need to talk." Jungkook groans in his palms.
"There's nothing to talk!" Jimin walks past Jungkook but Jungkook manages to hold his hand. Jungkook simply drags Jimin outside, somewhere farther than people.
"Hyung... don't do this. I love Minjoon, I wouldn't mind using my money for him"
"He's not your son!"
"I know! I know that! God why are you so—so ughh!" Jungkook groans in annoyance.
"Hyung, I—I love you. I wanted to be there for you, for Minjoon too. Give me a chance to take care of you" Jungkook holds Jimin's hand.
"Are you insane!? You cheated on your fiancée and you made me cheated on Namjoon! What happened last night was a stupid mistake! It shouldn't happened and it won't happen again! I'm so fucking stupid to let you do that last night! It means nothing! Nothing at all! I don't need your help! Me and Minjoon are better without you!" Jimin yells.
"............... Wow Park Jimin. Is this your way of shutting people out? People who loves you? Fine. It was a mistake? It means nothing? Okay" Jungkook leave Jimin right there. He enters Minjoon's ward and said his goodbyes, saying that he has works to do and Minjoon has to go home with his appa. Lucky for him, Minjoon just nods and says okay, making it easier for them. Jungkook kisses Minjoon's forehead before walks away.
He was hurt. So hurt.
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Jimin didn't mean to say that. Everything just comes out of his mouth, unintentionally. He was scared. His heart yearns for Jungkook. He missed being in Jungkook's arm, missed to feel safe again. But Jungkook has a fiancée and Jimin wouldn't want to hurt her. It was a mistake. They should have never had sex. But Jungkook was so—so assuring. Jimin didn't want to admit it, but he has fallen in love with Jungkook.
He knows if he lets Jungkook stay, he would never be able to let him go. But Jungkook has to go eventually. He has Naeun. Jimin was nothing compared to her.
Jimin sits by himself for a while, crying his heart out. He missed Jungkook already. But he has to do this. For Jungkook.
Once he relaxed a bit, he walks inside to meet Minjoon. After settling everything, he brings Minjoon home. The road to home was happening, they talk, and they jokes with each other. Just like how Minjoon used to be. Jimin feels relieved about that.
But why, why does his heart feels empty? Like something is missing.
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