You know that feeling you get when you tell a lie. 

Imagine having that feeling every day.

When you smile and laugh. 

When you pretend you're okay but deep down you know hurting.

I have to carry that feeling every day.

I know what it's like to pretend to be happy, to feel scared, and feel broken. 

No one sees the truth in my eyes.

It hurts, it honestly hurts

But soon it will all be over.