CHAPTER NINETEEN !
( basically soulmates already )

KENNEDY SAT BESIDE DYLAN on their living room couch, waiting patiently for the three boys to arrive. while dylan watched another episode of 'keeping up with the kardashians,' kennedy had a can of rootbeer in her hand scanning over the blank page she had laid out in front of her.

it was the very first page of the brand new journal she had bought a while back, never getting the chance to use it. she felt that the old journal, wasn't really a journal she wanted to continue. the last entry she had made in it was her form of a goodbye to such a negative period in her life. and that this journal, would be a beginning of something new.

a positive beginning.

she wanted to use the journal again for the same exact use. she wanted to use it as an outlet, for her mind, for her music.

dear diary?

i don't know what the fuck to call this? because i don't want to use it as a diary, it's more than that. it's gonna have some things about music, and things about me. but it's not a diary. i just don't know what to call it yet to be completely honest.

i finished the album today. and i'm waiting for nick and his brothers to come over currently.

and i really want to talk to him about release dates.

i was thinking maybe my birthday? or i don't know some random ass day.

but i mainly want to ask nick. maybe his brothers too but i don't think that they'd really be interested in that.

speaking of his brothers, dylan for some reason has this obsession with the idea that i have some thing for matt.

yeah, he's a good looking kid, but i'd rather have a friend than a man right now.

i don't know if i really even want a man right now.

or ever again.

he who shall not be named will never be mentioned in this journal by the way. he's old news! in the past. adios!

but again, with matt, even thought dylan has this feeling about us, i don't think it'll happen. plus i don't want it to happen.

i really clicked with him and i really like having him as a friend. even though we basically just met a few days ago.

BUT! we both love hotel ugly, he said he likes my music, he also started watching adventure time when i said we should watch it, because it's literally my favorite show. and his favorite soda is ROOTBEER, which is my favorite soda

did i forget to mention that we both love hotel ugly. AND ROOTBEER??? like hello. basically soulmates already?

no. not soulmates. i meant like, we're meant to be.

MEANT TO BE BESTFRIENDS. meant to be bestfriends.

alright. i think that's my queue to stop writing.
i'm not sure when i'll write in this again

much love,
  - kenny

KENNEDY SHUT THE JOURNAL with a loud sigh, glancing to her left which was where dylan sat beside her.

and when she did look to dylan. dylan was already looking at her.

well, she wasn't looking at her, she was actually glaring at the small journal in her lap, and then glanced up to look at her. in that moment, kennedy came to the realization that dylan had just watched her write down those words onto paper.

"soulmates," dylan repeated kennedy's words to herself. "told you." she mentioned quickly before redirecting her attention back towards the tv.

"dylan." kennedy spoke sternly.

"no no, no need to speak." dylan responded, not sparing her a look. "i know exactly how you feel kenny." she grins, still watching the show.

and to this remark, all kennedy could bring herself to physically do in response,

was smile.

avas note

realization? possibly? possibly not.

sorry for the short chapter :)

but thankyou for 7k reads. i love u guys.

much love,
ava <3