Darkness swallowed me as pains dissolved in it and I was beyond of anything to feel.

As I thought this was the end , something started to begin again. Light came from distance killing my darkness.

I felt someone touching me. I Forced my eyes open. I could see. Again.

A familiar face in front of me.

"Mom?", I couldn't believe my eyes and then my voice too.

What's happening?

"Y/n ahh wake up! Don't you want to go to school?", she yelled at me.

What?!

" What? School? ", I jolt up to sit and looked around.

I was in my old bedroom. Mom was in front of me. Looking rather young.

"Yes. School. Get up quickly and get ready. Or else you'll be late" she snapped more angrily.

" But I don't have school. Why would I go to school? ", I asked in complete disbelief.

" Don't make me angry now, y/n. I'm trying to wake you up from 10 minutes. Why did you sleep late at night when you know you have school today? It's Monday!", she became angrier.

"Mom wait . Please give me a moment", I requested .

I was never confused this much in my whole life . I was a lawyer. I left school long ago. I was with Taehyung in Qatar! How come I'm back in my school days?

Then the real question left my mouth, " Mom, what year is this? "

" Did you lost your mind? This is 2015!"

2015!

2015!

2015!

2015!

That number kept ringing in my ears .

I was in 2022. Now I'm in 2015. I'm now 7 years ago. Time travel isn't real, is it? Then does this means it was all just a dream?

This can't be a dream. All of this felt so real. I can still see everything after I close my eyes. Taehyung!

That means he wasn't real. But I loved him truly. I can still feel my love for him . The thought of it all being unreal is breaking my heart.

Who is Taehyung? Who is BTS? Are they even real or just it was my dream? Do they even exist?

I start crying with all of the overwhelming thoughts.

I look at Mom. She looks concerned right now. I hug her and start crying.

"What happened, Y/n ah?", her voice also softened this time.

"Just a..... Just a .... Nigh... Night... Nightmare", I sobbed as I accepted all this.

" Y/n ahhh", mom screamed, " You're so hot!"

" I know ", I mumbled.

" Aish! You have fever! ", she said .

***

As a result, I didn't have to go to school that day . I took medicine and laid in my bed all day.

I knew I'm behaving like a child more than a child itself. Dreams and nightmares whatever is it, it's not real. It doesn't have anything to do with our real life. Whatever we see in sleep, we have to forget while we get up and keep going on daily life.

But inside me, there was going on world war 3. Between my heart and mind.

My mind accepted all this as a dream as soon as I heard the year we're in. We're actually still in 2015. I'm still in my final year of high school. I'm not a lawyer. Why will I be ? When I wanted to be a doctor since I was a child. My parents and I are preparing for that. I studied hard so that I can get admitted in medical school later this year. For my stupid behavior, I missed a day of school. I don't have any best friend called Jisoo. My best friend is Jessi. And I'm sure there's no kpop group called BTS. It was all dream only. If I search online, there will be no result.

But my heart refused to accept all of this. It still believes that dream to be true. It thinks there's some mistake that I'm back in 2015. Exactly back. That means all of that was real. This stupid heart still feels the love I felt in that stupid nightmare. A nightmare that made me introduce and fall in love with people that don't exist and the die . But my heart still believes, there's somewhere Taehyung, still loving me .

What happened to me? I was never like this. I'm not delusional. I was always practical. I always focused on my studies. I don't even have a big friend circle. Just me and my best friend, my only friend. I don't even watch and fangirl over kpop and kdrama like other girls. Then how did this happened to me? How come people I don't know entered my dream and affected me this much . That I'm still thinking about all this , laying in bed at midnight.

I try to clear my mind and fell asleep. But I can't. Maybe because I'm scared I'll see another dream if I fell asleep. I was never scared of nightmares but this is me now.

I gave up and got up from bed. I turn on the light and start studying.

I studied all night . Then took a shower and got ready for school before my mom comes to wake me up. My fever is now gone. I had to put makeup, which I usually don't do , to hide my dark circles.

After breakfast, I leave for school, after 3 days, but it feels like years .

Little did I know what the day had in store for me.