Okay. No one may look at this but this feels super important to me. There are people who are sad a lot and I know I cant say that this isn't true because Im always sad. And some people think, " Oh your an only child. You have the best life ever and you get what ever you want."

    Well its not. You can look at some one and you cant tell what there going through. You cant feel there emotional pain unless you've been through it.
 
     And then there are some people who bully others because they are jealous, or think they have everything they dont. Well maybe all those bully's should stop and think for a second. " Is this the best thing to do?"
 
    Every human has feelings. And I know so, so many people who can hurt my feelings without even trying. And that is probably why I cant trust so easily. Because Ive been backstabed, bullied, and had people physically hurt me.

   Ill just brush it off like is never happened, and they probably will to. But I know my friends will never give a second though if they hurt someone.

  Theyll never know because they think Im that go lucky/ quiet all the time person, but Ive been lonely. Alone for a good portion of my life. And no one will never be there to see me cry or bust my feelings out because I know for a fact that no one cares. Everyone says         " We'll be there for you" and " Dont worry, Ive got your back."

    Ive always got there back and they never, ever had mine. And I think I just care to much because I don't want to be alone again.
 
     Im sorry, I guess I wanted to get some stress off of me. Do you guys want me to continue. If you do I just need 3 comments asking.