Kanan's POV

Everyday. A constant war. Between life and death. Those for hope, who believe in the Rebellion. Yet, we still lose life from our friends, families, and our home. My crew, on our way to rescue Hera. We saved her only to lose someone: Ezra.

"Let's get out of here!" Called Hera. Getting onto the ship, everyone was here. We saved Hera, my love. Now, it's time to go home. Storm troopers shooting at the ship, everyone trying to bring the ship down. Ezra gripped his lightsaber. "We gotta leave!" He yelled. His heather eyes glowing.

"Sabine!" I called. Sabine hollers. "Working on it!" Hearing her voice, from the cockpit. I hold Hera close to me, not wanting to lose her again. The ship rocks a bit. Ezra stumbles and looks down. I could feel his rage slowly rise. He was not having it.

Don't fight. As the ship stops shaking, an explosion rocks it. I fall back with Hera. I grunted as I hit my head. Fluttering my eyes open, I stand up. "Everyone ok?" Hera nodded looking around. She looks down and gasped. Ezra fell!

The teen stood, seeing a flame heading towards us. I could feel his fear, making my legs shake. Ezra! Hurry to us! Ezra didn't move. He pushed his hands out, blocking the flames from hitting us. My eyes watch in horror. Ezra! No!

"Go!" He cried. "No!" Hera's voice cracked. Ezra didn't look back. I felt my body trembling with worry. I wanted to get out alive, not lose my child!

Ezra turned to me. His blue eyes looking into my misty green eyes. My heart swelled up. He's grown. He smiled, with the one we have seen all the time. Hope. Protect them, Master. I blinked in horror. No! I reached my hand out. He shook his head.

May the Force be with you, Caleb. Always.

Ezra faced us, force pushing us away. The inferno gulped him up in seconds. "Ezra!" I sobbed. Hera's eyes filled with tears. I hold her close, crying as well. The ship took off, my heart broken in pieces. My son. I thought. My son's dead...

Feeling the pain wash over my body, I let everything out. My anger, my sadness, my happiness. All of it. From losing him. It's my fault Ezra. Feeling Hera rub my back. You shouldn't have died in that inferno, I should have.

   I feel my body weakened, leaning against Hera for support. I hear Sabine, quietly sobbing. We were all mourning for Ezra. Our friend. Our guide. Our little spark. Now, he's gone...

   There's a tear in my heart, that is bleeding out. I'm numb, and cold. The world around me doesn't exist. Only blackness.

   Months go by, and I barely smile. Ezra's death was an impact to the Crew. Sabine and I mourn for him. She cared for him like a little sibling. Zeb, he misses him a lot. Hera, she's just quiet about him.

   Chopper beeps sad when he's mentioned to the droid. I can't blame him. Ezra. We miss you.

I sit in my room, scarred for life. I remember the incident, the inferno flames, smoke filling my watering eyes. Some say I'm traumatized. I am. Ezra was as if he was my long lost son. He was too young!

    Nights, I have nightmares. My thoughts telling me it's all my fault for his fall. I would wake up, crying my eyes out, til I fall back asleep. I miss my son. We all do.

    One faithful night, I was asleep, when I felt an odd feeling in my chest. I was in a white room, with a beautiful tree in the middle, grass under my feet. It felt so warm, so relaxing. I could feel the tension in my body to release.

  
   "Master." I blinked at the voice. That young soft voice. Ezra! I looked forward to see my child, standing in front of me, smiling. "How are you?" He asked. My heart swelled up with emotions. "We-We missed you.."

 
    "I know Kanan." Sadness rung in his voice. "But I understand, the loss." He added. "Please, don't dwell on the past. Look towards the future." I didn't look up one bit. My mind still brought up the inferno. "Don't be sad."

    I looked at my child. "Keep holding on, Dume." He smiled. "The Empire will meet their down fall." I smiled, with tears of joy. "May the force be with you." I could feel the room fade, until I was back in my room.

   I love you son, you will always be with us.

   Love you guys, you're my one and only family.