Ezra. How he's changed. Now, 17 he's different from when he first met the Crew. Ezra looked around and was alone.

He honestly felt bad about himself. He yelled at Kanan and the others. Guilt build up his system.

Ezra wanted to fix things but felt like he couldn't do anything. He need to do something to get this out of his system. He wants to not be a jerk anymore.

He doesn't want to go to the dark side.

He dropped his light saber on a rock, and his com. He started walking towards the spider enterance and kept walking. He hummed quietly and looked around.

It's better than the worst way, it's getting better than the worst way.....

He kept looking around and felt everything going away.

Look around, look around, round
Look around, look around, round
Look around, look around, round
Look around, look around, round

So here's another day
I spend away from you

Another night I'm on another broken avenue

Trade it in for who I've shinny celebrity skin

I like to push it, and push it until my luck is over

I wonder what you doing?
I wonder if you doubt it?

I wonder how we ever used to go so long without it?

All the work to impress charming girls

Out- a dress, smiling pretty, and pretty yeh yeh

   An image of Sabine popped in his head. He smiled. She and him have grown a good connection. He liked it, a close friend, a sister.

What you want? What you need?

Inside you

I thought you wanted me

If I burn...

What you want? What you need?

Inside you...

I'll make this perfectly

Ezra gulped and shut his eyes tight.

I thought you wanted me?

Cross my heart...

If I burn out...

I hope to...

And slipped away!

I thought you wanted me

What you want? What you need

I hope to die...

Your beautiful!

Hope to die!

You are......!

Ezra now had tears running down his face. His emotions took over now. He was still walking, he wanted to still be far.

I been here so very...long!

I'm higher!! You can't out hide me!!

I never took you for a drift but sometimes...

I don't know what you are

    Ezra blinked as he tripped over a large rock and rolled down a long hill. He tried to stop, only making it worst.

    His head hit up against a rock, causing him to roll more.

   The hill was over, but Ezra was out...

...........

    Kanan was meditating...as always...

     He heard footsteps behind him. Hera...and Zeb? Kanan turn his head slightly. "Need anything." He asked.

   "Kanan, have you seen Ezra? He's been...missing."

   Missing?! Kanan jumped to his feet. "What do you mean missing?!" He raised his voice.

   Zeb stepped forward. "For three hours Kanan, almost four. He should be back by now." Kanan felt scared and worried. "I'll go find-" Hera stopped him.

   "We will come." Kanan shook his head. "No." He said quietly. "He's my Padawan Hera, I can find him. I may be blind but...I can still see clearly."

   Now that's the Kanan they know!

    Kanan passed by and kept walking, his hand out to check and feel things. Well, this is gonna be hard. Kanan honestly didn't think through of it.

Kanan felt his hand touch a rock. He tried to sense Ezra's Force signature but...nothing. Kanan cursed under his breathe.

Where the fuck is he?? I'm getting worried Ezra.

Kanan kept walking more and more, his heart was racing. I'm going to have a heart attack if my son isn't found. Kanan thought. Wait! Did I say son?! What the space waffles?

      Kanan kept going until he felt something off. He stopped. He still had his hand out, he slowly moved it along a rock, his hand reached to  something metal.

   EZRA'S LIGHTSABER!!!

"Ezra!?" Kanan felt like he was there. "Ezra are you there?" Nothing. Plane silence. Kanan grabbed the lightsaber and comm he just now noticed. He then felt a fainted feeling. Ezra! Please be alive kid!

Kanan followed the feeling. He felt it getting closer than ever. "Ezra. I'm here." He whipsers. Kanan jumps over fallen trees, rocks and pass near animals.

Kanan stopped when he looked at a small figure down a hill. "Ezra!" He cried. Kanan slide down and reached to Ezra. He pulled him close to his Padawan.

He checked for a pulse. Alive.

"Ezra. Wake up." A bump was on Ezra's head, Kanan pulled him closer for Ezra to hear Kanan's heartbeat. "Wake up...wake up my child, my wonderful child." He said trying not to cry.

........

   Kanan retired back with Ezra in his arms. Hera turned around and saw the moment, she ran up and looked at Ezra. Ezra was still out, Kanan was holding in his emotions. "Take him to the med bay Kanan." Kanan followed orders but still didn't let go of Ezra.

     He entered the Ghost and Sabine set up everything in the med bay, Kanan layed Ezra down on the soft bed and checked for any injuries.

   "He hit his head pretty hard, but beside that he did sprain his wrist." Hera stated. "Kanan, get some rest." Kanan shook his head. "I'm fine, just umm, let me stand in here for a few."

Hera left, Kanan was alone with Ezra. He looked at his Padawan. Kanan noticed how Ezra wasn't himself for a year now. Not the bubbly, jolly, kid he knew. Different, had he changed.

Kanan rested his head near Ezra's sprained risk. His eyes still on the teen. How did things changed this way?

   It had only been a year since Malcore, a big impact for the Crew. But Kanan wanted to fix things. Him and Ezra would get into fights non stop. Ezra was more far away than ever. Kanan only would get lower with sadness. Hera even told Kanan how she would try to get Ezra to talk to him but he would say no.

  
   "Ezra." He whispers. "Wake up, My Padawan. We need you." He had his fingers running through Ezra's cut hair. "I promise I will be there for you, I want to help you. Just wake up my child." He was now crying.

  Yes. Kanan was crying. He couldn't hold his emotions anymore. Even blind, he could still see. He pulled Ezra closer to him. "Wake up..." He sobbed.

"K...Kanan?" A weak voice spoke. Ezra!

Kanan hugged his Padawan tight and was still crying. "Your alive! Your ok!"

Ezra rubbed his head. "What-What happen? I can't remember...anything."

"You went missing, for a couple of hours. I went searching for you and I found you, I found you..just you hit your head pretty hard, I thought you were...gone." Ezra looked at his wrist. "Ow! It hurts!"

"You sprained your wrist kid."

Ezra groan. "Why?" Kanan chuckled. "Part of life."

"Is that supposed to help me?" Ezra grin. Ezra looked still, but he had a sad look in his eyes. "Kanan."

"Yeah?"

"I'm sorry for yelling at you, you know being distance. I just feel guiltily for...for everything."

"Never your fault Ezra, I still care about you as Family. It's ok, I never blamed you." Ezra smiled with tears of joy. "Thanks Master."

Ezra hugged Kanan, not letting go. Kanan hugged back, pulling Ezra closer. "Welcome back my child." Hours later, both of them were passed out together.

Hours pass by( By RebelGirl1015 :-D )

Hey guys! Yeh....I been gone for a while but I RETURNED!!! I hopefully will remember. School, and Xbox have been on my mind lately. But I hope y'all enjoyed!!