This imagine was inspired by Satisfied and Nonstop from Hamilton. Enjoy!

https://youtu.be/7pR-PeeRYVc

https://youtu.be/q9iLfPP4Ps8

You stood with your best friend, Cassian, in front of a weeping willow. You were both nineteen years old. You smiled sadly at Cassian. "Tomorrow I'm flying to Naboo with my fiance," you told him.

"Your getting married," he asked softly.

"Yes. My father arranged a marriage for me. My fiance controls many starships. He can get the Rebel Alliance the fleet it needs to win this war. He's kinda boring, but there's no one who can make me laugh like you."

"(Y/N)...." You smiled at him, and he returned the smile, though it looked forced.

"I need to leave. My dear Cassian...." You placed a hand on his cheek.

"(Y/N)...."

"Don't forget to write." Your hand dropped, and you walked away. You waved at Cassian, and he waved back, smiling. When you were gone though, his smile dropped, and he whispered, "I love you," into the air where you used to be.

***

At your wedding, you forfeited the traditional gender roles and made Cassian your Gentleman of Honor. You didn't really have any female friends. Your husband still had a Best Man though. At the reception, Cassian had to make a speech. He smiled at the crowd, and lifted his glass. "A toast to the bride," he said.

"To the bride!" the other guests yelled, and you smiled at Cassian.

"To the groom!"

"To the groom!"

"From your best friend, who's always by your side. To your union!"

"To the union! To the Rebels!"

"And the hope that you provide. May you always be satisfied." Everyone cheered for Cassian as he toasted you and your husband. Cassian remembered the day he met you, which was also the day he fell in love with you.

***

You were fourteen years old. There was a party to celebrate a recent Rebel victory. Both you and Cassian had fought in that battle, though you hadn't really been introduced. You were wearing a beautiful (F/C) dress that made you look absolutely stunning. Cassian saw you from across the room, and you locked eyes. He looked away quickly, and you walked over to him. "Hi," you said.

"H-hi," Cassian stuttered. "Would you like to dance?" You smiled at him.

"Sure." He took your hand, and you placed a hand on his shoulder while he placed his other arm on your back.

"You strike me as a boy who has never slow danced," you said to Cassian. Cassian blushed furiously.

"I'm sure I don't know what you mean. You forget yourself."

"You're like me. I never slow dance."

"Is that right?"

"I've never slow danced." Cassian smiled at you as you blushed.

"My name's Cassian Andor," he said.

"(Y/N) (L/N)."

"Where's your family from?" Your biological parents had died when you were five years old. You had been adopted by Bail Organa soon after that.

"Unimportant," you said quickly. "There's a million things I haven't done, but just you wait. Just you wait." The dance ended, and you took a break to get something to eat with Cassian.

***

Cassian walked over to you and hugged you. You returned the hug, smiling at your best friend. Your husband hugged you. He looked at you the same way you and Cassian looked at each other. Cassian smiled as he watched. He knew your husband would be happy with you, but he knew you would never be satisfied with him. And he wouldn't be satisfied either.

***

Three years later, you and your husband fought in a battle. You were hopelessly outnumbered. Cassian was there. It ended with your husband dying, and Cassian carrying you to safety with the remains of the Rebels stationed under you following him. You woke up in the medical wing of a Rebel base. Cassian was sitting beside you. "Cass.... What happened to my husband?"

"He's gone (Y/N). I'm sorry." You closed your eyes. You cared about your husband a lot. You didn't love him, but he was your second best friend. Losing him was like losing a limb. Your grief was tempered by the relief that Cassian was alive. Losing him would be like losing all your arms and legs, and Bail, the closest thing you had to a father, all at the same time. Cassian stared at you. "We launch another attack tomorrow," he said, and you stared at him with horror.

"Cassian, we just got back from a fight! The fact that we're alive is a miracle. Just stay alive, that would be enough!"

"(Y/N), I have to avenge the deaths of everyone in that squad. They were like family to me." Tears welled up in your eyes.

"Cassian, you fight day and night like you're running out of time."

"I have to."

"How do you fight every second you're alive?" Cassian didn't have an answer. You stared at him, tears streaming down your cheeks.

"I have to go (Y/N)," he said. "I have the chance to weaken the Empire, and I'm not throwing away my shot." He left the room, the door swinging shut behind him.

"Helpless," you whispered. "I'm helpless." K2SO walked into the medical wing.

"I just saw Cassian leave," he said. "Are you alright?"

"No, K. He will never be satisfied, not until the Empire falls."

"That sounds like Cassian. His dream is to see the galaxy free from the Empire. And to see you safe and happy." You smiled at K.

"Thanks buddy. I just wish I could give him peace of mind."

"If anyone can do that, it's most likely to be me or you. We're the only ones he really loves." You laughed at K2SO. He always spoke his mind. It was one of the things you loved about him.

"K, may I ask you for a favor?"

"Anything (Y/N)."

"Make sure Cassian comes home safe."

"I will try (Y/N). I can't guarantee the future will be bright though. Cassian may be lost, even with my efforts."

"But you'll try to bring him home?"

"I'll try." You smiled at the droid, satisfied.

"Thanks K."

"You are most welcome (Y/N)." K2SO left the medical wing. You smiled to yourself. You felt much better knowing K was looking after Cassian. You turned on your music player, and played the song you first slow danced with Cassian to. You fell asleep to that tune in your ear.