Heartbeat stopped, my world crashed. Will that heart of yours forget me?

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December 24, 2021.

Six days, six days it has been since I admitted you at hospital again. And it was again a rainy day in this winter.

The day we kissed, you collapsed in my arms. You turned so pale for no reasons.

Your vitals were good till the morning but why?

I sigh and caressed ur face, I slowly leaned in and placed a peck on ur lips.

You opened your eyes and smiled at me weakly.

"Hey kook u kay?"

You nodded your head.

Suddenly someone cleared their throat.

"Mr.Kim can I talk with you?"

"I will be back dear."

I said and went out with the doctor.

"So...Mr.Kim his vitals are not staying stable. The cancer cells are multiplying more than it should. No medication will be good now. So....I want you to prepare for the worst."

"I'm sorry Mr.Kim."

Doctor said and went but my world crashed down. How can he say something like this?

How will I tell you this?

I went back to you.

You again smiled and signalled me to come to u.

I sat on your bed, you wrapped your arms around my torso and said.

"You know what Kim Taehyung, I never really wanted to live this much like I want now. I never really had hope on me. I always thought there was no one for me. No one to love me. No one to hold me."

"But one day, you came like a boon to me. You made me happy, you made me memories which I will never forget because they were all happy, not some hurtful words."

"You had hopes on me when I didn't. You gave me the love which I always yearned for, you held me in your arms protectively. Like I always wanted to be."

I had tears but I didn't let them slide, I loved having you in my arms.

I tightened my grip around you more and you snuggled into my neck. I placed a kiss on your forehead.

I heard little sobs but I just caressed your back. I let you cry

"I-"

I waited sometime for you to continue. I wished it was "I love you", what you were about to tell me.

Then I heard a beep sound, your heartbeat line was a straight line now.

"W-what?"

I said that faintly.

"No no no no no no no no."

I shook you

"C'mon Jungkook wake up please no no pls. Don't leave me like this please. I beg you wake up Jungkook!"

"DOCTOR!! MR.KIM!!MR.KIM NAMJOON!!! ANYBODY THERE?!!!"

I called everyone, they came running.

They pushed me outside, they took me away from you. They opened your shirt, pumped on your chest then used some sort of electrical machine.

But none worked.

Namjoon looked at me from the glass window and shook his head sadly.

I felt dizzy.

"No...no....it's- not happening!"

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