It's like a dream but it's not, it's the worst reality. The worst pain which will last forever.

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December 4, 2021.

Why is it you?

Why is it me?

Why is it us?

Us? Guess it's only me......

I sat there, near you on a chair, holding your hands, tears rolling down.

You were so pale.

"Kook....why won't y-you take treatment?"

It's been five days I'm begging you to take treatment but you keep refusing it. Why? Don't you wanna live? Live with me?

I saw you stir but I didn't mind to clear my tears away.

"Tae...why are u crying?"

Because of you.

"Nothing."

"Kook plea-"

"I said no!"

"Why?! Don't you wanna live?! Do you wanna die?!"

"Right! I wanna die. I would die rather than living this shi- *cough*cough*cough*"

I gave you some water tapping your back. After sometime you stopped coughing

"Why don't you want to live?" I asked calmly.

"Because I don't want to. I have no reason to live, no one to care, no one to lo-" you fainted.

I screamed for the doctor. Then he came running and he checked up on you.

"He just got stressed nothing to worry. Please don't stress him out, it will be bad for his health."

I nodded and came out with the doctor, eyes never leaving you.

"You love you ex-boyfriend so much. Do you want him back?"

I chuckle thinking how I wasn't even your friend but I became your ex-boyfriend.

"Yeah but maybe he doesn't. He wants to die." I said and a tear rolled down.

"Can you discharge him? I wanna take him home."

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Happy birthday Mr.World wide handsome. Hope you would be healthy as always.

Mr.Confident you gave me lots of confidence and taught me how to love myself. Even though I'm not loving myself even you are the one who taught me, I will soon so don't worry.

And the confidence you gave me changed my life completely. Thank you for that.

You are always Armys cute hyung who acts like he is the maknae, world wide handsome, mother of BTS, confidence of army, the best joke teller and etc.............................

We all love you so much!💜💜💜💜💜💜

Be happy and I hope you would find your Miss Right soon.

We army would support you even if you kill someone so don't worry we always have your back like you do.

And you turned 30!!!!!!!!!

Sorry as I'm a OT7 I got to act like Jungkook too😁😁

Live long KIM SEOKJIN!!!!

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