The next morning i woke up at ten o'clock.I took a good bath trying to forget everything i did and heard yesterday.It was no cool man,no cool.I could hear the same moan echoes again and again in my ears as i was trying to sleep.Why to me lovely god..After a good bath and a good breakfast, i dressed up with the clothes i had from yesterday and i started to head back to my house,wishing that she is not here.When i reached my house,i rang the bell,wishing Stanford to open me.The door cracked opened,showing an only girl wrapped with MY towel.MY TOWEL!?You must be kidding me right now.''Oh hey!How can i help you?'' she said with her little cute voice with a smile that was making me want to puke.''Well..Is Ford here?'' i asked her trying to smile and not punch her right on her nose.''Well actually yeah!But he is sleeping!'' she said still smiling when Stanford appeared besides her without a freaking T-shirt with his freaking six pack giving her a little kiss on her cheek that made her giggle a little and smile.Then he looked me and his face now had a worried expression.He was becoming more pale every second he was looking my angry face.''Hey Fordsy do you know this woman?'' she asked him with the same freaking big smile.''Yeah..Hey Nemesis can you leave please?I willl call you.'' he said looking her serious.She looked me strange and went upstairs to dress up.The whole time Ford and me were looking each other like idiots.I was angry and he was scaried for his life.In the end she came downstairs and gave him a freaking kiss on his nose.''Hey my name is Nemesis what's yours?'' she asked me smiling,giving me her hand to shake it.I looked her hand and then her.I gave mine too for a handshake.''Y/n..Please remember it.. you will see my more often than you think..'' i said looking Ford narrowing my eyebrows.''Well it's my pleasure to meet you Y/n!I hope we'll become best friends!'' she added and left saying goodbye to her ''Fordsy''.When she was out of our eyesight Ford tried to speak to me calmly.''Y/n before you say som-'' but i interupted him screaming without patience ''GET IN!'' and pointing with my finger the inside of MY house.He didn't say something,he just got inside sitting on the sofa emotionless.I sat on the armchair when my butt felt something strange.I stood up quickly to see that i had sat on her blue bra.I took it and showed it to Ford with an angry ''smile''.That made him blush and me angrier.I sliverd it in fornt of his eyes and that scaried him more.''Hey that was hers!'' he said angry and stood up.''SIT DOWN SIXER!'' i said and he suddenly sat down terrified.It was the first time i had called him Sixer,remembering that he had six fingers.I had tears on my eyes and Stanford was looking me dead serious.''I have news..There will be a rush and you will be quicklier back on your world..'' i said looking away.He stood up looking me emotionless..''But i-i can't..I want to stay here..with Nemesis..'' he said. Nemesis.Who cares for me..''There are two more episodes Ford..You have to go back..'' i spoke angrily.''BUT I DON'T WANT!I WANT TO STAY HERE WITH NEMESIS!'' he shouted like a 5 years old kid and left the house.I saw the episode 10 of the season 2 alone..It was the first time i saw an episode without him.One more episode...And the portal will open again.If he doesn't want to go back there and he wants to live with Nemesis.

He will live with Nemesis.

And i will take his place in Gravity Falls.

One more episode till i go to Gravity Falls.I will never see his face again.I will never have to cry again.

I am so broken but i don't want to admit it.

Why i try so hard to convince him to go back?

Why he makes me more sad every day?

Am i dreaming or all this is real?

Is it better to stay here or go into a cartoon!?

Maybe there people will accept me and love me for what i am..

Forever,they will not see me as a junk.

I need help

I need a hug

Where's Stanford?

Noone knows.

Maybe somewhere with Nemesis.

And i am here heartbroken

''Tomorrow the episode 11 of Gravity Falls''

''Not what he seems''

The Tv announced as i was sitting in the dark and my tv was the only thing that was lighting my house at least a little.Times like this i need a bowl full of ice-cream but not this time.Wrapped with a yellow blanket,trying to save myself from the sea i created.A sea full of problems,thoughts and lies.Still 24 hours till the new episode will be out.

Run little girl run away from Reality~X